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the softest place you can land without breaking. dc: aimezvouz
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Joined May 2024
ᅠ. —— DAEJUN / 天旲限. poète maudit. ex-idol turned rockstar. a politician’s eldest son. nsfw. switch. mdni. plot driven. interactive. ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. —— DAEJUN / 白旲限. poète maudit. ambassador’s son. ex-idol turned rockstar. nsfw. plot driven. mdni. ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. —— DAEJUN. poète maudit. ex idol. chief creative officer. nsfw. plot driven. mdni. ᅠ.ᅠ
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because i've been talking flowers a lot in the last few days, please, like this to know which flower (or plant) i think represents you.
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ᅠ. from the bottom of my heart to yours, merriest holidays, everyone!! . here, where the snow meets early morning light, i watched the world color the sky in all shades of warm and golden. did you know? in photography, this is called the golden hour. all your blues,.(+).ᅠ.ᅠ
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non-rp account captioned this ‘me when i’m loved right’ and i just needed everyone to know this is a poem waiting to be written. this is a lotus flower, they grow rooted in mud and murky water, through storms, biting winds and scorching suns, they persevere. vibrant colors (+).
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ᅠ. january, .piano keys, .an untitled song,.the first in so long. this year,.i will continue to wear.my tenderness .in plain sight.if not on my eyes.then in the hands that .will reach for yours,.through a touch.or a song. i’m not giving up on music just yet. ᅠ.ᅠ
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love in the big city promised the world and delivered everything. stream this one legally so the government can continue to support further lgbt+ projects and the protesters can put their foot where their mouth is. on a side note, this is the best manhandling on a bl drama ever—.
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bell hooks said it better, but: difficult conversations demand vulnerability. and if someone's willing to give you that, step out of their comfort zone, put feelings to words and exert an actual emotional labor to meet you halfway, don't allow yourself to self-sabotage.
gentle reminder if someone is initiating a difficult conversation with you it means they really value you and want you in their life & not that they secretly hate you.
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ᅠ. find me where the sea.bleeds into the stars.i’ll be here, there, everywhere.collect remembrances.between.liminal and limerence. (can’t outdo the overalls, .can i interest you in sunsets,.poetic babygirlism instead?). ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. happiest new year, .from the self-appointed.balm to your every wound.to every single one of you,.who colored my last year.in the brightest and most.vivid shades. whether we met last january.or in december.thank you for choosing.to be a part of my life. for you, i wish.ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. as a chronically outside person,.i was caught in my natural habitat:.photosynthesising in the sun.melting into the summer light.giving heatstroke photoshoot vibes. ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. BEHIND THE SCENES: BLUE HOUR. if you think that my teeth are still.chattering, you would be correct—.worry not, you guys won’t be getting.just beer for a christmas present, .yes, this beer sponsored,.men’s health cover is the .straightest thing i’ve ever done—. ᅠ.ᅠ
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did i write a poem about needing to give head? yes. so let's everybody collective ignore the fact my oral fixation is acting up and i'm too touch starved to not be loud about this. i can't believe everyone who said i needed to get laid might actually be right. .
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ᅠ. summer turns to fall.and my life follows the leaves.in a perpetual whirlpool of.frustration and exhaustion.over the busiest days.i hope each one of you.find shelter and solace.in the sun that raises every day.photosynthesize on my behalf.while i’m stuck between four walls. ᅠ
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guys. can we please have some decency and not fucking roleplay brands that have been boycotted due to their financing of a decimation? and can we also not use fucking racial slurs to address asians on fucking /korean roleplay twitter/ of all places or anywhere for that matter?.
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its okay if you can’t find the right words, its okay if you’re clumsy with every heart touched, including yours. you don’t have to be good, just let yourself feel. what i’m manifesting for you is: to find someone who can hold you like this, platonic or romantically, when you need.
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saw this around and made one i’m comfortable with, so like for me to yap about you in a few hours(days)!. first impression:.your nickname from me:.do i wish we were closer:.you are my:.current impression of you:.poem line that reminds me of you:.painting that reminds me of you:.
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psa. i’m really, really not in the mood to entertain. if all you want is my cock, please, softblock me. but if you want someone to hype your every move, a shoulder to cry on, someone to father you into healthy habits who won’t shut up in general, but is bad at dms, hit me up!!!.
