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FJMU'21 🩺 the demon in your head is my alter-ego

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8 months
Please God, let this new year be the end to all suffering of the Palestinians. Ameen 😭
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@brainsoupp_ And in that one week, something bad ACTUALLY happens so yeah there goes the whole month
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1 year
This ayat always gives me goosebumps. "Indeed it is a burden", for those that turn away from Allah, surely prayers become a burden. It's frightening. May Allah never ever bring us to the point where we start considering prayers a burden. Ameen. Salah is the only way to guidance
And seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, it is a burden except for the humble those who are certain that they will meet their Lord and to Him they will return. #Quran 2:45-46
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Even at the slightest inconvenience, we cry out "Oh Allah, why me? Why us? " Look at them going through the most barbaric cruelties/injustice and yet they say "Allah decreed this for us. Alhumdulilah. Sufficient is HE for us." Can we ever be equal to them?
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10 months
Have you ever seen faith like this anywhere?
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1 year
@hourIyhoroscope Part of being a hypocrite is never owning up to it 👀
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1 year
@iamsouljabrasi Isnt it the opposite? 👀
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9 months
There's no laughter left in me anymore. No glimmer. No spark. My eyes speak a language no one wants to translate. My heart beats at a rhythm too muffled to be picked up by any listening ear. I wait patiently for the warm embrace of eternal sleep.
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9 months
Seeing this place all broken somehow breaks my heart knowing that if I ever come back here, these won't be the same walls as before, the same corridors I walked with my friends, the same place whose every corner is filled up with memories, it just won't be the same ever again. 💔
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1 year
@AmschelKavka Dearest kafka, if only you listened to your own words too 😭
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11 months
The way the medical professionals hv to simultaneously treat the wounded,deal wd deaths, comfort the survivors,calm the kids, while still fearing finding bodies of their loved ones everytime the stretcher comes, & still they can't lose hope.. may Allah strengthen their hearts 😭
@ABroNextDoor
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11 months
No words, just absolutely heartbreaking 💔😭
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1 year
@Dr_AustinOmondi @SamWasNotThere why did you never do this??? Could have gotten a really really long lecture about sterilization and safety.!
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10 months
Why is it always I MISS YOU and not رنجش ہی سہی دل ہی دکھانے کے لیے آ آ پھر سے مجھے چھوڑ جانے کے لیے آ
@WardaSuhaib
Warda Suhaib 🇵🇰
10 months
Why is it always, "I MISS YOU" and not, کہاں ہو تم چلے آؤ، محبت کا تقاضا ہے غم دنیا سے گھبرا کر تمہیں دل نے پکارا ہے
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8 months
Nothing makes me happier than seeing my friends happy and achieving everything they've worked so hard for. Seeing the happiness on their face is such a treat for my heart 🥺💖
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Maryam
8 months
Whatsapp is like that one toxic relation in your life you don't wanna keep but can't get rid of either.
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1 year
How do we forgive ourselves for becoming what we never wanted to become...
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mayka 🍉
1 year
how do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become?
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10 months
Hamas is the only institute/movement who at this point is standing against the oppression. They are the true Mujahideen. More power to them. May they destroy Israel to bits and pieces with Allah's help. Ameen.
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Quote with anything from your notes
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11 months
@Aalookibhujia And that's why it's better to learn to survive alone, no expectations = no disappointments. ✌
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11 months
I feel like I'm going thru a "purge" in this phase of life, thru sickness,trials, failures&disappointments yet, somehow my heart feels lighter than usual,somehow,nothing feels heavier than my strength.I can't help but feel grateful to Allah. "Surely with hardship, there's ease."
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9 months
You're like the petrichor that lingers on long after it has rained. An essence. An aroma. Even when the sun starts to shine and people have already forgotten about the heavy clouds, your presence remains around me, invisible, intangible yet as alive as ever.
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1 year
Surah Tauba mentions : "اور اللہ جسے چاہتا ہے توبہ کی توفیق دیتا ہے۔" And realizing how great of a blessing it is to be able to realize your mistakes and repent. Repentance is a gift from Allah. Allah calls you towards HIM by making you repent and isn't that beautiful?
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11 months
We failed them.
@MuhammadSmiry
Muhammad Smiry 🇵🇸
11 months
In few hours, all Gaza hospitals to stop working.
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7 months
I send a VN to someone. They listen to it one time. I listen to it 100 times. 😂😂😂
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10 months
Just a few hours go @MuhammadSmiry was speaking about the chances/negotiations for a ceasefire and now there's a complete blackout. I wonder what will we see after the darkness. Will there be some light left? Or just complete darkness. The world has failed them. Humanity has lost
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8 months
Always pray for righteous friends. Always pray to be surrounded by people who are good for your Akhirah. It's such a short life & we often get deluded by its glamor chasing after unattainable goals. It's a blessing to be surrounded by people who remind you of Allah.
