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An archive for reminiscing moments, of crestfallen words and hopeless love.
민, 26문. His 1월26일.
Joined April 2020
is it too much to ask for a hand to hold? to have something to grasp onto for the passing days. finger to finger, wrist to wrist. the warmth of your palm, your knuckles clenched over my own. what comfort, solace. your tight grip around me proudly saying, “you’re safe, with me.”.
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i honestly just want to have someone that i can pour my creative outlet into. journal pages of all my thoughts of them or simply what we did that day. video edits on celebrations of important milestones. i crave for a muse to play the piano for. on my knees, at this point.
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yearning for your touch, desperate to have your fingers latched onto mine is second nature to me. it’s like breathing. existing for the mere bliss of being alongside you. you’ve consumed every living inch of my soul, unbeknowingly. but that’s how i’ll ever want you to have me.
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i’m here pondering how a love so pure, could go so wrong. and i wonder if that’s where our future is tragically headed too. i saw the love you had for her in your beautiful, brown eyes and i wish i could amount to what she was to you. even for just a moment, i wanted to be her.
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i wish i could wind back to when we first met. quiet smiles, shy glances. hearts drumming against our chests as our eyes locked. i would have done it right, this time around. but that’s the problem, isn’t it? i kept thinking it was me, when it was you who didn’t want to stay.
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it’s the way you reel me into your embrace. your arms welded around my ribcage as if we would become lost to each other if you were to let go. this is the kind of love i want. to not know anything else but the familiarity of your hug. to call the confines of your heart, my home.
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and when i say i miss you, i mean that a part of you is missing from me. i am empty, and yet full to the brim without your heart to help me hold this overflowing love i possess. mine alone is just not enough. so when i say i miss you, know that i’m needing you.
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sometimes it doesn't feel like you're mine. i'm left with just remnants & pieces of you. it dawned on me that i'm desperately trying to make you whole again, clinging onto the thought that one day you'll look my way. but like a broken glass, the more i fill, the emptier it gets.
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i feel like my movie reviews are going to end up being all romcoms or have some kind of romance in it, since the person i watch them with is a full time yearner.
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happy new year, everyone. may you all feel only happiness and joy in 2025. also wishing you luck and fortune in future endeavors.
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have you guys ever talked to someone while being really sleepy and accidentally changed your keyboard, so you end up talking to them in a different language? no? just me? okay.
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just had rosé buldak. now i’m crying out of my eyes and nose from how spicy it is.
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both of us have been finding films we can cry to but nothing’s working. are we heartless or what. any recommendations?.
i feel like my movie reviews are going to end up being all romcoms or have some kind of romance in it, since the person i watch them with is a full time yearner.
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@inkofpoems i think your profession has already been revealed at this point. are you saying you’re a natural model? that bodes well for me. strike a pose right now. go.
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@inkofpoems he whips out a camera from his pocket and turns it on, pointing the lens at you. come on, model. let me see what you can do. better not waste my memory film.
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@inkofpoems well, that’s the only right name for you with a phd in it and all. that’s so sweet of you to say. definitely will see more of me, considering i’m your cameraman.
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@inkofpoems i guess it does take one to know one. glad we eventually were led to each other, my fellow dr. yearner. hoping i can be one of the moons in your orbit.
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@inkofpoems it’s the chase, right? what an adrenaline rush. i do love jazz. i’m afraid we are both yearners, hence the mutual understanding. of course, the song you posted was right up my alley.
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@inkofpoems i’m always equipped with a camera, so this works out. just let me know when you need some candid shots while acting out those fantasies. i’ll make sure you’ll look perceivable.
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@aimezvouz that was incredibly lovely, so soothing for my soul to hear. thank you for your warm comfort.
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@oceanrldes i’m glad you immediately went to the doctor’s instead of being stubborn like others, aka me. if you didn’t, i would have personally came over to make sure you were looked after carefully.
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@inkofpoems agreed. i’m a sucker for that initial moment when the two first feels what’s it like to be so close to each other. yearning but also trying to hide it.
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@inkofpoems how did you know i got my phd in that (you’re not wrong). been silently yearning elsewhere, unfortunately. better late than never, no?.
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@inkofpoems hey, it’s only right for me to encourage you and help you carry out your soft fantasies. as any friend would.
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@inkofpoems your pet fish. he raises an eyebrow in feigned suspicion. are you going for a walk in the ocean? no way, you stay right here until we get some decent pictures. walk your fish later, sir.
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“robotic reactions” is taking me out.
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@inkofpoems hey, don’t laugh. i’m being completely serious. perfect, i’m all set for my new job. pizza is a bit underwhelming but it all depends on the toppings. what were you planning to get on it?.
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you’ve been my rock the past couple months, and i’m glad my shenanigans didn’t deter you away from me. thank you for the constant reassurance and support, even when i’m unable to express that i need it. i hope you’ll encounter endless smiles & laughter in the new year (with me).
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@inkofpoems what the. are you camera shy now or something. that’s not what a professional model should say. the whole point is to take candid photos, not studio ones, dummy.
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@inkofpoems isn’t it too early for you to be doing that? let me just pour water down your window so it looks like it’s raining outside.
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@g4lfIlms so do i. i got too lazy to change it back. i guess the other person will have to either google translate or learn another language.
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stolen from oomf. be honest. ♣️— soomf (scary & intimidating). 📷 — woomf (wholesome & sweet). 🎬 — favoomf (one of my favs). ☕️ — croomf (i have a crush on you).
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@fleurcies of course, it's 100% up to the person to decide what's best for them. like maybe if grief played a part in it, people would be more likely to agree to wiping off their memories. it's a hard debate with oneself, for sure.
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man, i hate finding my typos on past reviews. makes me want to delete and repost, but that’s annoying as hell.
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