I don’t think most people who saw this understood the assignment. Frankly, it’s been a long time coming. About since the Respawn Recruits. That month showed me what I should be doing if I want to have a real shot at making this a career.
I spent that whole month, devoted to my
Seeing a lot of people talking about losing followers/viewers because they’re married or have a SO. I talk about my wife a lot, cuz I’m super obsessed with her AND because it lets others know my boundaries. If that doesn’t sit right with you, you’re more than welcome to leave,
This post took me 30 minutes to write because I'm just a selfless person, I don't like to be rude, selfish etc. But somethings gotta give. Sometimes I really do need to focus on me and it's very hard to do that.
This is why I only check MAYBE once a month. It just doesn't move.
Read my previous post for an explanation:
My most reacted tweet. Can you see why??? I didn’t even want to do this because I knew this would happen but
@pursetw
said I should get some recognition. Like vultures flocking to a carcass. SMDH yall ruthless AF forreal. Make some damn
OH! I didn't forget! Our streamdeck winner was
@pursetw
!!!!!! He didn't need a streamdeck and just wanted the $150 equivalent so what better way than to gift the subs??? CONGRATS MY BROTHA!
Sorry, last one I promise haha. It took me literally all day to ask
@bbjessTTV
for a picture. Thank you
@QueenLillyx3
for introducing me! Not that she isn’t just the sweetest human being but because my anxiety was through the roof lol. I wish the karaoke had happened so we coulda
So to all of the bigger
@KickStreaming
partners/streamers that are advocating for us little guys/gals. Idea. Host out to us when you’re done streaming. Not the ones with checks already, the ones who are trying to get noticed.
But BE PICKY! Pick the ones who are entertaining,
And it all comes down to this! My final submission for the
@RESPAWNProducts
#recruitsinvitational
. Thank you so much for inviting me to be a part of this amazing journey. I learned so much about myself and so many others. To everyone else, GOOD LUCK and no matter who gets those
Allow me to be selfish for a moment. If you’ve noticed, I have been selective about who I vouch for, who’s streams I pop into etc. I’m saving the extra effort for those who show it back. Miss me with the “I’m busy” shit. Y’all stream all day everyday, find time to edit content
If y’all don’t see me in your streams? It’s because I’m tired tired of being the catalyst to reaching out. I support who I enjoy supporting, never expect it back. I need that same energy though. And I’m not going to find it by going out of my way. I can’t hold myself back for you
I went to lay in bed last night and my wife just said to me “you’re losing it”. I said “what?” And she showed me my Twitter post from last night. Then she brought up one of my first endeavors I had when I joined the Army and said. “When SGT “so and so” got onto you for screwing
I LOVE THIS!
Moved to Kansas freshman year of HS. I was the grungy, skater boy. She was the head cheerleader. My wife says EVERY girl wanted me except her, which, she is the only one I didn’t talk to 😂. That summer we both worked at the swimming pool as lifeguards and boy I’d
Moving onto warzone cuz well. I gotta relax my voice for tomorrows
@KickStreaming
Underground Uprise! Congrats to
@PartysaurusRX
for winning the
@F3Energy
giveaway!
Look, I don't fangirl/boy often so this is the extent of that. THANK YOU to
@bbjessTTV
for stopping by and
We just had our second child and I had MAJOR post partum (yes, men can get it to) I started really feeling the effects of losing my father in law and best friend to S**cide the year prior, I wasn’t leaving the house. I thought literally anything would kill me.
I’m my wife
I wanted to make people smile, I wanted to be the reason a person smiled that day! Realising I wasn't the only one struggling in COVID times I wanted to be the person I needed...
That's where it started!
Who else got into streaming during COVID? 🤔
Wait a minute.
@SwiftGripsCo
…… my grips and box get here today. You came into my stream last night and dropped a sub, I played literally the worst on CONTROLLER that I ever have on COD…. I swear if I play like a demon tonight…. I’m convinced you put some voodoo magic on me!
I wish my stream community was more active on Twitter. It really sucks only having 5-6 people support me on here. By support I mean more than “W’s” and “you got this” I mean the ones who share, quote, comment, give me pointers on YouTube, come to streams and actually care about
Anyone else kind of tired of seeing the same companies among the streaming community??? I wanna work with someone new, someone outside of the box. I want to be a trailblazer. I don’t want to just be a content creator for them. I want to be a visionary.
