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Ian.
6 months
“The world begins at a kitchen table. No matter what, we must eat to live.” #10DaysofBanquet — JANGAN LUPA MAKAN (kalau tidak bisa meninggal). CW // rape , suicide , self harm, cheating , a bit of gore , mentioning blood and flesh
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Ian.
7 months
@ssefnum Toxic, relationship is not a competition. Kalau ada dari dia atau hubunganmu in general yang bikin kamu gak nyaman ada baiknya diutarakan dan diomongin bareng-bareng. Bilang kalau kamu capek, kamu sedih. Jangan jadinya kamu malah berlomba untuk buat satu sama lain sedih juga.
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Ian.
4 months
@ssefnum That explains much already.. kalau ada hari raya keagamaan rasanya wajar aja gak online. Terlebih lagi paskah begini, we are in mourning. Entah partnermu pelayanan atau enggak, let them have their peaceful Easter time.
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Ian.
7 months
@ssefnum Umm, no, I will try to keep my excitement first then if it seems that they're not as excited as I am, I will ask them what's wrong and whether or not they want to continue to talk with me. I won't let other's emotions consume me and change the way I *want* to behave genuinely.
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Ian.
5 months
Semoga kerja-sampai-gila ini menghasilkan studio apartment with big ass windows, piles of books to cover the walls, small coffee corner, old leather sofa, sweet collection of good wine, a pet frog, a pair of ikan cupang, and a doberman dog. Amen.
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Ian.
2 months
Everyone deserve to see my new hobby, my new son.. look at how adorable he is. I'm no longer lonely in my room again.
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2 months
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Ian.
4 months
My Days of Rest and Relaxation (2024) by Ian (not) Moshfegh.
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Ian.
2 months
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Ian.
2 months
My copy of Mari Pergi Lebih Jauh is arrived! I honestly didn't know that we'd also get crocheted pingu.. it's so cute. 🐧
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5 months
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3 months
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Ian.
9 months
Namun apalah aku jika tidak dilahirkan untuk memberi kasih kepada api?
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Ian.
9 months
Aw.. so you remember me? 🌹 Well noted, miss ma'am. 📝 I'll try to eat properly (though I'll spare some minutes so that you would gentayangan in my room chat.. idk).
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Ian.
5 months
It's time to wrap up the month! 📚 February has been so nice in terms of constantly giving me a blast as a reader. Every books that I have read this month are so amazing in its own way and so memorable. It was such an epic journey!
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Ian.
2 months
10 minutes into the gate of BBW and I already so damned (and beautiful)
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Ian.
3 months
Still can't comprehend what kind of crack that I smoke when I wrote this one.
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Ian.
3 months
Starting my day in a such ethereal way. This is why seeking out the sun is always a good idea because you will never know what kind of joy that it'd bring to you.
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Ian.
5 months
If you think about it, this speaks volumes about how a big chunk of indons see the whole genocide thing and how they treat the boycott movement. They "care" because they see it as a mere religion stuff. And that's it. This is why our country is nothing but a bunch of hypocrites.
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Ian.
3 months
I feel like it's a bit too early to post this kind of stuff but few weeks ago I had a mental breakdown at midnight and there's a spike of hate for my God so I wrote a "letter" for Him. The next day until now (hopefully tomorrow too) I feel beyond good. My mind is at ease.
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Ian.
17 days
Today's morning walk.🚶🏻🍃
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Sammael.
17 days
Morning walk sesh with oomf.
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Ian.
3 months
Selamat hari buku nasional. 📚 Ayok kita hidup lebih dari sekali melalui buku. Ayok kita cari diri kita, hidup kita, lewat setiap kalimat, setiap paragraf, setiap halaman, setiap buku yang ada. Ayok hidup lebih dari sekali dengan buku.
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Ian.
9 months
Just a gentle reminder that you don't have to feel sorry for flooding up the timeline about the genocide that is happening in Palestine. Never feel sorry about it. Please keep doing it. Be mad. Repost everything. If anyone ever feel annoyed then it's on them, not you.
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Ian.
5 months
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Ian.
1 month
Just finished the last exam. Finally can breathe a little slower now.
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Ian.
10 months
Birthday lunch. :] 🍝🍷
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Ian.
