i always always so terrified to gain weight, and although it isn’t easy i’m so glad i’m getting better. being a slave to anorexia was the worst thing, im starting to feel free 🤍
i hate how much weight i’ve gained i feel so sick :/ im scared i’ll never ever be able to restrict again because my body has gotten used to regular eating…. i hate forced recovery sm
i think i’m accepting the fact that i have severe body dysmorphia. technically i’m still very underweight but i don’t think i look that way … i feel like i’m huge :/
i’ve been so quiet on here mainly because of forced recovery, but also because i’ve been busy with studying … anyways here’s my cute iced matcha before my final exam 🤍