When I was purging regularly I was so miserable but i kind of felt like a being was trying to help/comfort me after so id always start praying after purging and started to listen to quran after that (and still do) after YEARS of not believing in islam
Hi I dropped my phone in the toilet and didn't notice until 20+ mins later, currently texting from my mom's phone 💔 My phone is currently in rice i hope it will work again soon (I cant even put a cute kaomoji at the end cuz her phone doesn't have any 😭😭😭)
I always walk in and out of people's life and forget that it actually affects them like wdym they still have memories of me???? I just assumed everyone immediately forgets me the second im gone
I love seeing the scale drop nearly 1kg every morning and i love seeing black when I stand up and I love it when my stomach growls I love fasting but I hate feeling weak and barely being able to do anything
I'm going to murder someone YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT CHUU 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 HOWL IS THE CHUUEST ALBUM EVER I HATE TIKTOK ORBITS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
How do I erase the daydream I've built up for 2 years how do I stop talking to the people in my head how do I start focusing more on my actual life rather than the lie I built up help 🐺
Actually if I really put my mind to it and fast for 2 weeks while drinking 3 Liters per day, get 10 hrs of sleep and workout I could easily lose 14 kg and get to 40 kg and I can keep myself going by telling myself "Just X-days till im 40 kg"