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heya! this is a thread of hana's threadfics and arts (since i don't rly do much of them)
enjoy(,,>ヮ<,,)!♡
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skk //falling out of love
"please...?" all he met with was a deafening silence.
"chuuya please.." he can barely see anything anymore. "please..." his eyes are too puffy and throb all in the wrong places.
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Thinking about /writer dazai/ and
/deaf chuuya/.
Dazai is the only one who can really describe how beautiful the sea sounds with his eloquent words, how unique and deep chuuya's voice are and of every new music that is released on the radio.
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skk// abo, fluff, no hurt/comfort tw/ mpreg
"hmm. don't you want pups chuuya?"
chuuya props up his head, right forearm supporting his body upwards against the pillow, turning to look at dazai in the eyes.
"what?" he chuckels. "what has gone into you, mackarel?"
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So.. what about /progressive visual lost dazai/ and /art student chuuya/
Dazai who is having a mental breakdown because he can't get the sculpture of chuuya's face right. It just feels wrong.
He can't give up yet, not when he himself is starting to forget chuuya's face.
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this threadfic made me cry so..
【Threadfic】
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cw: suicide
It was a sunny April morning when Nakahara Chuuya had finally had enough.
It came without rhyme or reason -- without warning: a strangled sob from the bed beside a sleeping Dazai Osamu. An ugly, sorrowful voice that roused Dazai instantaneously.
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>> andddd chuuya hit him up on instagram for a date and they go out, chuuya fall first, dazai fall harder and they live happily ever after with 2 adoptive kids YIPEEEE (sorry got lazy)
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nakahara chuuya saved him twice by being his first and last reason to live and dazai osamu lived his remaining life loving only one person that would never love him again.
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"love..." tears trickle down his face even more. dazai osamu never cried so hard before in his life. and for someone else? who's body is he in right now?
he knows he shouldn't be doing this. no one would ever go back to the house of a person who dumped him a week ago, begging
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time and that he noticed Chuuya's hearing device on his left ear.
Well, so much for being kind to a fan. Now Chuuya finds himself blushing for a stranger, and for the first time in his life, he wants something so bad without the need to put himself down.
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and pleading on their doorstep to be let in again.
dazai never expected that this very day would come. he thought he would be the one leaving chuuya behind. after all, he can never love somebody so hard that he would rather die than not be with them anymore.
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he wishes he could turn back time and take back his words because he's pretty sure he fucking jinxed himself.
did two years of living together mean nothing to chuuya? what about all those intimate moments they shared? countless, selfless words of affirmations,
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Chuuya was not born deaf, but he barely remembers most of the sounds he has heard for the past 10 years. He does wish once in a while that he was born deaf, so he wouldn't feel like he was missing out on so many things growing up.
That is, until he met Dazai Osamu.
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A semi-popular writer that he met at the book signing event. Chuuya has loved reading ever since he started to need subtitles when watching TV shows and movies. "It's easier to just imagine things" was what he used to tell people.
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"you never truly loved me do you? you don't know what love is." chuuya stared at him like he was a stranger.
"and I'm tired of pretending that you do."
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compromisations they made with each other, cuddles, and kisses each and every night.. did they mean nothing?
"chuuya.." it's been two hours since he left his house, walked for thirty minutes aimlessly, hoping that it would numb whatever feelings he had left for chuuya only to
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Not that he will ever admit on how that makes him feel less of himself.
Chuuya was caught off guard when Dazai suddenly used sign language to thank him after singing one of his favorite books ever written. Dazai then explained how he started to learn sign language in his free
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he shouldn't be saying these words but he don't know what to do anymore. he tried everything for the past week, he said every single thoughts, asked very single questions but chuuya has made his mind.
"die for all i care"
those words. those words coming from chuuya
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but dazai does love him. and he always will.
he felt like his heart was torn right from his chest, thrown on the floor, and stepped on to shreds by chuuya. for the first time ever, dazai shed tears solely from the words coming out of the love of his life.
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end up on the very doorstep of his agony again.
dazai doesn't even look like himself anymore; his coworker had told him, not that he can't look and tell for himself in the mirror.
