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hello everyone i decided to open a commission so pls kindly dm me if you're interested or want to ask any questions ♡ it's not urgent but i want to saving up for my study field around september t___t
i dont kin dazai he's not relatable to me. if i were him i would manipulate the shit out of chuuya to run away with me, get married, and have 5 children. THAT LOSER IS NOTHING LIKE ME
soukoku au where dazai is a pianist, a musical prodigy, who after the death of his mentor, worldwide known performer, oda sakunosuke, finds it hard to get his career back on track
i just love it so much when dazai is being so tender and soft for chuuya like he might break in any seconds; because dazai is the only one who doesn't see chuuya as a port mafia executive or yokohama's strongest ability-
corruption killing chuuya slowly and he cant do anything but feeling so useless and weak because now he has to depend his life on tubes again, feeling like he was seven in a lab except now he has no will to fight and he knows he will die anyway
but as a human who also needs his daily hugs, forehead kisses before work, and to be tugged in the bed while dazai peppering him with kisses and sweet words that makes him smiles in his sleep every single night
soukoku slowly learning that being human isnt only about the ability to suffer and grief. being human is also to care, to love, and to be loved. being human is being content and comfortable in your partner's arms
do not interact do not follow do not repost do not reply do not talk to me do not breathe next to me do not look at me in the eyes if you dont fw nakahara chuuya i am not playing about him
soukoku finally healing, living, and growing old together in a small yet comfortable house. but then chuuya dies first while dazai spending the rest of his life thinking about him, afraid that he'll slowly forget little details about chuuya
you have brain to think about chuuya, you have hands to stroke and caress chuuya, you have eyes to see how pretty chuuya is, you have feelings to love and adore chuuya. please live wisely and choose to worship him everyday<3
okay then what about soukoku realizing that no matter how much they love each other, they could not ended up together. so they grow apart, see each other from a far distance, and growing old without the other's presence
i love chuuya so much i love that he's short i love that he's ginger i love his big blue ocean eyes i love his boyish grin i love his slutty waist and i love his voice i love his curly hair i love his slutty waist i love the way he scowls i love his waist
istg i never hyperfixate on something more than 6 months but my obsession with chuuya has been going for 4 years 😭 asagiri must be putting some drugs when creating him
i love every artists take on fem skk i love when they look like the most beautiful goddesses or when they look so deranged and chaotic i love when they are popular girl and her loser gf i love when dazai have super long hair or a bob i love-
i just love chuuya so much yall dont understand. i wake up in the morning and i think about him. there's not any single minute in my life where he's not crossing my mind. he lives in my brain, he's eating the space in my memory, he ruins my life
@TatasenkoMana
she gave born to the strongest soul ever and she knows it i just wish that she could see him again i think i would cry if that ever happens 😔
@girlfailurezai
the trust they share with each other 😭😭 also its their flat now, dazai has his own toothbrush and a space for his clothes in chuuya's closet 😔