Yung tipong gusto ko magka jowa pero takot ako sa commitment, pero gusto ko talaga pero mas maganda maging single pero naiinggit ako pero ayoko pa din. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ayokong ligawan ang kaibigan ko kasi ayokong mawala yung friendship namin. Kasi kapag naging jowa ko sya tapos nag break kami, masasaktan kaming dalawa. Magiging awkward, mawawala yung friendship na binuo namin together as a best friend. ✊🏼
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi bakit ganito ako? Ang bilis ko magpatawad, ang bilis ko ma-attach, mabilis magtiwala, sensitive at soft-hearted. I can’t change myself that’s why people keep hurting, and leaving and replacing me.
I keep telling myself “Yaan mo na okay lang yun”. Pero at the end of the day, it’s still matter to me. Andun pa din yung care ko, andun pa din yung thoughts na “Please bumalik ka, kailangan kita”. Pero wala na e.
REMINDER:
There’s nothing wrong being with lowkey relationship, but choose a man na kaya kang ipagmalaki. It makes them feel appreciated, trust me dude. Lowkey relationship is a way of keeping your relationship private but not a secret.
The biggest lesson I’ve learned this year is to not force anything; conversations, friendships, relationships, attention, love. Anything forced is just not worth fighting for, whatever flows flows, what crashes crashes. It is what it is.