If any passerby or even any mafia members saw him, they would think he was no longer sane
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forced, the smile he gave him wasn't genuine, and the love was just not there. he should be the last person to talk about love, but at least he knows what it feels like when a person is falling out of it.
dazai was never big on words of affirmation, but chuuya has changed that
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he had failed to love chuuya the way he deserved.
they wasn't speaking the same language and dazai had been talking to himself all along.
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"osamu i know you're trying. i know you are, and that's all that matters okay?" chuuya had reassured him, cupping dazai's face with gentle hands. when dazai had express his insecurity of his commitment in the relationship.
it all meant nothing now.
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since they've known each other. so much that he himself starts noticing when chuuya doesn't give him as much anymore.
they had an argument when dazai was sick of chuuya snapping at him too often and the lack of playful banter that once defined their interaction.
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their crumbling relationship. but he is still here.. hoping for the impossible. chuuya, the most loyal person/human/ on earth, discarded him from his life. what does that make him?
chuuya's last words to dazai had been a scathing reminder of his own shortcomings.
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hair disheveled, clothes all messed up and wrinkled, and bandages with dried-up patchy red stains. though that is the least important thing he cares about right now.
he should have sensed the signs. chuuya doesn't look at him the same anymore. every request fulfilled by him felt
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it felt like pure anger and hatred all over again. dazai has never felt that from chuuya since nine years ago, when they first met and hated each other's guts to death.
why was he here again? the last words chuuya uttered to him should be his final sign to not try and save
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from the last time they spoke. coming from the strong nakahara chuuya who had lost countless of people he loved dearly, should be more than enough reason to give up.
but he wants chuuya more than anything. more than death itself. dazai refused to die in the hope that chuuya
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and oh! dazai might or might not see all of chuuya's date while still coming to visit chuuya(his front foor) once in a while
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dazai's voice dropped to a pleading whisper as he continued to slump outside chuuya's door, tears streaming down his face like the blood flowing through his body.
"chuuya, please.. tell me how you want me to love you.. i will not ask for more.. please.." it's killing him inside.
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would somehow, someday, even consider talking to him again.
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weapon of the mafia would be an alpha. but that was not the case. nakahara chuuya is definitely an omega, a very healthy and fertile one at that, according to mori.
'i mean, it's very obvious that he is, considering his petite figure and soft features', was what dazai said just
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dazai could break into his house anytime he wanted to if he tried, but he couldn't bring himself to do that. he can't betray chuuya's trust like that.
after all, he knew chuuya had been on the other side of the door, but he just didn't care enough to really listen.
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dazai pouts. "im serious"
"wait, really?" chuuya looks confused, they never really thought about having one. never once mentioned in their 2 years of living together.
chuuya presented when he was sixteen. it's only logical that the most fierce executive and the strongest
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im sorry but i dont fw mori sexually assaulted dazai when he was in the pm hc😮💨
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im gonna say this ONCE and never again☺️
can we please stop with this? i'd rather you say my writing suck because this argument is lame, overused and irrelevant im telling you.
its a 'fanfic' for a reason. if you don't prefer ooc fanfic, scroll pass them okay?
disclaimer;
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to enrage chuuya even more.
chuuya countered, saying 'he is more mature, and the main evidence is him presenting first AND becoming an executive before dazai did.'
dazai grunted. he somehow, for some odd reason, always had a feeling that he himself was an omega, way before
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finally a true skkers since this person messaged me🙂↕️🙂↕️
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chuuya even got presented. so he doesn't say that he was devastated when chuuya is, in fact, an omega too.
he has this perfect little plan in his head that he will present first (as an omega), while chuuya will come later and be his rightful alpha.
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he prays hard that he will somehow be an alpha right after chuuya presents because they are partners. they should be partners, second gender or not.
keeping his second gender instinct a secret from everyone, just like how they've been keeping their secret of being together since
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the same year they first met.
all the romantic little giggling and secret meetings with each other while talking about their future selves as mates came crushing down at the moment dazai presented. to say that they were both disappointed was an understatement.
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@flannelgyu
honestly idk. i just woke up one day and decided to love him till my last breath
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chuuya looks at him, eyes filled with a thousand different questions not uttered yet dazai can hear them loud and clear.
"i just think.. that this is the most i can do for us, DON'T SAY ANYTHING YET!"
Chuuya stops his train of thought upon hearing that.