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no wits, no thoughts, this week i am exhaustion personified. its one of those nights that i’m trying and failing to conjure up some hope, so if anyone could share a list of the reasons they had to smile this week, of what silly thoughts were coined this week, i’d appreciate it!.
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ᅠ. pov: you want to tell your crush. you miss him terribly, but that’s . not enough, so you write a whole. song about how he’s everything. you see, hear and feel instead. ᅠ.ᅠ
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instigated a backstage water tag battle to celebrate sunnie’s stage today! featuring the winning tag team and the rhee sisters’ poor aim. shoutout to ai for being the backbone of our duo and to sunnie’s manager for keeping my phone dry recording this—
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ᅠ. from one continental drift to another:.if you’re all planning on running forever.you need a place to run to. so rest your tired wings,.you’ve come so far. (one rare and overdue.dimple appearance,.so you gold fishes .don’t forget my face.). ᅠ.ᅠ
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guys, guys, guys!!! as the official self-appointed wingman for all of you, i’m carrying a mistletoe on my pocket, ready to deploy at your convenience!! if you need some liquid confidence, let me know and i’ll also spike the eggnog!! its about maximizing your joy this christmas!!.
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surprise? if you see this, please, reply with something that made you happy in the past week? this weekend has been extremely rough on me, and i’m trying and failing to conjure up some hope. so, catch me up in your lives, please?.
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ᅠ. this is a poem about how i never ask for the things that i want, just swallow down need like i don’t wish for anything other than words filling my throat instead. like i couldn’t weave the red of the sunset onto the rise of someone’s hips with an eager mouth and greedy (+).ᅠ.
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ᅠ. like this for an excerpt of my unfinished,.unreleased, unfiltered song lyrics. at random if we don’t know each other,.written for, about or advices i think you.need hearing, if we do know each other!!!. ᅠ.ᅠ.
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ᅠ. —— LIVE AT SAGE BAR. an unfinished duet (unreleased). “i can’t say you’ll never be hurt again. that’s for you to decide. more times than not, it is you who hurts you the most. even then, keep this in mind.”. ᅠ
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ᅠ. here’s to one more year of me having no regard for my own personal safety, being an overall hazard to myself and putting my hand on fire for just about anything. thank you all for being with me this year. ᅠ.ᅠ
i came to the realization you all won’t ever let me live if i withhold this information like i intended, but: october 10th is my birthday, but i’m going to bake a storm for you all instead.
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i really come here, hype my friends and disappear for the next five business days. i'm sorry, guys-- i will, in fact barely be here for the next few days, catch me through (very slow) dms if you need me. i promise this is the last week of the year that i'm overly busy. trust.
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ᅠ. d'hyacinthe et d'or;.mon monde s'endort.dans une chaude lumière.là, tout n'est qu'ordre et beauté. summer feels a lot like this:.baudelaire and pre-gaming,.disappearing for days and.coming alive again for the.taste of his lips. ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. lost myself at sea yesterday,.spent hours free diving in my natural habitat.and consequently, i feel much more.like myself, like the shark i am. i said it once and i’ll say it again,.i want to be everything that light touches.i want to be summer personified. ᅠ
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embracing summer, rare seen dimples and my light eyes. and here is to hope i will morph back into the social butterfly you all know to never shut up. had the most fun being on the other side of the lenses for once, and i hope looks as warm as it felt.
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ᅠ. —— from: the immovable object, .the softest place you can land .without breaking. from my insufferably stubborn .heart that will always remain tender, never hardening. ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. real life footage of .park jaewon’s possessiveness.caught in 4K. everybody say thank you timelapse. ( this is one of my favorite pictures.of us this summer, i’ve been giggling.about it for hours.). ᅠ.ᅠ
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i came to the realization you all won’t ever let me live if i withhold this information like i intended, but: october 10th is my birthday, but i’m going to bake a storm for you all instead.
