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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
i have been very vocal about how i feel about trisha paytas. i am NOT a fan. with that said, going BEHIND A PAYWALL to download then distribute her porn to CHILDREN… fucking vile. THEN to LIE about it to trisha’s face??? deplorable. i am so deeply sad for trisha.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
in honour of @KarenKilgariff birthday, i told a creepy man that i couldn’t talk to him because my aunt Karen said so
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@BeccaLizz i’m really, really having a hard time with this right now and i’m 23. thank you for showing me i’m not alone, in having a lonely 20’s
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
11 months
i genuinely think the money has started drying up, and with the cost of living… that’s why she had to come back… at least that’s my running theory
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
i know you mean well, but please stop telling your chronically ill or friends with chronic pain that you “hope they get better soon”. i will never never get better. in fact i will only get worse. a much more helpful thing to say is “i hope you return to your baseline soon”
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
if you are still conflicted, or blindly supporting the Ballinger family, then you are not listening. this is all so scary, and so deeply upsetting. we have ALL the information we could possibly need, to know they are dangerous.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@BallingerMom i am a disabled person. i am so tired of trying to prove the validity and value of my life to others. please... i am begging everyone who sees this, to get vaccinated. i’m tired of being scared for my life
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
hey @ColleenB123 @erik_stocklin I know the chances of you seeing this are slim to non, but I thought of you both
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@C_DohertyPaints @gamer_aIex i work with children professionally. it’s literally my job to protect children from people like colleen
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
i GET IT. yes i look pregnant. not ONE person should have ever said that to me today. 4 people i didn’t know, asked me how far along i am in public today. i am SICK. i am bloated, nauseous and in pain. do not ask people if they are pregnant. full stop.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
4 years
hey fellow disabled folks, how do you deal with horrible pain flare ups without taking super strong pain killers? all suggestions are more than welcome
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@korndiddy as a disabled person. this app has given me the community, the love, and the unbelievable support and understanding like i have never experienced ever in my life. i am truly devastated
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@Korsoto is the only other breathing, living thing that Gus loves
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
i apologize for jumping the gun on the blackface situation. colleen seems to have put dark green paint on her face, not black. i’ll make sure to do more research before making such definitive statements
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
oh my god. she did it.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
oh. oh at this time tomorrow i’ll be getting ready to see @ColleenB123 and @Korsoto . not like i’ve watched them online for 14 years or anything like that
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@harryxhalle not one day has passed that i haven’t worn one since march 13/20
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@NatashaCMB_2 thank you for not spoiling the names for me. I’m still at work and haven’t seen it for myself yet on YouTube. They were ruined here for me, but thank you for being so cautious!
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
the BEST of cousins: Tweed and Frank Matroll @ColleenB123 @ballingerfamily @BallingerMom
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
hey #DisabilityTwitter for anyone who has fibromyalgia, how did you go about getting a diagnosis? #NEISvoid @JoannaNoBanana @KarLeia (maybe you can help boost this?)
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@mxoliverl their house is ABSOLUTELY haunted
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@JoBrahzz @mattxiv and this is why i didn’t tell anyone i was mentally ill for years
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
if you aren’t absolutely raging with anger over the amount of racism behind the scenes… you should take a long hard look at why
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@JoannaNoBanana in my second last semester i had a class called Inclusion in Early Childhood. I ended up full on fighting with my HORRENDOUS professor every. single. class. She was spewing this horrific information about disability in a classroom. I have never felt so angry and invalidated.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@satellitexstars is this supposed to make me feel bad for them or
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
@BeingCharisBlog happily and proudly wearing my mask outside
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
@wonder_cripple me feeling guilty for not being able to work for the last 6 weeks, feeling like i don’t “fit in” with other disabled people, feeling undesirable, or like a burden, feeling like i’m “imagining an illness” even though i’m not. therapy is a great way for me to dismantle these!
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
hey #DisabilityTwitter #NEISvoid how do other people with disabilities just not give up. im so tired of this… of existing in this way, in this body.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
bring back Jenna Marbles
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
December 15th, 1927 - June 21st, 2022
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@fawfulfan 13 year old pup here !