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11 months
@probablyyaishaa May Allah keep him and all others safe. Ameen😭
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Maryam
8 months
It's high time they banned mobile phones/cameras inside holy kaabah. People really be treating such a holy place as another recreational spot. You won't need these pictures as proof to show God you visited there. Please respect its sanctity and focus solely on worship & prayers.
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10 months
Look at the beautiful sky and then the plunder underneath. The beauty God created, and the havoc humans have wreaked.
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Maryam
8 months
I swear everytime u open Quran u learn something new. Even if it's a Surah you've read many times before, every time u read it with translation u feel like relating it to a different phase of ur life. Bcz life is ever changing so u see the same commands/advices but in dif light
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8 months
@iamsouljabrasi Not even their own selves
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1 year
@wolfgang_027 Everytime we give control of our hearts to anyone other than Allah, it breaks.. it's only the love of Allah that heals it.
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1 year
@richardsiken @s1r4x If it ain't mutual it ain't love? What about one sided love where the other person does not know about your feelings.?
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Maryam
8 months
شام آئے اور گھر کے لیے دل مچل اٹھے شام آئے اور دل کے لیے کوئی گھر نہ ہو
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1 year
@poetastrologers Scorpio. We might hate everything but we love rain.!
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11 months
@ABroNextDoor Alhumdulilah. Heart warming 😭 I hope we get to see the videos of all these little angels smiling and talking.. I pray Allah protects them all Ameen.
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7 months
Some people are just sunshine in human form.They exude such warmth that one can soak in for hours & hours. Their aura only holds positivity,one can't help but feel rejuvenated in their presence.Such ppl are precious, hard to come by & certainly leave a vacuum by their departure.
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10 months
Grounding yourself in times of uncertainty has to be the hardest thing to do. To hold yourself by the throat yet not enough to choke yourself, to keep telling yourself to just have enough strength to stay on shore and not drown.
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7 months
I think u truly live your life up till you're 25, after that your life is just reminscing old memories or recounting your experiences to new people u meet, it feels like a movie you've already watched and now for the rest of life you just keep telling everyone what happened in it
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8 months
Hands as cold as snow, face as warm as a volcano. What is this behaviour? 🥲🥶🔥
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8 months
پھر کئی لوگ نظر سے گزرے پھر کوئی شہر طرب یاد آیا
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9 months
People expect you to be okay with everything that happens in life. Sometimes you gotta understand just because you're sad about something, doesn't mean you're ungrateful about every thing in your life. You are allowed to be sad if something doesn't work out for you and thats OK!
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7 months
The hardest goodbyes aren't the ones you say out loud, but the ones which are unprecedented, unpredictable, unexpected, the ones you never saw coming, the ones which never make it to your lips. Time passes by and you realize how silently you said goodbye without even knowing it.
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11 months
@oyebajwey This stage is called شوق کمال بھی نہیں، خوف زوال بھی نہیں
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7 months
You know how they say buy one get one free For me it's anxiety with free depression. A great deal!
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9 months
I guess people who've tried their whole lives just to have a feeling of belonging somewhere, always end up being misfit everywhere. Eventually, the realisation hits, solitude is the only place they can belong freely.
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1 year
Thora nahi, bohat huwa, par chalta hai.
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1 year
Haan thora dard howa pr chalta hai
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8 months
8th grade. Went to school with my brother. At the gate, security guard told us chuttiyan hogyi hain. Went to his school, same answer. Ate samosas on the way back home as a celebration. All I could worry about was that I didn't get the vacation homework (nerddd) life was good.!
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Kanika Choudhary
8 months
Kids today who receive text over WhatsApp that school is off will never understand the feeling of going to school, finding out that it’s a holiday, and then coming back home to eat that tiffin while watching our favourite cartoon!
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1 year
غم تو اس بات کا ہے کہ لا الہ الا للہ کو پامال کرنے والے لا الہ الا للہ ہی کے پیروکار تھے۔ #muharram #karbala #Ashura
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8 months
@crispregrets Somehow it resonates perfectly
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9 months
"پر یہ من مایوس ہے بہت" I've often watched videos with this in the bg & no matter how miserable or helpless I feel at any point in life,I could nvr bring myself to resonate with this or say it out loud It's ok to be sad, ok to cry but hopelessness is a Sin. Hv some faith in Allah
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@Bernadotte22
Emelia 🇸🇪🇦🇹
9 months
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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11 months
What else can you expect from an army who's so scared of pebbles in the hands of children that they retaliate by firing missiles on them
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11 months
🇵🇸🇮🇱 Former U.S. intelligence officer, Scott Ritter, explains why Israel hasn’t started a ground invasion into Gaza.
