i am not ready to start uni
i am not ready to turn 21
fuck i cant even get out of bed
i cant even leave my house normally without worrying about how my body will handle the next day
i confidentally signed up for half in person classes because i thought i could manage but now
joined a vc w an ecouple n theyre talking in baby voices to each other.... me n the other 6 ppl in call js awkwardly didnt know what 2 say until this one mf started laughing 😭😭 idk bro i get baby voices w ur s/o but like in public??? w other people??? crazy.
i just turned 21, i ate lunch alone and then threw up because this sickening feeling in my stomach wont leave me alone
maybe its because im starting uni on monday, maybe its because it just hit that im growing older
i shouldnt have to deal with other peoples mental issues, but im
currently bawling because i told myself that i didnt want anything for my birthday anyways, but my aunt js got off the airplane from her business trip and immediately came over to give me a cake for a date that passed two weeks ago
i dont have the energy to reply the people that care about me, i dont have the energy to get out of bed, but okay yeah u can tweet and watch all the people that i care about get mad at me and wonder where i disappear too, when im just in bed staring at the unread notification