SEDUCTION VIOLENCE DECAY. MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELOR IN LONDON. MAKING LOVE TO 21st CENTURY WOMEN WITH A 20th CENTURY TOOL.A SLUT & A LUSH. PUBLISHES
@penicillinmag
“’Wickedness is a myth invented by good people to account for the curious attractiveness of others,’ wrote Oscar Wilde in his braver, glory days. ‘A new hedonism—that is what our century wants.’
#xeniawood
"On the day ‘The Blue Angel’ opened in Berlin in 1930, Marlene was due to leave for Hollywood to begin her contract with Paramount. She attended the opening, took a bow at the end to thunderous applause & caught the train out of Berlin."
#marlenedietrich
One day I want to build a library dedicated to my own life & writing, like a Tower of Babel, rival of the British Library at least. There all my books I scribbled all my notes in as I go travelling will be kept, & researchers can access them with protective gloves on.
29 Mar 2015
Saw
@RenegadePlayboy
in Soho today. "Lovely day Troy!" I called. " Don't disturb me I am saving the West" he muttered without even a sideways glance, as he carried on climbing. True heroism.
Baby Tonka's poor chest is full of fluid and lungworm (after weeks of handling tiny frail babies, at 460g she feels like a little solid Tonka truck).Thankfully the lovely finders feeding their garden visitor did the right thing as soon as they saw her poo change -rang for advice.
And isn't this what I needed. It must mean sub-consciously I knew it was time for a change. Now in new job I am going to meet the sexiest girl ever. Have best sex ever in Vienna & Brussels.
Now I crave Viennese Eroticism again. Fly if I have to.
#xeniawood
I suppose most people find it disgusting & pathetic my reliance on all these whores & strippers of Europe,paying all my money to them for quick thrills, a suck, a f**k;but I am single,& like all men I produce a billion sperm a day which demand to be released somehow
EG 4 Nov 2014
I gamble with my life. I push it more and more. I break the boundaries of what is acceptable, and I love it. It is a mad rush. To put oneself beyond the pale and what is society going to do about it?
#nadinejansen
"Happiness cannot be proven like a mathematical theorem; it must be felt if it is to be there."
Heinrich von Kleist
Letters to Ulrike von Kleist, November 12, 1799
"Das Glück kann nicht, wie ein mathematischer Lehrsatz bewiesen werden, es muß empfunden werden, wenn es da sein soll."
Heinrich von Kleist
Briefe, An Ulrike von Kleist, 12. November 1799
@BarryNishizawa
Many people think classical music is boring, but then you read about the scandalous riotous brothel-going lives of the great 18-19th century classical composers, Wagner, Liszt, Schubert, et al et al, & you realise how anodyne today's "rock stars" really are
The people of -- are obsessed and twisted by their jealousy of me. I am more beautiful than them, more intelligent than them, it must be intensely annoying for them. And I am having more sexual partners than them. It must be hard for them to get me off their minds.
#mikatan
Whenever I meet a girl I really like, I say to her would you like to come with me to Unschlittplatz Nuremberg where Kaspar Hauser first appeared in the world? If she looks unsure, I say "what about Sils Maria, where Nietzsche wrote so much of his best work?" I am currently single
Sex is my substitute for religion. It fulfilled my need for something transcendental, spiritual, greater than me. Prostitutes and strippers are my saints, and bishops.
Ernst Graf 21st August 2015
I don't understand people who suffer some personal grief, & then put it on TWITTER??!?
As soon as you put your grief on Twitter you deserve to be ripped to fucking pieces.
Grief should be private FFS. IMHO
“Einsamkeit, verbunden mit einem klaren, heiteren Bewusstsein ist, ich behaupte es, die einzig wahre Schule für einen Geist von edlen Anlagen.”
Gottfried Keller
“Longing makes things and people unreal. That is why everything that is achieved is so different from what is desired. Not worse or better, but different.”
Arthur Schnitzler
„Sehnsucht macht die Dinge und die Menschen unwirklich. Darum ist alles Erreichte so anders als das Ersehnte. Nicht schlechter oder besser, aber anders.“
Arthur Schnitzler
Yes I want to live in this coldness, this bleakness. This fog. This muffled swaddled silence. To go through a whole day without speaking to anyone, & then do it again the next day. Just quietly live my life alone with my books.
That world of strippers & whores is so seductive to a young man. How could any young man enter that world of scantily clad young women, how could any young man see Adelaide for example, and not become completely & immediately hooked?
Ernst Graf, 1st March 2007, Berlin
Some big tits in a tight sweater. That's all I need. Don’t know why more porn cinemas don’t just show porn like this. I wish I owned my own porn cinema. It would be the best porn cinema in the world. There'd be ferns everywhere.
25th March 2016
#xeniawood
"Faustus rides a streetcar, & Helen appears at a jazz club. Here Faustus represents the poet seeking ideal beauty, & Helen embodies that beauty.” I work to give me money to drink, & watch strippers, & fuck whores.
Ernst Graf, 30th July 2008, 'LOVE ME SOME OTHER WAY' (unfinished)
Is it ethical to still be approaching girls in the street or bars during this Coronavirus crisis? A time when death feels more imminent heightens all the senses, quickens all the blood, makes arousal even more intense, the need for it more desperate.
Marquis de Shard, Milan, 1869
"The myth of Lolita hovers over it in a disenchanted vision of the young protagonist's drives, rendered with frank language & a narrative that is pornographic but not sloppy, sometimes the case in this type of story."
@leboudoird
analyses JOSEFINE MUTZENBACHER in PENICILLIN No.5
Being adored is a nuisance. Women treat us just as Humanity treats its gods. They worship us, and are always bothering us to do something for them.
—Oscar Wilde
What to do when they have forgotten all about you? Land in the centre of them, splashing them with your waves. Yes, I'm glad you know about me now. This terrible knowledge is going to destroy you. I am never going to let you forget about me now.
#edenmor
“We want the intensity without the risk. It's impossible. Intensity is the leap into the void, the part of the unpublished, what has not been written and which nevertheless in us is waiting for precisely that.
Anne Dufourmantelle - Praise of risk
« On veut l’intensité sans le risque. C’est impossible. L’intensité c’est le saut dans le vide, la part d’inédite, ce qui n’a pas été écrit et qui pourtant en nous est en attente, de précisément ça »
Anne Dufourmantelle - Éloge du risque
This is ultimately a question of taste & of aesthetics; would it be desirable if only the most 'respectable', i.e. most boring, species of man remained? The orthodox, the virtuous, the respectable, the decorous, the upright, the 'lummoxes'?
—Nietzsche, The Will to Power