@SH1N1NG_5T4R
no, i would never, you shouldn't bother to even lock your doors, and you might as well keep your window open - you could always dm me your address too
@x_emptyskull
awful paranoia, I was shaking the entire time, and my heart rate was way above 130 (usually, it's around 60). I threw up a few times (but I only remember doing so once), and cried thinking i was going to accidentally off myself.
@linobalerino
please stay careful when purging !!
- I always use a toothbrush or pencil (as to not bruise or hurt my hands)
- it will take a minute or two and you'll cough a lot at first (usually 1p gags before anything comes out)
- don't wait in-between gags, keep hitting the pencil -
i'm unpinning this post - i haven't reached the gw, but i've realized having this up makes me more stressed = more prone to binging when i accidentally break a cal limit or fast :(
my coworker (an older lady) mildly referred to me as a 'pick me' saying i was showing off my lunch (it was a protein bar and water) - she also said she could never give up food and she's such a foodie (i hate getting upset- but this was so frustrating)
i need a visa - i'm legally changing my name once i turn 18 - i'm separating my bank account from my mom's - going to live at school dorms once i move - what else do i need (to do) to get separated (dissapear) from my parents ?
does anyone maybe want to be friends but super toxic friends that bully each other into starving ? usually i try not to be mean - but meanspo used to help me sm + i feel like i'm not losing weight as quickly after i stopped interacting with it
sometimes when i think i like skinny , i remember j3nn1fer l4wr3nce was called / considered too fat to play K4tn1ss in Th3 hung3r g4mes (this was her at the time of the movies release)
is it icky for me to like a 21 y/o ? i turn 17 in less than a month and he just turned 21 - we're coworkers and didn't know each other's ages u til after we started talking (we became friends first) - he's hasn't asked me out or anything - jm just curious
i had a terrible week, so i never updated - i had to stop at 48 hours after i almost passed out at work - i was worried it would mess woth the promotion i'm getting rn :(
@starredberrys
it's super cheesy but I would have the magazine model pics cut out and out EVERYWHERE - on the fridge, in the bathroom, in my workout room - just as a reminder of what I'm working towards