Gotta be honest. I really have no urge to post on here anymore. All the people who genuinely either support me or want to get to know me better have made those efforts. I’m not reaching new audiences, Kick community is just pointless to connect with (past who I already have), I
I took entirely too many videos last night. My wife was living her BEST life and I’m so glad I got to do this for her! She’s my best friend, my everything and seeing her as she was last night just made my heart SOOOO happy! I enjoyed myself too, just a little 😂
So I don’t look at numbers when I stream, not even last night. My wife informed me that I was at 126 viewers at one point. WHAAAT!? I had 126 people watching me drenched in sweat, jumping around my room and screaming songs like a banshee!?! HYPE. ME. UP!!!!!!!!
LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! TOP 50 baby!!!!!!!! To anyone who didn’t make it, KEEP GOING! You’re not defined by one singular thing. You are a multitude of amazing things! To the others in the top 50, WE DID IT!!!
#RecruitsInvitational
We're down to 50.
#RecruitsInvitational
By far the hardest cuts yet (including Recruits 2023)... if you don't see your name on this list, just know that you are not by ANY MEANS a "failure." Chair is proud of you, and you should be proud of you, too.
Well done to all 👏🥹
Just wanted to get on here and let everyone know
@PartysaurusRX
is doing great. I’ve spoken with him everyday since Saturday and things are moving in the right direction. Continue to pray for him!
You guys wanna know how small kick is? Go into anyone’s stream. Bet you know SOMEONE from another stream, or their own stream. It’s super small. It’s young, it’ll grow, but not if y’all jump ship.
I never had a problem with F3, until last night and everything I’ve read since this morning. How do you not have EXPIRATION dates on your packaging? Even if you have a proper sorting and disposal practice in your facility, no one is ever going to know if the products are expired
F3 Energy why did all of my cookies come squished to death and absolutely covered in mold…
My child almost ate this.. he would have been incredibly sick.
If any of you ordered cookies, please check them thoroughly before eating them.
I am not happy about this.
This is not
Didn’t get accepted into the
@Glorious
ambassador program.
This made me think about content creation. And just how difficult it is to make it. Seeing as I’ve been denied a TON for multiple things.
This made me think about my life in general
I failed out of college because I
You know what my favorite part of this
@RESPAWNProducts
competition is? I don’t feel like a black sheep in that community. Everyone talks to everyone, regardless of their views and opinions. I can be myself 100% of the time and I don’t feel judged. Respawn stream service soon??
This dude. Cant tell you how many people said “stay away” how many mutual followers disagreed with my associating with him. But I’m not one to let outside sources dictate who I like or don’t, I come to my own conclusions about people. And that conclusion was that Joker is a
WE HAD OVER 1200 viewers!
HOLY COW! Chat was insane!
Thank you soo much for being amazing and supporting the truther community. I fkin love you all.
You are our voice, you are our power, you are EXACTLY who we need to make change.
Let's continue exposing these monsters and
Gotten some unfollows lately from others. Mostly F3 people. And NO this isn’t a post for yall to start bashing a company for whatever reasons yall have. I left on my own terms, with no ill will toward that brand. I just wasn’t providing any business for them so rather than stay,
Seeing as these past couple weeks of this
@RESPAWNProducts
#RecruitsInvitational
have been trying..... I've title this weeks challenge Adversity: The Eagles107 Story Enjoy!
The other day I posted if anyone had a 1K PSU they were trying to part ways with. Had no luck BUT
@codyxwin
commented and said he had this he was trying to find a good home for! Dude words can’t describe how incredibly grateful I am that you sent me this AND the headset. I’ve
Do you guys know why the semicolon is the sign for suicide awareness?
An author uses a semicolon to create a pause in a sentence, a period to end it. No mater what trials and tribulations you’re going through, they are just a semicolon, not a period. Your story isn’t done being
Well, I left the Koopas a couple days ago. Buuuuuuuut any of y’all I met through them. Never had any hard feelings. You’re always welcome to my streams and I hope I am to yours as well! Still love the connections I made with you guys!
There’s a lot of stuff going on in the streaming world. My biggest issue I have is big gifters being left out to dry when they stop gifting. You mean to tell me. When this person gifted you a bunch, you didn’t take the time to get to know them? If you did, you’d see that they are
I’ve typed this tweet 5 times. Have deleted it over and over again. Because I’m honestly at a loss for words. But I’ve come to this conclusion after tonight’s stream.