3 months
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Ian.
1 month
Gaza Diaries: “We Left Our Souls at Home.”
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Ian.
3 months
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Ian.
3 months
This hirono (berjamur dan acak-acakan)
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3 months
gue udh nanya di priv tapi kayanya mau nanya di sini juga wkwkwk kalau kalian ngeliat diri kalian sendiri apa? gue: catetan yang ditempel di kulkas
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Ian.
4 months
My so beloved War and Peace annotations..
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Ian.
1 month
Probably a bit late but here's my June wrap up! 📚 June was an incredibly packed month, a lot happened, but yet we survived! Once again! I read 4 books in total for June, and the first two are very much memorable and important for me personally.
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Ian.
6 months
Tried this website where you could watch together while decorating the room and it was really fun (and pure chaos) 😭 + Ashie's plushies army 🧸
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Ian.
3 months
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Ian.
8 months
Joyful, joyful Lord, we adore Thee, God of glory, Lord of love. 🎄🎅
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Ian.
3 months
Hari ini nonton film nenek-nenek sama Hunter (karena inisial YUKA kerjaannya PHP doang) dan siapa sangka 19 Mei itu hari mental breakdown nasional.
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Ian.
2 months
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Ian.
6 months
Might be a little too early for a wrap up but I finished 5 books this month. 📚 All five of them gave me incredible experiences both as a reader and as a human being. I recommend them all.
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Ian.
3 months
Woke up from a nap and immediately made the best snacks-slash-dinner ever.. Garlic cream cheese toast with my favorite fruit, fig. 🫶🏻
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Ian.
3 months
Nobody cares but neither do I.. my favorite snacks lately; plum with greek yogurt, and crackers with garlic cream cheese. 🧀
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Ian.
2 months
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Ian.
4 months
My full review and some tips to read War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy. And my conclusion? Just do yourself a favor and start reading it!
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Ian.
5 months
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Ian.
3 months
Decided to pick up another big boy because I finished my reading goal sooner than I thought I would and.. I don't know what to do. 🧎🏻 Crazy ahh cover!
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Ian.
15 days
Hidup itu isinya kalau gak kerja sampai gila ya cobain dessert atau makanan baru. Malam ini iseng nyobain salah satu cuisine India punya, gulab in kheer.
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Ian.
4 months
I lost the idgaf war and bought the physical copy.. I knew and expected it to be massive yet I still gagged.. It's a GIANT.. 🧎🏻
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Ian.
4 months
My 2024 reading goal is to read War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy. And today I finally get my hands on one of the greatest literatures by the granddaddy of literature himself! [exciting noise]
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Ian.
5 months
I will be that author. Watch me release some books under a name you never heard about, someday. Someday. ❤️ (One could only wish)
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Ian.
17 days
Cosmicomics.
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Ian.
9 months
My Sunday was so tiring yet so fulfilling at the same time. Had to start my day to do some task and fortunately I finished them all (king behaviour tbh). And I went to my all time favorite vietnamese resto for Bún chả giò, the chef is still so kind to me (I'm a regular).
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Ian.
1 month
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Ian.
20 days
I was just walking around my office roads and I found a willow tree in front of our lab office. And I deadass just stare at her for some good 5 minutes.. I really love willow tree, I really love her. I love how dramatic she is. My dear, weeping willow. 🍃
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Ian.
3 months
@kultusbuah Eyeballs for me. Evil eye kind of vibe.
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Ian.
9 months
I finished The Aleph by J. L. Borges this morning. It's the hardest book that I have read so far, and usually when I don't vibe with certain books I just put it down (I don't like to force myself), but this book- I don't know why but it made me keep on reading it.
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Ian.
8 months
Hari ini sangat touristy.
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Ian.
16 days
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Ian.
3 months
imnotian and imnotningning. ☕
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Ian.
10 months
Harus gua sayang sih soalnya gua dirayain dari tiup lilin, unboxing kado, baca tarot, sampai nonton fancam Ahmad Dhani. 🌹
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Ian.
10 months
Jujur gua gak paham sih harus gimana sama mereka ini.
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Ian.
1 month
Good morning, I got new books for July. Happy Sunday!
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Ian.
3 months
I broke down at work today because my boss is such a bitch but then my coworker put these in my bag when I was going back home and told me to rest and sleep.. oh God.
