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18 and irate. an-b/p. edtwt. 🇸🇪

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@ilonisstarving
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26 days
this is obligatory listening.
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2 months
am i racist and dumb for thinking this is really fucking weird and plays into pedophilia.
@rwibns
ʚ angel ɞ
2 months
how is this girl 5’4 / 163cm ?? like what does she do to make herself look so short im actually confused
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3 months
why do this kind of pictures trigger me more than thinspo.
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3 months
okay anorexic winter starts now
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2 months
grossness aside, how do you even cut a human in half like this?? and into such a thin. slice too?.
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stevie 🪩
2 months
grosspo i hate the look of fat from the inside of the body EAYGHHH
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2 months
so happy that i’m not gay bc if my gf was skinnier than me i’d kill myself.
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8 months
“i would give anything” THEN DO EVERYTHING
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2 months
random stuff that triggers me. a 🧵 for edtwt
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2 months
“…and now i’m 28 and i’m a little girl with no period.” will always break me.
@ortholexia
Alex ☆
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“my life’s a movie”.the movie:
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2 months
what? what does pornhub have to do with- oh….
@AlpacaAurelius
Carnivore Aurelius ©🥩 ☀️🦙
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2 months
literally just skip breakfast and walk to work. nothing in life is this complicated, never mind weight loss.
@agexisting
ande :)
2 months
people are ridiculous.
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3 months
okay anorexic winter starts now
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7 months
please just smoke a cigarette this is too much.
@hazybmi
🕯️ lorelai ⸝⸝ maintaining
7 months
EDTWT PICK OUT MY NEXT VAPE
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2 months
“you’re the one sexualising it”
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@ilonisstarving
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8 months
how to stop binge eating 🥥🎧🫧.a 🧵 🪡 for edtwt
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@ilonisstarving
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2 months
is this true?.
@444thin
𝓙𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓼 ¡!
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3 months
it’s actually concerning how she can’t really articulate at all? like her speech sounds kind of slurred? reminds me of myself at my sickest, but i’m thinking she might be on something? idk this might be really mean.
@heavensentbrina
3 months
these are two completely different people and it’s extremely concerning but we can’t say that bc it’s considered “bullying”!
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8 months
i know that she got flamed af for this, but i genuinely think it is funny. i couldn’t bother to be pressed ab it my gawd
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7 months
@lowcal4kpopp she’s got a boyfriend, doing better than me, so i can’t say anything lmao.
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@ilonisstarving
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7 months
fat people who become thin and start hating fat people is just like people with eating disorders who recover and then start hating people with eds.
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@ilonisstarving
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6 months
fanta is so wrong for calling this “low calorie” while being 63 cals 😭
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5 months
but do people genuinely develop an ed as a result of scrolling on edtwt? there must be a lot of underlying reasons leading to it. unless you’re like 13 but yk.
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@ilonisstarving
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8 months
tiktok thinspo 🎧🤍⭐️🫐. a 🧵🪡 for edtwt
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5 months
is it illegal to not hire someone bc they have anorexia?.
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2 months
@nasatars nah i will always be a casual sanrio enjoyer
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3 months
diet culture is so back, posting these pictures side by side? are you joking? somebody sedate me
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2 months
@m8d1son damn. i understand that age regression is a trauma response, but i have a hard time not feeling weird about the other party being turned on by that. feels somewhat unreasonable to assume that the attraction would be completely isolated to that consenting, age-regressing adult.
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@ilonisstarving
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17 days
and my jaw stayed in the exact same place……… yet another reason not to believe in super duper fast metabolisms 😇😇
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2 months
@rwibns idk if it’s asianphobic.
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3 months
i gained 500 g overnight and i’m sure it was a punishment for this fuckass tweet, i’m going to stop being a fatphobic bitch before i can put my money where my mouth is istg.
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2 months
“just because she’s short???”
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2 months
@iisamuko brah 😭 i understand that you would think so
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4 months
seeing a fried murdered animal is mildly unsettling, yes.
@e_imuy
˚₊‧꒰ა yumie ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
4 months
the ricecake mafia hates to see it
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2 months
this movie made me realise how eating disorders are basically just addictions. even the things he says are things i say/said verbatim. anyone who has been in forced recovery will relate to it. i can’t watch it anymore because it brings up so much trauma and turmoil but alas
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3 months
oomf just posted a 10 min rant about how she’s so anorexic, how do i not kill myself?? i barely even know her but i don’t think i’ve ever been this triggered. i can’t accept the fact that anorexia will *never be “my thing”. i’m going to starve so fucking hard wtf.
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@ilonisstarving
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8 months
it’s over boys
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@ilonisstarving
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7 months
me doomscrolling on edtwt at 4 am due to the restriction insomnia
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8 months
i don’t like reposting people on edtwt but i have no followers and GODDAMN
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2 months
@kleptokini she’s grown though lmao.
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@ilonisstarving
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7 months
here’s a little reminder that you can’t be bad at having an ed. starving yourself is not a skill issue. your ed is yours and yours only. it’s a mental illness, not a diet.
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2 months
2. pretty underwear, especially with lace.
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2 months
there is no ethical thinspo. either the person in the picture is dead, sick, recovered, or get posted on ed socials without their consent, which could seriously fuck them up. i don’t know what, if anything, can be done about this, but i guess it’s something to keep in mind.
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7 months
@hyunesgfie well it’s a disorder she has, how else would she phrase it? 😭.