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i never thought i’d bring an update to this story, but— my mother just gave orion a fucking cockroach plushie for christmas and he has been tasting vindication!! (the plushie is almost his size, and in his opinion a very accurate replica of the original cockroach.)
don’t be fooled by the big eyes, my little beast is fear and frustration per squared inch— orion came into the studio bearing gift: a fucking cockroach between his teeth. it was almost bigger than his mouth, any bigger and i’d give it the fucking studio’s keys and charge rent (+)
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ᅠ. i believe that in nature,.everything transforms,.no love is ever lost. from the very start, i knew. even if we didn’t end up.together, .even if we part ways.our love would become.something beautiful.something i treasure. last night,.it became this letter. ᅠ.ᅠ
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because we haven't waltzed to this tune in a very long while. please, reply to this tweet with a word, and i'll give you a poem, quote, a diary entrance or a letter that reminds me of it. the catch is that i'm going to try not to bring a work with the actual said word in it.
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embracing the cute allegations you’ve all been throwing my way— because it has apparently been so long since you guys saw my face, you’ve forgotten what i look like—
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remain through adversities, lush red, candy pink, beautiful as only people in love can be. Imagine what spring won’t bring. moral of the story is: let love find you, let yourself bloom under that care. the world is already hard enough as is, be soft.
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ᅠ. myself, the credits for. this picture and inspiration. belongs to my muse, . the reason behind all the . love songs i’m bound to write. @depravedurge . ᅠ.ᅠ
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started to tweak this one around after our healthy 'to love or to be loved' debate and i feel like its going places. i'm crediting all of you who matched my freak and spoke your mind as my inspirations for the song.
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i woke up in the middle of the night.tasting seawater on my lips,.(i wish. i know it was something.i haven’t tasted in so so long, .i wouldn’t have known the difference).its a reminder that.i built a shore for you with all of (me).my love, my words,.and still, the waves.
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"you're doing that for the untouched team", "being a slut is a vibe and not a body count", i'm glad this is amusing you all, because i'm this close to regretting this oversharing-- but if one more of you tell me i need to get laid, you better show up with someone's contact info.
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“what is your love language?”. 1. being so attentive to their every gesture, every mood, so tuned to them that i can predict what they need or want to say even when words fail them. 2. onslaught of endearments i won’t use for anyone else. 3. calling them mine at any given chance.
“what is your love language?”. 1. telling them to eat ice cream when they’re feeling gloomy.2. asking if they like cats.3. when our convo is like weather forecast, i’ll keep asking about the rain.4. teasing .5. asking for a kiss from time to time .6. the last one is ‘you’.
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ᅠ.i lay here, awake.daydreaming about the way.your lips taste.about futures that might never.come true.too many of them for a single lifetime.i knew it would be you. you and your determined eyes.you and the way you move this .heart of mine.you and the rest of my life. you. ᅠ
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as someone who works hard and learns, i’m getting better as tome goes by. rare selfie to celebrate i found words of affirmation in a test result. i’m owning up to the fact i wear my heart in plain sight, in my eyes.
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i’ve been taking gift giving as a love language, and my personal preference for handcrafting gifts, a little bit too seriously in view of the real libra season starting and the end of the year. absent, but investing time and effort, and learning new things. i miss you all!!!
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ᅠ. fingertips. taint your skin, sink my teeth, bloom violets across your thighs, take root at the depths of your chest — steal away your breath. flick my tongue,.hollow my cheeks,.swallow you down,.swallow you whole. ᅠ.
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“can i bring them home, please? can i, please? please?” as i befriend, stop and pat every single dog or cat i see, stray or otherwise. cook every single meal, every single day, setting aside prime grade meat for our daughters. everyday a flashback to when we first met,
aye what's the pov of dating you look like?.
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have you been victimized by my psychoanalytical habit these days? have you sat across from me looking like you just found cthulhu because i see through you and bluntly tell you some truths you needed to hear? no? then we should be friends so you can get that treatment too!!.
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YOU GUYS. THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY. THE MAN, THE MYTH, THE LEGEND. SIKEN HIMSELF. ACTUALLY LIKED MY TWEET.