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Ian.
3 months
This soothe me out in a very funny way idk. 😭
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Ian.
10 months
I'm so good at buying books this is so concerning tbh. Oh, also my Bobo special 50th years edition is arrived yesterday! My childhood' core memory. 👶
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Ian.
16 days
Taking reading and dessert game into a religious level or whatever.
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Ian.
7 months
Let me drink your tears and swallow your fears.
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Ian.
9 months
LMAO this reminds me of that time where I went for the usual morning walk and suddenly a monkey grabbed my fried tofu and mangosteen (which is supposed to be my breakfast) 🥲
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yammi
9 months
the funniest primates content in the world is always coming out of Indonesia like srsly yall this video has me inconsolable
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Ian.
2 months
It's way too early for a monthly wrap up but I think I'm not gonna read anything for the rest of this month so here it is! My May wrap up! 📚
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Ian.
4 months
It's a bit too early for a monthly wrap up, but here I am! 📚 I read for total 13 books and this month I managed to diversify my reads a bit. I read books with different topics from different roots of authors. But one thing that all of them brings to me is nothing but: humanity.
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Ian.
4 months
Just watched Poor Things (2023) dir. Yorgos Lanthimos with my bebe. The only things I love from this movie are the acting and the cinematography. Maybe I put such a high expectation from the premise but this just ain't it. A hard 3/5.
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Ian.
7 months
I can't even describe how sick my stomach is right now seeing this. They were real people. THE LEAST we can do is treat their BONES right. And we even failed that.
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TIMES OF GAZA
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Decomposed bodies of Palestinians that could not be buried due to the ongoing Israeli aggression discovered in Beit-Hanoun, Northern Gaza
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Ian.
10 months
I see love as a sacred thing, and the replies are true. Tell me the worst thing that you could do, the most terrible sin that you ever did, but let me love you still, let me worship you, let me be devoted to you, burn me down, dig my grave. I'd give you my skin and bones.
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silo
10 months
if you have a scorpio venus, how would you explain what it feels like to be loved by you?
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Ian.
2 months
People can hate Christians and I don't care about it, go hate it, I hate my religion sometimes too. But you will never find me hating Jesus! He's my big brother and always a brother. I got mad sometimes, but I always find my way to pray and talk to Him again.
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5 months
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Ian.
3 months
Aku pun.
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Ian.
10 months
Good morning. I just finished Flowers For Algernon by Daniel Keyes and now I'm begging you to please.. please.. please read this book. I don't remember the last time I cried for a book, it's been years, but I cried so early in the morning because of this book. What a tearjerker.
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Ian.
2 months
Practicing self control! 😁☝🏻 I ended up with only four interesting books. • Humane: How the US Abandoned Peace and Reinvented War by Samuel Moyn • Zorrie by Laird Hunt • The Sirens of Titan by Kurt Vonnegut • Dubliners by James Joyce
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Ian.
2 months
10 minutes into the gate of BBW and I already so damned (and beautiful)
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2 months
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Ian.
10 months
@ssefnum Sebetulnya parfum apa saja, tipe wangi apa saja, memang sudah sifatnya cepat menguap di udara panas apalagi kalau aktivitasnya outdoor terus. Tapi coba cek brand Alien Objects, I've tried most of their perfumes dan longetivitynya rata-rata bagus.
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Ian.
3 months
Sebetulnya suka sekali sama gereja ini karena namanya menurutku poetic sekali, Gereja Bunda Tujuh Kedukaan. Suasana gerejanya juga lebih melankolis dibanding gereja Katolik lain yang cenderung sangat "divine". Aku suka ibadah kesini kalau lagi sedih karena berasa divalidasi wkwk.
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Ian.
5 months
Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke is that type of book that I know I'm gonna love it right from the very start. It's my comfort zone, and honestly an easy read. This book reminds me of Dead Poets Society, without the dark academia vibe.
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Ian.
5 months
I visited a mini independent library today, it's so cozy. The staffs were so kind, I remember they said thanks to me for five times (I should be the one who thanked them). I finished reading DYPOTBOD, and Letters to a Young Poet. It was a fantastic read! I'm still thinking ab it.
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Ian.