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2 months
some of y’all know a little too much about the ins and outs of dissecting and dismembering humans though
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2 months
@toothinspo that’s like saying me understanding that a glass of water is drinkable means that i drank that glass of water.
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2 months
6. easter european gloom
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4 months
@lilahsbody i feel like it almost doesn’t even matter because their bone structure is what makes them look good? like even if you were to each that bmi you wouldn’t look like them unless you have a really small ribcage and long legs etc. that being said: 16-18 low bf%.
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7 months
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2 months
@CarlaOfEdtwt i am not a pookie but actually yes thank you.
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2 months
1. snow.(i love björk)
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2 months
@bytebvnny imagine donating your body to science and ending up as comparispo in a museum.
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@rwibns idk if my tweet could be read as taking a jab at east asian kawaii-culture.
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2 months
@luvvsbonez she does???.
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2 months
@B1ueYoshi loli and dgg is such a cursed combination icl.
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7 months
@thincollective ts pisses me off (so jealous of her).
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6 months
@superkinico hide the peanut butter.
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7 months
“but what about starving tips??” nobody is getting anorexia from being told to drink black coffee and eat less 😭 this probably did teach someone how to purge and they’ll have to deal with that for the rest of their life now. if you do b/p as often as i do i feel like you get it.
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2 months
5. big cities?
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2 months
@ihav3nos0ul that’s profound.
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@rwibns idk if my tweet could be read as taking a jab at east asian kawaii-culture.
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2 months
11. studying/academic validation
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8 months
crying screaming throwing up perhaps?.
@hearts4thinspo
thinspо ☆
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7. renaissance art
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3 months
@e4f3y i would be dead right now if i had that “care” available to me. this is really upsetting, the correlation between anorexia and suicidal ideation is so so strong, most chronic anorexics wouldn’t be able to think soberly about this.
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2 months
8. blonde hair?
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20 days
i think i’d rather go lay in a dark corner of my room and die than be in a study like this holy
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2 months
@rwibns idk if my tweet could be read as taking a jab at east asian kawaii-culture.
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2 months
4. monster ultra white.(this one is probably not that weird ig)
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2 months
3. sugar free redbull?
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3 months
do americans put marshmallows on sweet potatoes or are my filthy eyes deceiving me.
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2 months
@noelledolly “lost 10 kg in a week” suuuure buddy 😴.
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2 months
@eternalrexic no they’re just a lil special mentally.
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@AngelStarsScars idk, that’s why i asked. ?.
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5 months
@divinorexic she has the best build/bone structure ever though.
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4 months
@aggravatedsaltt yes i’m shaking in my non-leather boots.
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2 months
@toothinspo it’s a grown woman….
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2 months
12. crystal castles’ music
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8 months
guys, i have been ip 6 times, i was diagnosed when i was 10 and this disorder has quite literally ruined my life in many ways. no, an ed is not smth to laugh at, BUT i think that we can all agree that they can be very much ridiculous at times. i have no ill intent whatsoever and.
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@sickortho when i was fourteen i bought a scale and the cashier cried.
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2 months
@omarsecouu trump said he’s great so i don’t see any reason not to.
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2 months
don’t pmo.
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@mothmann420 do i even want to know what this is?.
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@bubblegum_babee @crystalcaloriez this isn’t making you look better by any means.
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2 months
10. jazz music, especially classic swing.
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7 months
@girIstarving (i wrote this as i took a puff from my grape ice lost mary 😭).
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8 months
@tinypr1nc3ss there is actually no way you were diagnosed with anorexia at 3 yrs old.
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2 months
@lumiideeFixe and you just want her to listen to them, yet your on the other side of the screen not taking their advice either 🫠.
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2 months
@OGamyrosekin well. you should probably try to work on that girl.
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8 months
@mzxzlh i think eds can be funny at times, i’ve cried in restaurants before and looking back at it i find it kind of ridiculous and a bit embarrassing. but yeah, i personally don’t take offense to it, im sorry if you did.
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2 months
@theriffreaper i get more triggered by skinny girls than skinny guys.
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7 months
@wonrexa 7000 calories?!?!?!.
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2 months
i feel like saying “my body my choice” as a fat activist is kind of tone deaf.
@who_is_sumi
𝔃𝓸𝓭𝓪 𝓹𝓸𝓹
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what's ur WOKEst opinion
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1 month
@losecals “making low calorie versions of something doesn’t mean you can have more” but it…does.
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2 months
9. ALAIN DELON??
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@Bone_Fractals it looks like she’s wearing a fat suit somehow.
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2 months
if you do this, i don’t really respect you all that much. i understand that it’s a common symptom, but if you consciously try to trigger your close family and friends…idk.
@dscplined
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question for ed twt:.do y’all post “triggering” content on ur public insta story? like pics you know are in reality bodychecks, or working out, small portions….
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@skelebelle_ water: fluoride + micro plastics maybe?.sneakers: cardio?.
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13. reading/books
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5 months
@milkAndFruits yeah true, my test results are good and my weight is pretty stable so i’m not knocking on deaths door or anything but i understand that they wouldn’t want to have me as a liability. i’m fully capable of being a fucking server though 😭.
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2 months
- disclaimers. dni if you’re not on edtwt or currently suffer from/have suffered from an eating disorder. dni if you’re mean, my ego is fragile. i’m aware that this is cringe, but so am i and what the hell.
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6 months
guys. don’t binge today.
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3 months
if anyone makes a thread of weird niche pictures that trigger them (which you should!!) pls tag me, it’s so fun to see
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