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
4 years
hey #DisabledTwitter if you experience migraines please send help! i don’t know what else to do
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
britney spears is expecting another baby and jlo and ben afleck are engaged. welcome to 2002 part two
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
4 years
@goldencopyofa we had very similar dresses!!
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
i cannot think of a more deserving person! i’m so excited to see where this journey takes him, if you’re able to make it happen, that would be so appreciated @mxoliverl Fundraiser by Oliver Lowe : Oliver’s Top Surgery
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@MissRBaller shaved it once, kept shaving it
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
i know no one really needs to know this but i stayed sober for all of christmas eve and christmas day
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
#DisabilityTwitter #NEISvoid #ChronicPain i’m looking for advice from others also suffering with chronic pain, and disability. how do you navigate feeling so empty and hopeless. idk how to process the fact, that i will never ever get better right now. i just feel defeated.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@david__x23 the long COVID clinic i’m seen at, i am the only person in a fit tested N95. all staff/admin/other patients wear blue surgical masks. i’m very close to not wanting to receive healthcare, in any capacity anymore. it’s just as dangerous for me not to receive it.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
if you are choosing to believe Colleen, Kory, or anyone else in that family over people they have hurt (with evidence), you are not welcome here on my twitter account. believe victims. ALWAYS.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@KiDDHall i think i made it pretty clear i do not like anything about trisha paytas. trisha has a DESPICABLE past. losing autonomy over your own explicit images, and then having someone lie to you about it isn’t anything, anyone, should ever have to experience. and that includes trisha
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Emily Kushla
4 years
@JoannaNoBanana i’ve been extremely sick for 20 days now. my family doctor refuses to see me because i have COVID related symptoms, despite having two negative tests. i’m planning on going to emerg on friday after having an ultrasound at the hospital. i need answers
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
I don’t know how to function in a horrifically ableist household anymore. does someone have any tips? #NEISvoid #DisabilityTwitter
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@MissRBaller you coulda just looked in the mirror 🤷🏻‍♀️
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
my brain will not let me process losing Kylie. i haven’t moved from my couch since i found out. i’ve been staring at the wall. that’s all i can do right now.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
YOU don’t get to tell other people that what YOU did, didn’t hurt them.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
please, please send good vibes/prayers/good juju. i am losing both of my sisters right now
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
my heart could explode im so happy
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@theadammcintyre oh. oh i don’t like this one bit
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
@ms_simsimma i am currently experiencing COVID for the first time. this is the kindest thing i’ve seen over the last 10 days. thank you
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@theadammcintyre i cannot imagine explaining any of this to my 93 year old grandmother
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
this is what my chronic pain looks like today. i cant get into the tub, i can’t breathe everything hurts so badly. i want this to go away more than anything. send love please
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Emily Kushla
2 years
this is how my grief is currently manifesting itself. this horrific, deep, unimaginable pain has caused this. this is my unbearable reality. the physical pain, the embarrassment, the disappointment, the shame of trichotillomania is fucking horrific.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
“don’t be cool for the doctor” - @ballingerfamily oddly something i needed to hear ??
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
colleen and kory are in the same city as me. i simply cannot handle this
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
is it possible to be allergic to heat? ...
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@JulianaGood1009 @derekischmitz school - extensions on homework and assignments, prerecorded lectures or notes to refer to from teacher/professor work - assurance and opportunities to sit down more frequently, flexible working hours, no more early meetings or late night one public spaces - MORE PLACES TO SIT
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@JoannaNoBanana 14 classes and she just absolutely refused to acknowledge that maybe... just maybe i knew more than she did and that she should listen to me
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@KarenKilgariff she’s so cool. i want to be Nora when i grow up now
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
okay now we’re getting a LIL TOO PERSONAL
@masonmennenga
Mason Mennenga
2 years
if you felt guilty singing the line “oh my god this love how can it be” during every move i make, then you have religious trauma now
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Emily Kushla
3 years
@colleenshoney this is what my sleep paralysis demon looks like
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
hi yeah since a LOT of you don’t get this: mental illness IS a physical illness. the brain is a PHYSICAL ORGAN
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
jesus christ stop saying we are in the “post covid era”. ITS NOT FUCKING OVER. NUMBERS ARE RISING. PEOPLE ARE DYING.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
i’m case i haven’t made it blatantly clear. i despise trisha paytas. they are a dangerous, bigoted, terrible human being. full stop. you cannot change my mind on this, so don’t try to. i am hurt, deeply angry, frustrated, sad, disgusted, annoyed… so many things over this.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
i don’t have the capacity to navigate living with ableist, abusive people who refuse to research my ADHD. if someone has links to resources on ADHD + cleaning, or executive function, or task follow through please send them to me. #NEISvoid #DisabilityTwitter #ADHD
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
balloons!!