I may say that I’m always here for you, but in reality, you all are my therapy. I NEED you to keep doing what
I’ve lost so much support from the people I knew on kick. Some people I thought “ehhhh mayyyyybe we could be friends”. But, this is why I keep my gates locked, the few I do consider friends? They’re in my Twitch streams alllllll the time. If you haven’t seen me in your Kick
So I was thinking. I never “collab” with people. When I ask if anyone wants to play, that’s literally me just wanting people to play with.
but I wanna actually get people who want to do something on a schedule. We could play a game, chat, karaoke, WHATEVER! I think this would
Thoughts in my head
@LootFestEvent
when I see someone I recognize
Me: gonna go say hi
Anxiety: the fuck you are!?
Me: well alright then.
Sorry everyone I’m drinking now so hopefully at the after party I’m ready to mingle! 😂
Gonna say it again. To any of you guys that I met in the Koopas. That went to the villains and that are now on your own. Y’all are always welcome in my streams. Never had hard feelings toward any of you. You make your own choices. Just leave the drama at the door.
That run the other day made me realize how broken I am…. Not physically, mentally.
When my father in law and best friend took their lives in 2019, I vowed to just be there for everyone, no matter what.
But Im tired…
I’ve watched your guys’ wins, celebrated with you, lauded
You forget who’s in your corner when you look at everyone else’s. No matter the outcome, I’m appreciative for my family, the ones who do support my endeavors and just being able to say I made it another year! Thank you to everyone who DM’d, texted etc. seriously appreciated!
I have decided to part ways with
@F3Energy
. For me, It just felt like the time had come. I am proud to say that I was one of the first people to become affiliated with them and I don’t think I ever worked that hard to obtain something in this industry before.
That being said,
I’m in my positivity phase again so I wanted to address this lol.
You guys might see me go back and forth a lot from positive posts to negative ones. It may seem fake at times to some, fair enough. So let me answer this question for you.
Who is Eagles???
I am a realist,
Who are the Women in Gaming who inspire you on Twitch or Kick?
We ask because we want to add/update the creators we celebrate weekly on
There’s no cost, no obligations. Just lifting up creators in the community 😃
Skipped Dreamhack to golf in NM. Also got to golf with
@SimbasR1z3
! I don’t try to meet people I meet online IRL much. You have to just have a certain vibe to you for me to really just dive in and I’m glad I was right. Thanks for coming out brotha! Hella good time even though we
Gotta be honest, I also think “I support so many people but I’m not seeing it back”. BUT, then I think, I’m a busy person too. I get it in when I can. So I’m sure others are doing the same! Your time might not align with theirs, and that’s okay! Thanks to everyone who can pop in!
This all just feels surreal man. Just 5 years ago my wife was the only one that had ever heard me sing. Now we’re in the finals of Kicks underground Uprise. I’ve never recorded my singing before this,
@Player2Gamer
is just barely learning how to engineer a song. And here we are.
Got a free picture with
@PandaSkills3
last night because he accidentally broke my pint glasses by kicking them over while we helped
@Player2Gamer
get some lighting for a picture. No, he wasn’t actually charging for photos, it was just a good ice breaker haha. Thank you brotha!!
What’s a guy gotta do to get some love from Twitter onto Kick??? Do I need to sacrifice my well being by gifting subs??? Or can money not buy you viewers? Cuuuuuuuz I see that happening a ton. Sorry, I can’t do that. But when I say I care about you, I genuinely do, if you need me
Content creators post an image of you looking sharp, professional etc. we are always in our stream outfits. Like , retweet, Then tag someone on the timeline:
Brother, there is a difference between asking for handouts and asking for help. You’re being forced to make an ultimatum essentially, you’re betting on yourself. Taking the plunge. I applaud you for this. I applaud you for posting this. Remaining transparent is what everyone
This is hard for me to post...when I tell you I hate asking for help, or feeling like someone may feel sorry for me...I mean it. I know this is a long video, but I wanted to post this in video form so no tone is lost and to be sincere.
I also want to make it CLEAR that I am
My vouches for
#kickphase3
you might ask? The list is short and based off my own opinion and metrics
@KickCommunity
put out. But these people all make anyone feel welcome, you’re their best friend on site, and if you’re real? Genuine? They’ll be there for you whenever you need