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7 months
Nothing is sadder than people drifting apart for no other reason than "life" itself, because time and distance doesn't allow them to be together anymore. Because life is cruel and sometimes you can do nothing except to watch everything slip away through your hands just like sand.
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9 months
You can rename it as X and "posts" but we'll still call it twitter and tweets. Millennials and early genZ are too old to change their ways now.
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9 months
People expect you to do "life" when you don't even have the strength to get up from the bed in the morning
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Maryam
1 year
Apparently I had been living under a rock. I always thought richard siken was a bot and not a real person. Well I was wrong. He is very real. And he just goes around replying to people's tweets and stuff. I mean people are really winning at this app 😭🙌
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11 months
@suursaalo The sem reason y most men with long beards r the most fraudulent too The reason being a lack of tru knowledge of Islam.Just wearing the attire & nt understanding the tru significance of it is the main problem.Noone has actually tried 2 delve deep 2 understand the essence of hijab
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11 months
@TheUmairArshad Okay but from a woman's perspective, laughing even at unfunny jokes means you appreciate everything about them, whatever they say, you like them enough not to make them feel bad, it's not about game, sometimes it's just a sign of genuine and pure adoration and love. 😊
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9 months
One of the biggest fears in sharing ur creative work(poetry, prose) is d fact tht ppl immediately relate it to ur personal 's true we derive inspiration from real life events,yet there's a reason it's called fiction. There's something called imagination too
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11 months
@mugcakehq You can use grief as a muse for as long as you want to.. it's YOUR grief and you cannot just put it away if your heart hasn't recovered yet. What you can do is not to share your work that's how you won't feel like you're asking for pity, but express it as u want just for urself
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9 months
ہم نے جن کے لیے راہوں میں بچھایا تھا لہو ہم سے کہتے ہیں وہی عہدِ وفا یاد نہیں زندگی جبرِ مسلسل کی طرح کاٹی ہے جانے کس جرم کی پائی ہے سزا، یاد نہیں میں نے پلکوں سے درِ یار پہ دستک دی ہے میں وہ سائل ہوں جسے کوئی صدا یاد نہیں
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9 months
I often wonder, in a parallel universe, would we ever cross paths? Or would you be just a random stranger I brushed against while hopping onto a bustling metro? Or perhaps, we'd be acquainted so well, no barriers in between.
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Maryam
10 months
I'm beginning to understand how Yazid's army so easily struck 6 months old Ali Asghar (ع) with an arrow, without any remorse. I never understood how it could be humanly possible. Now I can see. Everything that is vile and despicable is in fact only "human-ly" possible.
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7 months
I wonder if I'll ever be able to speak of the things buried in my heart but who's there to listen, who's there to understand? Who can offer empathy without judgement? But what if, I have no words? Can anyone understand silence? Has anyone ever has...?
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9 months
So we collectively cryin over HUSN this December now... Thanks anuv but we all were already barely holding on 🥲😭
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Maryam
7 months
The silent treatment doesn't work on me because I'll give you the silent-est treatment in return and you won't ever hear from me again🌝
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Invis🧜‍♀️
7 months
the “silent treatment” doesn’t work on me because lack of communication makes me never want to speak to you again. especially at our big ages.
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7 months
Adha lahore NCA ka thesis dekhne gaya hua hai, adha androon e lahore gya hua, and then there's me jisko neend se e fursat nahi 🤌
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1 year
@batoolistic If only that word was "serendipity".
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Maryam
7 months
آج کچھ بھی نہ پوچھو کہ دل اداس بہت ہے۔۔۔
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10 months
Sylvia plath's writings are always so relatable. But knowing, how eventually she did get married, and fell into this exact same routine, yet life never gave her a rest until she decided to take leave on her own, always breaks my heart.
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- Sylvia Plath
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1 year
Bibliosmia. the scent of old books.
@ValentyneDreams
𝓥𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽𝔂𝓷𝓪 𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓪𝔂
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The intoxicating scent of old books.
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9 months
You only know you've been high when you're feeling low 1st half of 2023 vs 2nd half of 2023
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Maryam
9 months
"Daily dose of sunshine" is such a good drama depicting mentall illness and also, how being a healthcare worker makes you prone to depression. Just because you are a healthcare professional, doesn't mean you can't get mentally sick. 10/10 recommend.