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"it's not enough for me. i want to give us more. i want to be more for you, chuuya."
chuuya's breath caught in his throat at the declaration. he had always known dazai's insecurities, his constant need to prove himself, but hearing it layed out like this was something else
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It only makes sense that dazai can sense him being defensive of dazai's feeling of inedequacy in the relationship.
dazai always does this. putting himself down, not seeing his own commitment and sacrifices in the relationship. if only he could see himself through chuuya's eyes.
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"i know what you'd say. i did enough, i did everything i needed and can do, all you need is me being here and it'll all be alright!"
"well.. yeah?" before chuuya can even say anything back, dazai interupts,
"but it's not enough." dazai insisted, his voice quavering.
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Dazai Osamu took his own life by hanging himself, holding Chuuya's unsent letters in his right hand.
-end
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is it just me or my tl is so quiet lately what happen do yalls social battery ran out? yall introverts? getting bored of interracting? finding out yalls sexuality? yearning for your own bsf?
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Dazai has loved Chuuya ever since middle school. They last met nine years ago when Chuuya suddenly announced that he was moving out of state due to his dad's work requirements.
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entirely.
a year into their relationship, they decided to no longer hide. starting with slowly staying away from scent blockers and letting nature decide how and who will discover their grand secret first.
the first one to notice was, of course, their own boss,
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chuuya's eyes widen, tears slowly swells up in his eyes threathening to fall
"i.. but how?"
dazai chuckles at his husband's innocence "is chuuya too happy that he forget what year we're living in?" dazai cups chuuya's face not minding the cool sensation under his fingertips.
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"giving me more.. meaning..?" chuuya sounded unsure of the answer he already had in his mind.
dazai took a deep breath, gathering his thoughts before speaking.
"meaning I want to give you a family, chuuya," he began, his voice low and steady. "i want to give you... pups."
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his husband smells like vanilla cupcakes if only he can eat him (as if he hasn't done that already). it calms his mind a lot.
dazai tightened his arms around chuuya, his husband's scent wrapping him in a cocoon of comfort.
"i’m happy too, chuuya," he murmured, his chin resting
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came to accept and support him when she noticed just how much happier her mentee is.
dazai and chuuya, of course, couldn't care less about any other mafia members who were against it. though no one would ever be brave enough to admit it in front of their faces.
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who specialises in the second gender. and just as they expected, he couldn't care less, as long as it didn't affect the port mafia.
kouyou was wary and against it at first, trying to persuade chuuya to think about it longer since he is 'too young to know any better' but
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to be fair, they only decided on this after both of them became executives, so no one would dare say anything about it.
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dazai wipes chuuya's tears away with his thumbs, his touch gentle.
dazai takes a deep breath, bracing himself for the next part of the conversation.
"there are options, chuuya. fertility treatments, artificial insemination, and...surrogacy, you name it."
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i dont understand why people be saying that dazai smells bad is canon.. if we're talking abt the dark era scene with oda and ango, dazai even asked if he really do smells bad(and even look concerned) bcs they just done a job w foul stench. hes also a womanizer cmon people think😓
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They didn't keep in contact with each other since Chuuya changed his number, and being the dumb kid that he was, he forgot to save Dazai's or even got the chance to tell him his new number.
Dazai may have or may not have confessed his silly little feelings to chuuya
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back in 6th grade. Chuuya thought he was just joking, so he left it at that.
"fuck.." The eye position doesn't feel right, his cheekbones are too high, and his lips are supposed to be plumper.., or are they?
This is all his fault. If only he didn't look away every time
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on the top of chuuya's head. "we’re going to be parents, love. we’re going to have a family of our own."
his hand gently caresses chuuya's back, tracing patterns on the expanse of his shirt, trying to soothe and calm chuuya’s emotions.
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"im sorry.." chuuya took a few seconds to contain himself from making a mess of his snort, and dazai caught himself smiling at how adorable his husband can be.
"im just so happy"
dazai nods before taking chuuya's head to his chest, burrying his nose into chuuya's hair.
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chuuya art when im at 500 anyone?🥳 reply if you want to be tagged^^
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Chuuya's eyes met his.
If he wanted to, he could get used to this and start preparing for his upcoming years by getting used to being blind. He can start practicing walking with closed eyes, remembering his house layout. He can even start by learning to read braille.