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reenactment of yesterday’s occurance: i took a little too long in the bath for orion’s taste, and my little hero cannonballed into the tub to “rescue” me, and darted out of it just as fast when he realized where he landed. both perplexed, we faced each other like so for a while:
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ᅠ. human jukebox dressed down as loving brother coming by just to remind the birthday moon of how much joy they bring into this universe! . midst treats, strumming your playlist for everyone to sing and the drinks i’ve mixed, i realized you’ve grown brighter, (+).ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ. // TW: FLASHING LIGHTS. —— BAEK DAEJUN. OFFICIAL UPDATE:. TRUST ME (ORIGINAL VERSION). 🏳️🌈. ᅠ.ᅠ
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ᅠ.ᅠ . june, july, august.dissolve in my mouth,.photosynthesizing in the sun,.i want to be good, golden. holding the universe in my palm,.choosing to be gentle above all. i’ve grown to love summer so much.i want to become it. ᅠ.ᅠ
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today, ever since i left the warmest bed at ass o’clock in the morning, has been one trap after another. from my lawyer locking the door and the window to the meeting room to keep me there for the duration of a 3 hour long urgent meeting to moving the entire creative team ( + )
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i’m in a very chatty mood, so if you could spare a like for a yapping, go ahead. i won’t shut up for days—
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if you had told me months ago, that i’d be finishing the year still a virgin but interested in bottoming for the first time, in a group chat with versatile men almost pulling out a powerpoint to doctrine me on why bottoming is addictive, i’d laugh hysterically, yet, here we are—.
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checkpoint for people coming in!!!! did you: eat??? sleep???? drink your water??? have a good weekend???? can you see my notifications???.
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ᅠ. after careful consideration, i’m wearing these results like a badge of honor. ᅠ.ᅠ
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don’t be fooled by the big eyes, my little beast is fear and frustration per squared inch— orion came into the studio bearing gift: a fucking cockroach between his teeth. it was almost bigger than his mouth, any bigger and i’d give it the fucking studio’s keys and charge rent (+)
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i need everyone to keep one thing in mind: by aristoteles’ definition of friendship is grounded on the principle that human beings love only what is loveable. but it shouldn’t matter if you’re useful (you’re not a microwave, you don’t need to have 20+ functions), (+).
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to love is to be consumed. a bite is also a form of touch. i’m going to take a piece out of your heart myself, if you don’t let me have it in any other way.
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ᅠ. some summer memories .are unfading like this: tonight, .i kissed you, wordless for once. i never seen a person born to be loved until you rested your head on my shoulder and showed me love is a dynamic and stative verb, .and a person, you. ᅠ.ᅠ
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this is who you’re telling you forgot to drink your water or skipped your meals, by the way. so please, please, take better care. low quality pictures of a high quality barefaced, good morning bot.
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ᅠ. 4/5 boyfriend moments .counting down for the weekend.hoping every tomorrow is.gentler to you than even i .could ever be. ᅠ.ᅠ
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whenever any of you call me the sun, i hope you know that this is what i hope to be: just this force that is going to push and carry you forward even against your will. no one is letting go of no one's hand, you're not alone. no letting any of you behind to willow in the past.
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the eternal struggle of me, answering everyone's mentions 10 days later, and you all deleting your comments, thinking you're yapping into the void. everyone, i promise you, the void answers. the echo takes a while, its just physics (please, don't delete, i want to be your friend).
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4. learning how to love in their own love language so they feel loved in the way they longed to be loved, and my own way. 5. learn new sets of skills just to give them handmade gifts or experiences. 6. open and honest communication. telling them even things they don’t ( + ).
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guys, i'm a doormat. i'm the first one to admit to that, but never when its about my friends. i'm extremely protective of them. still, unconditional love doesn't mean unconditional tolerance. part of caring for someone is looking in their eyes and telling them that they're (+).
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mitya karamazov doesn’t hold a candle to me after the last two weeks. i’m mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted, to the point i’m incapable of even putting up a fight against being taken care of. so, if you ever wondered if the mane i call hair is soft, its now or never.
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BREAKING NEWS: former NEXUS. member’s honest opinion on baek. daejun’s viral fancam: “i’d rather . never hear the bastard’s voice for . the rest of my fucking life.”. ᅠ.ᅠ.
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guys, i’ll be participating on the strike in support of palestine, sudan, congo, haiti and other countries passing through devastating times right now. so i’ll be mostly on dms until the weekend (finally tackling them all down) so fill free to reach out to me there!!.