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
literally why doesn’t @Korsoto have an actual produced podcast? i would listen the FUCK out of that
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
genuine question - is anyone wholeheartedly proud to be american? for example, i am relieved and thankful i am a canadian but i absolutely am not proud to be canadian
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@RollWithRu i can’t even afford the mobility aids that i need
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
you are loved, believed, cared for, powerful, worthy, validated, and safe, in this space. on my page & in any communication you have with me you will be heard, respected, and empowered. im so sorry for the harm and irreparable damage this woman has caused.
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Emily Kushla
1 year
@harryxhalle yeah this checks out
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
any tips for living in an ableist household? #NEISvoid #DisabilityTwitter
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
@DarthLux i went through precocious puberty, and REALLY started developing around the age of 8. it was horrific.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
what the FUCK is international mens day. no what the fuck make it stop
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@harryxhalle “you’re gonna sit there and drag her?” yes. that is precisely what i have done and will continue to do.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
if you have tips for navigating COVID as a disabled person please, please message me. i tested positive earlier today and i am very very scared, and i don’t know what to do. #DisabilityTwitter #NEISvoid
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@noitsbecks yeah she’s done
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
if anyone has the capacity for it, id like to vent pls and thanks
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
if you guys could use she/they pronouns for me i’d really appreciate that!
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
I got a cheap ring light. thats all
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Emily Kushla
3 years
i am officially a REGISTERED early childhood educator!!
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@FatiguedStill here in solidarity. i had the same experience
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
@harryxhalle i cannot believe so many people are worried about a MADE UP TV SHOW.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
thank you all for the wonderful birthday messages, i really have the best internet friends in the world 🥰❤️
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Emily Kushla
2 years
@alanasaltz i had doctors throughout my early childhood describe me as an “anxious, immature, and impulsive child”. along with a plethora of disabilities/chronic illnesses… i had undiagnosed ADHD inattentive presentation. that was at least a decade ago. that language still fucks with me
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
for the LOVE of god can someone please dm me and tell me what is going on with this fandom THIS time??
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
“you might like this” well i actually hate this so
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Emily Kushla
3 years
🥰
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
@WeAreDisabled @KarLeia ignored. i feel like my disabilities are ignored
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
I CANT STOP CRYING
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Emily Kushla
2 years
@LizWhatsherface i didn’t call myself disabled until i was 20. i was born disabled. it took me 20 years
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Emily Kushla
4 years
i don’t have anything else to say today. being disabled is fucking hard. i’m thankful for accounts like @JoannaNoBanana and @KarLeia i feel less alone
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Emily Kushla
3 years
a reminder. if you are: - an anti masker - anti vaxxer - homophobic - transphobic - ableist - sexist - pro trump in ANY way - anti choice or anything else of this sort… you are not welcome here. or anywhere else near me. ever.
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Emily Kushla
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so she’s really doing this huh
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
1 year
it’s really okay to hold people you care about accountable for harmful words and actions… like i promise you it’s okay to do that
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
2 years
hi friends!! i love you all more than i can tell you! but there’s so much you don’t see behind pictures like this. i felt violently ill after leaving my house and i have a massive bald patch on the back and right side of my head! a reminder that everything is fake and curated
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Emily Kushla
3 years
#NEISvoid #DisabilityTwitter if mask mandates have dropped where you live, how have other disabled people managed? all mandates are dropping where i live between March 21 - April 27 i am scared.
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
Canada decided to be warm!!
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
a massive piece of my childhood is gone. it just feels so empty
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@emily_kushla
Emily Kushla
3 years
I know no one cares but here’s my lash/brow transformation from today
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