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Maryam
7 months
The place I never thought would become so close to my heart, it will always feel like home, no matter where I go 😭💘
@SamWasNotThere
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7 months
یہ کیا کہ خاک ہوئے ہیں ہم جہاں وہیں کے نہیں جو ہم یہاں کے نہیں تو پھر کہیں کے نہیں
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7 months
Pinned chat this pinned chat that, bruh I have my own inbox/chat pinned to the top. Aur koi is qaabil e nahi hai 😎🙌
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9 months
@SamWasNotThere There was an unhappy triad too Anterior cruciate ligament Medial meniscus And medial collateral ligament. So I had to remember in order to be unhappy theres an A & an M. 😭🤣🤣🤣
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I hope 4 years later, I still love the people I love today. I hope 4 years later, my heart hasn't given up. I hope 4 years later, I don't have any more heartbreaks to add to the ones I already own. I hope 4 years later, I can look back to tell myself it was worth it.
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Maryam
7 months
No offence but I as a girl, would always prefer a jar of reasons someone loves me over a metal bracelet
@LivingLegacy13
MC² 🐉
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A guy got his wife a Cartier bracelet and she got him a jar full of reasons why she loves him 😭😭😭
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10 months
People-pleasing is the new norm. God-pleasing just equates to a conservative mindset.
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Maryam
1 year
کچھ باتیں ان کہی رہنے دو کچھ باتیں ان سنی رہنے دو سب باتیں دل کی کہہ دیں اگر پھر باقی کیا رہ جائے گا سب باتیں اس کی سن لیں اگر پھر باقی کیا رہ جائے گا اک اوجھل بےکلی رہنے دو اک رنگیں ان بنی دنیا پر اک کھڑکی ان کھلی رہنے دو -منیر نیازی
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9 months
People be asking their parents what would they do if their kid turned into a worm? Bro, kafka wrote a thesis about it years ago.
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8 months
@OwenElaineowen1 Kafka is a bug 😂
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Maryam
1 year
I loved the rain. So one day, it started raining in my heart and it hasn't stopped since. No wonder, my heart feels so heavy.
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1 year
new personality unlocked
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Maryam
1 year
Women can wear whatever they want unless it's something that covers their body instead of exposing it. So much for freedom of choice, so much for women rights. Hypocrisy at its finest.
@Bernadotte22
Emelia 🇸🇪🇦🇹
1 year
Outside high school in France, the military is standing to undress our sisters their long dresses/ abaya. Those who do not want to take off their dress are sent home and are not allowed to study. I have no words for this disgusting oppressive country. Imagine being forced to
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8 months
@SamWasNotThere Your eyelashes don't even need any mascara 😭😭😭🤌💙
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Maryam
9 months
This year has seen the most tears. And it isn't even over yet
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Maryam
8 months
@SamWasNotThere The handsfree one 😭😭💯💯💯💯🤌🤌🤣🤣🤣
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Maryam
1 year
@ItsMeeZeee Imagine marrying a guy not obsessed with physical beauty n pretty faces, who only has eyes for his wife even in a gathering full of girls, who understands her mood swings,makes her feel safe n calm whn she's going through a stressful phase, who stays beside her in every situation
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9 months
@SamWasNotThere Perpetual sense of impending doom
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Maryam
6 months
I read about the concept of "glimmer", like something that makes you happy, it could be something small that brings you joy even if for a fleeting moment. I feel like my friends are my glimmer, everytime I meet them, I feel like I've again found something I lost along the way.
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7 months
Lahore in winters is my new fav experience! 💙
@hazaa_bazaa
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This Lahore has my heart 🩵
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1 year
There's something I realized today. But after realizing what I realized, I realized that I realized it too late and even if I have realized it now, nothing could be done about that realization. 💀
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Maryam
1 year
@SamWasNotThere @AstroCounselVik Omg.! The pisces references relating to the sea and ocean are just 💯 like a drop merging into the boundless sea (seems like something you'll write 😅) , merging with the cosmic ocean 😍 tho all those detective things in this scenario should have been mentioned for pisces🤣👀
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Maryam
1 year
@luhaenten What a great pick up line
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Maryam
1 year
In the end life just gives you 2 fears - fear that you'll forget everything so you try desperately to hold on to everything, even the painful memories because they are a part of you - fear that you'll never forget, especially the painful memories because they are a part of you.
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Maryam
1 year
>>>>>>> ❤❤❤
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Synexdoche
1 year
اس نے دیکھا ہی نہیں ورنہ یہ آنکھ دل کا احوال کہا کرتی ہے
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Maryam
8 months
I guess, i guess I'll just watch the dead poets society again. Perhaps watching neil never been seen for his passion and instead succumbing to the stereotypes of society and ultimately giving in will give me the validation I so desperately need.
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Maryam
8 months
@WardaSuhaib So true. And equally sad.
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Maryam
11 months
@SamWasNotThere Mjhe tw Csd janay ki permission b nae milni thi 🙂
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