4 months
I thought it's gonna be a modern day Frankenstein but nah it's such a big disrespect for Mary Shelley. Don't you dare to even say that. This is an example of media that you know straight away it was made by a man. A misogynist one.
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Ian.
7 months
@ssefnum Worth it, I watched this alone too. Saran aja sih kalau mau nonton ini, ignore the official English title and go by the actual title which is 'How Do You Live?'. This movie makes more sense with that title.
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Ian.
2 months
Someone-very-unexpected warms my heart today. I still think about it because I really, never, expect that. Out of everything. Out of everyone. You will never know this, nor this post will reach out to you. But I wish you well, I wish you love. Your love was, and still great.
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Ian.
3 months
Ternyata masuk tv. Tadi baca ini, so far sih gak nemu ya bahagianya dimana.
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3 months
Terima kasih banyak untuk Buddies yang sudah meramaikan sesi #ReadingWithBooBuddy malam ini! Minboo mau tau dong, tadi pada baca apa aja nih? 🤔 Terakhir, selamat beristirahat dan selamat berlibur :D
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Ian.
3 months
Nobody cares but neither do I.. my favorite snacks lately; plum with greek yogurt, and crackers with garlic cream cheese. 🧀
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Ian.
8 months
Sometimes life is all about silly looking foods and a cute dessert.
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Ian.
10 months
@literarybase Target pasarnya gua kah ini.
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Ian.
8 months
Monster (2023) dir. Hirokazu Kore-eda
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Ian.
2 months
Peak cinephile in corporation.
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Ian.
4 months
My 2024 reading goal is to read War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy. And today I finally get my hands on one of the greatest literatures by the granddaddy of literature himself! [exciting noise]
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Ian.
4 months
I can't sleep and I keep on reminiscing the old days where I used to go home through Jalan Pungkur at 7pm with those dim yellow streetlights and the steam smokes from pedagang dimsum along the street while I blast this playlist.
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Ian.
2 months
Dubliners!! By James Joyce! Is actually the main reason why I went here lmao. I really want to get into James Joyce because I want to read Ulysses. I expected nothing but then I bumped into another book of Vonnegut and I'm so excited! It's gonna be my 3rd Vonnegut book.
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Ian.
7 months
Pict pertama bikin ingat waktu itu lagi sedih gak karuan terus minta @puppophile buat cerita kisah-kisah nabi dan dijabanin 😭 Sampai malam cerita tentang nabi.
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as you wish 🦋
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2 months
I LOVE every emotions that it conveys. One thing that amazed me is that Eva Baltasar is such a great writer, I really love her writing! But oh man.. I wish I could stand seggs topics a bit more but nah. What did you expect from me. 🧎🏻
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Ian.
9 months
Quoting and stirring up Bible verse while bombing Christian churches and killing Christian children? So sick and twisted. Not on my name bald fucking head. Not on my name.
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Ian.
3 months
Nostalgia is always the most beautiful feeling. Tell me why I suddenly remember the scent of milky fig perfume that I use two years ago when I went to work under the rain and I wore this thick white jacket and looked up to the grey sky thinking how can it's still so pretty.
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Ian.
8 months
Belanjaan dari si paling personal shopper datang malam ini. Thank you a bunch me @1983ETEREA semoga lu tidak trauma dengan ratusan tumpukan buku yang bikin lu bingung itu. 🫶
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Ian.
2 months
I deserve happiness (re: red velvet cream cheese cookies and pandan canele)
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Ian.
7 months
Happy new year everyone! I hope this year gonna bring each of you so much blessing and treat you even more kind, even more gentle. 🐉🎆
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Ian.
5 months
From die for you to live for you because I realized I could take my life anytime but to live is to mend every broken parts of my being, to always forgive and make up things for both of us, to fall in love again, and on top of that it takes just so much courage to be alive.
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Ian.
9 months
Adult friendship tiap pagi cek penyakit masing-masing (dan dimarahin)
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Ian.
2 months
@kultusbuah WKWKWK gak gitu sih, but I like how striking my writing is when it's in a bad weather. Kalau lagi happy tulisanku agak lembut dan kayak bukan aku aja gitu.
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Ian.
3 months
Gila (gua)
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jusdani
3 months
years later and I still think about this twitter thread
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