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chuuya’s hair. "but it’s cute seeing you all worked up about it," he teases.
chuuya melts into dazai’s embrace, his body fitting snugly against his chest. He wraps an arm around dazai’s waist, snuggling closer.
“yeah, i do,” he responds, his voice soft and warm.
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"you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. i'm so grateful for you, my love"
chuuya giggles. god, he's so cute. dazai can barely hold himself from kissing him stupid again. "yeah?" chuuya voiced teasingly before taking them both down in one push,
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"i promise, chuuya. we'll figure all of this out. together."
chuuya, in the midst of his sniffling, looked up at dazai with a warm smile. he looks like a kitten, dazai thinks.
dazai's eyes flutter shut as he captures chuuya's lips in a soft, tender kiss.
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But he didn't. For the past 2 years, he has been too busy trying to search for Chuuya. It's not his fault that his childhood disease suddenly got worse rapidly over the year without notice.
He pity himself really; it's like he's been cursed
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he melts into the gesture, savouring the warmth and sweetness of chuuya's affection.
as they break apart, he rests their foreheads together, the tips of their noses barely touching.
"chuuya," he whispers, his voice filled with raw emotion.
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landing on top of dazai's body.
dazai’s breath hitches as chuuya pins him against the bed, their bodies pressed together. he gazes up at chuuya with an adoring smile, his arms automatically wrapped around the smaller man’s waist.
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"our daughter's name, dumbass" chuuya said it like he had planned it for a long time. dazai couldn't help but laughed "oh my god, chibi can't wait to be a father!" and chuuya somehow manages to blush hearing
"so what if I am!! you are too!" chuuya buries his face in the
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and the universe is turning against him by keeping Chuuya away from him.
Getting desperate, Dazai finally surrendered to the idea of making a post about Chuuya on social media.
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He attached the sculpture picture that he made of Chuuya; though embarrassing, it's the only evidence he has of him.
He blames his parents for only giving him a flip phone throughout middle school because a smartphone will only make his sight worse, according to them.
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It's a typical art student's room, one would say, until he noticed a sculpture of a familiar face in the corner of the room. It was him.
His own face sculpted with perfect details and two other incomplete, similar sculptures.
Nervous and confused, he asked, "Where is Chuuya?"
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He knocked on the big, beautiful blue door which reminded him of chuuya's eyes and seconds later, a man greeted him. It's Chuuya's father, Dazai still remember his face.
Mr. Nakahara's face beams with happiness when he notices Dazai. It's never hard to recognise him with his
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Dazai went home the very next day. Once in his room, he placed his face sculpture carefully next to Chuuya's. He dragged a chair right under his bedroom ceiling fan, making sure that he was not facing the sculptures.
He doesn't want this to be the last thing that Chuuya sees.
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chuuya let out the loudest laugh when dazai tickled him on the waist from where he left his hands earlier.
"ST- STOP OSAMU!" it tickles so much he can barely form a word and dazai is also laughing at seeing chuuya struggling. "STOP!!" though dazai look like he has no intention
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to stop any sooner "SONOKO WOULD BE MAD!!" and dazai stops tickling.
while chuuya is trying to catch his breath again after collapsing right next to dazai on the bed, "sonoko?" dazai asked, turning his head to look at chuuya.
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Mr. Nakahara's face dropped. "Osamu.. Chuuya died two years ago in a motorbike accident. I'm sorry, I thought you knew." oh.
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"yeah," he replies, his voice a near whisper, as he gently runs his hands down chuuya’s back, savoring the feel of him above him. "100 percent positive. i can prove it right now if you want”
before chuuya could close their gap to kiss him again,
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matress.
dazai chuckles, his heart swells at the mention of their future daughter. he props himself up on one elbow, turning to look at chuuya’s blushing form buried in the mattress.
"oh, i know i am," he says, using his cheeky voice, reaching out to run his fingers through
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bandages and all.
They talked, catching up about life and studies for about 10 minutes before bringing Dazai to Chuuya's bedroom.
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"possibly got into an art school," he adds at the end of the post description. Not that he knows if it's true, but Chuuya told him about how much he really wanted to get into one.
He was about to search for every art school available himself when he suddenly received a dm
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