U guys are too nice wtf I’m crying hard rn, I might can’t reply everyone one by one but I did read every comment below
Thank you all for accepting the whole me and thank you for giving me so much encouragement, love you guys so much🥹
I’m a soft and tender sex lover so 90% of my nsfw art are gonna just some cute and intimate dynamic🫶 (and the remaining 10% contains slightly bdsm and vent stuff)
Sorry to say so many things at once, I will draw more art and be active in this place, and I hope I can get along well with everyone
I may not be perfect but I hope you guys can accept me, I’ll appreciate that❤️
This is probably the whole thing I want to say, actually at the end idk what exactly I want to convey, but anyway I just want to be completely honest with you guys because I really I like you all, it's a pleasure interacting with you and you're all cool
I once again felt how rational and mature people in this fandom are
The op who made the post has said that he just felt uncomfortable so told us to block this person but not to harass them
pronouns : she/they
height : 5'5
shoe size : I forgot
zodiac : Taurus
smoke : no
tattoos : no
piercings : 2
fav color : all the colors between blue and green
fav drink : bubble tea and milk 🧋🥛
And I was one is not because I support some gross behavior irl, it’s because I literally grew up in a place that don’t have any pro-ship/anti concept and I don’t understand shit before I using Twitter
I started interacting less with anyone and never got involved with any fandom anymore
——until I met DCA fandom, I found the people here are really friendly and it rekindled my desire to interact with people
and then I saw another person specifically told the pro-shipper what he did to cause him to be blocked by many people ( non-aggressively )
This is what people didn't give me when I was called-out
And I did have a lot of fun hanging out with them, but after getting along for a long time, I found some more serious problems, that is, I can hardly accept their moral values
The "lessons" (harassment) from "righteous people/morally correct people", rather than making me understand what was wrong, I feel that they are driving me away, telling me: "You don't belong here, weird People should hang out with weird people.”
But then I clicked in and realized that I was just warned that a follower of mine supported bad things, so I went to block him and came back to read other people's replies
So when I got called-out, I was flustered and didn’t know what I did wrong. I only knew that people started attacking and harassing me, all my friends and moots blocked me one by one, and some people even sent death threats to me
But I was very scared at first, because I know that there are many people who are against pro-ship, which is the same as me
But because of the label that the previous fandom put on me, I have been interacting with everyone with trepidation
After a long period of moral struggle, I found that I am not suitable to be labeled as a pro-shipper. Not only I can’t stand the problematic content, I even feel disgusted by it
So then I tried to get away from them too
After all this happened, me, a person who was neither accepted nor integrated into the problematic side, became very closed because I felt that I would offend others by interacting with either side
Honestly looking back now and watching all of this, I find it ridiculous
Because the people who called-out me were a bunch of kids, they didn't want me to improve, they just wanted me to get off the Internet
Even though I used to be a pro-shipper, the things they like still scare me sometimes and make me constantly ask myself "Is this right? Is this moral?" (even if it's fictional)
After that, I didn't learn anything, I started to try to interact with those "should be the same type of people as me", which is what you call pro-shipper
Have to say they were definitely the kinder side to me at a time when I wasn't getting love and support from the normal side
This morning, I found out that I was tagged in a called-out post, as someone who has been hurt by this thing before, my heart stopped for a moment when I saw it, thinking I did something wrong to appear on it
I was afraid to mention this at first because I was afraid that someone would be angry about my past, but I feel obligated to clear things up since I don't want something similar happens again
I WAS a pro-shipper, I did like/create something bad in the past, and I’ve been called out once, so you actually can find what I done before just by searching some keywords on this site