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ᅠ. the summer is ending,.the leaves will be turning.the same gold you paint.everything you touch.including my heart.and my hopes.a month ago,.you were afraid.i’d fade away by.the end of august.now, its an excuse.to hold your hand.a little tighter. ᅠ.ᅠ
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“nothing fazes them” they say. the way i’m dead inside is both my biggest strength and weakness. which one of you is spilling the beans? everyone wants to project their daddy issues on me, wants a protective friend, until i take matters into my own hands, then suddenly i’m wrong
optimism is simultaneously my superpower n my kryptonite. veggies, assemble.
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this is not really a roast at all, but it had me chuckling. i don’t cry when i see a fruit bowl, but i do take a hundred pictures of it! there’s too little love in this world to not let myself and everyone else to bask in it.
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let’s play a word association game, guys. reply with a word and i’ll give you a poem that came to mind because of it.
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i promise i'm finally getting to my dms today. if we still don't have a plot going, like this one for a starter. and if we do, but you want to restart it, like this one and i'll send another stater!!.
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i absolutely love whenever this makes its way to my feed! this expression was coined by natsume souseki, who as an english teacher, thought a direct translation of 'i love you' would be too forward and unnatural for the meiji period. so he used the moon as a metaphor (+).
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unfortunately, i am a: man. ( i sleep for 12+ hours, hyper-fixate on books i’m reading, and am watching over the stove or the oven, cooking over a storm or i was taken away by work, earthly obligations and can’t multitask outside of it.).
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you were always setting things on fire-- the sky, the world, me, your cigarettes. and i was always here, waiting for the rain, trying my best to grasp at smoke and ashes, anything that would mean keeping you, keeping us.
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ᅠ. your violets, your shortcomings and heaviness scatter in the atmosphere. you don’t need to carry every single adjective that is thrown your way back home with you, you can let the wind take them away. but the one handful of those that must always cling to your skin (+). ᅠ.
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this is about me, by the way, except i haven't given head of any kind in so fucking long i've forgotten what happiness tastes like.
who says a dom can’t be a throat goat?.
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i don’t think this is what oscar wilde meant when he says that life imitates art, but the scores are dictating the tone of the week. here’s to hoping yours is going by better than mine!! eat well, drink water, sleep your 8 hours and tell me the reasons you got to smile today!!
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want to hear, telling them they’re wrong, but staying by their side, always there by their side. i also cook meals, write songs, demand kisses and attention all day, everyday. wilt away if they’re very far from me for too long (1 second) but there weren’t enough bullet points—.
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ᅠ. are these: you’re all loved, loveable, lovely, loving. a moving part of something. so knock loneliness out of your boots, come right into the light, reach out for the warmth you seek, i’ll be by your side, camera in hands to immortalize your golden hour in pictures. ᅠ.ᅠ.
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real footage of cycy losing their patience with my self-neglect tendencies and rayray trying his best to hold cy back. (i miss both of you, stop taking a page out of my book, one ghost is enough in this friendship.).
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sleep seem to elude me tonight. and before any unpleasant thought takes root, let’s play a little game, please?. reply with a word and i’ll give you a poem that reminds me of it. the catch is that i’ll try remembering a poem that doesn’t actually use the word in the verse.
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guys, i'll drop 1.5k words worth of self-para lore to finish off the q&a, its been a while so forgive the timeline takeover for two days straight, please-- you can mute if it gets too much!.
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real talk though: whose mouth shuts up with a kiss because i just get louder instead? you’ll always catch me moaning onto your mouth, absolutely desperate for more of you, all of you. hands grasping and groping and hoping. yearning. kiss like they’re the air you breath, cowards.
“What does that mouth do?” It shuts you up with a kiss.
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ᅠ. happy birthday to our very special agent!!. little ghoster, little abandoner, little ray of sunshine, 1/4 of my libra crew, you’ve got no idea how much joy and wonder you bring into this earth, it is a delight to be a part of your life. thank you for trying your best,.ᅠ.ᅠ
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cyfrin told me they wanted an orange cat, and somehow, i understood orange /carpet/. now guess who ordered over twenty square meters worth of orange carpet? fuck this semantic saturation, this week has been hard enough. who needs orange carpeting? i can even set it up for you—.
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