@lucascalories
fuck it upppp with scars and shave my head and my eyebrows & eat as much as i possibly could other things too im sure this is just off the top of my head 🤭
litterally what the fuck why would you put ur bike in a 3 foot wide hallway and get mad at me? what does me paying for my own bills have anything to do with this like sorry i was born? i literally only stay in my room none of my shit is out in the apt FUCK MY ROOMMATES
i have this memory from highschool when i was super in my ed and we were in a big group of people smoking and everyone was snacking and this girl came up to me tweaking about the fact that i wasn’t eating and everyone else was and i was like i’m not hungry and she was so
i didn’t want this to get to normal twt & it’s blowing up omg i just wanted my moots y’all get why it being her was the worst part of this & how it makes me wanna get worse so for the best tbh i love y’all sm tho y’all are always my target audience 💞💖
persistent that i ate some to make her feel better and i had no idea i had an ed or anything was weird at that point just a strange memory i think about more these days
broke my 17 hr fast with noodle soup bowl from fav restaurant with tofu & veggies i added chili oil, soy sauce & siracha too is super yum but can’t eat a lot im too full i think my stomach is shrinking again :)
i fear i am overreacting but i am so fucking anxious about this cause i sent the reaction in the work group chat after 10 pm and i’m freaking out like i feel so bad i texted after 10 pm like ahhhhhh im scared he’s gonna hate me now fuck am i being irrational or is this valid?
rate my 12:30 am gas station c/s haul im craving takis but they were out so im trying the new takis & my card declined which was embarrassing but i am very happy i found a 0 cal drink :)
guys i’m gay like actual lesbian gay had an awakening night with one of my close friends in the friend group first night back in town fuck fuck fuck fuck i like girls i have a bf fuck what the fuck love y’all
oh my god y’all this last table i had serving today was so bad this man told me to vote for trump, global warming wasn’t real (it’s literally my major in college), that he doesn’t eat dessert cause it’s a female thing & that i’m gonna get into trouble cause my hair is dyed so
my april goals:
• 1500 cal limit
• >500 cals burnt
• >10000 steps
• >2 liters of water
• fast & omad as much as possible
• burn all calories if over limit
• flat stomach, tiny waist, thigh gap, collarbones & hipbones
went out with my bf tn & these guys on the street said “that’s a beautiful guy” “you’re lucky to have him” it really just rubbed me the wrong way idk i’m used to being the more attractive one & i’m very uncomfortable not being the most attractive one if i was skinny it would be
since this happened on 8/8 and it just feels like the stars are aligning for me rn i wrote a list of manifestations what should i put on it? i think i need to do this all today cause it’s 8/8 pls lemme know! i’m new to manifestation
vegan hot fried chicken, fried okra & crinkle fries from one of my fav local restaurants you can tell i live in the south i barely ate any kinda panicked about the fried part but was still very yummy