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taylor swift’s failed lobotomy - recovery era

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gwen (taylor’s version)
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save me sexy blonde woman with bangs … sexy blonde woman with bangs please save me
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1 year
the ultimate sexuality test is: does this picture trigger you or turn you on
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2 years
LMAOOOOOO
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gwen (taylor’s version)
10 months
y’all are overweight at 120 stay blessed tho farquad
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
why does edtwt eat everything out of a heart bowl like is that the secret to bmi 16
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
if u restrict & don’t drink caffeine u are the most powerful among us
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1 year
anorexic huh? what’s that in your mouth?
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
💞i’m a pilates instructor at a very popular studio in a major U.S. city 🧵🪡this is my thread on how to get closer to the model dream body & the misconceptions on edtwt 🚫18+ & edtwt ONLY! no minors, no non-disordered ppl
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1 year
popular women in the 2000s weren’t THAT skinny. ppl act like they were all bmi 15. but like have you seen br!tney? ne||y furtad0? p!nk? r!hanna? they were all like ripped & 1000% at a healthy weight. i mean they had insane abs but idk why everyone acts like they were emaciated
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skinny can’t fix ugly
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gwen (taylor’s version)
1 year
if i make it to 74 & still care what i look like in a crop top im gonna kill myself lmao
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vera wang is 74 and looks like this.
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1 year
when people say stuff like this do they expect me to defend it lmao like i both have a 401k and cry over the way my arm feels against my side im not exactly living the dream lmao
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
not every ED is rooted in self-hatred. not all of them are even rooted in aesthetics at all. some of us have OCD tendencies. some of us have paranoia. some of us are addicted to the feeling, the ritual. some of us are obsessed with control. it’s not one size fits all
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no because i’d delete my account
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
i can tell u 15k steps a day bitches must not have with severe n crippling depression. i’m a BMR girlie. a lay in bed & sleep all day girlie. an accidentally did a 2 day fast girlie. a bare minimum productivity girlie.
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4 months
anyone else love only eating processed food because it’s easier to gauge the calories and nutrients because of the label or am i just disgusting
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
what do u think bella binges on
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
r these anonymous enough anyways bc if u recognize my body it means we’ve probably fucked n in that case if u expose me i tell everyone ur dick smells like ham
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
PLS work out. add a couple hundred calories to ur daily intake & get 2 moving like it’s infinitely better for ur 1) health 2) looks 3) long term weight loss success like there’s a reason why models are usually bmi 18ish yet look better than most of us at 16. it’s bc they’re FIT
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2 years
losing when you think you gained > cumming
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
anorexics who are potheads are the strongest among us
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gwen (taylor’s version)
6 months
too skinny for the real world too fat for edtwt is the cross i bear
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
how i maintain a low weight + reduce binges ⁃thread for edtwt ONLY!! ⁃tw: includes tips, but not proana.
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9 months
does anyone else eat more around people? like the stereotype is ppl with eds hate eating around people but that’s the only time i can really eat??? and sometimes i literally eat TOO much. is anyone else like this ?
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
restricting is so easy from the morning until the evening. then nightfalls and i transform into a feral rat absolutely ransacking the pantry
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gwen (taylor’s version)
1 year
i love this girl she’s mastered satire like in my head her account is a play on “ed recovery tiktok” or “wieiad” tiktok to highlight how egregious and fake it all is. in my head she’s socratic. in my head this is her dissertation research project.
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Cuts before swallowing what a smart girl
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gwen (taylor’s version)
1 year
gonna have such a hot girl summer (isolate myself to focus on my eating disorder)
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
how the fuck do y’all go out with people & restrict i don’t fucking say “i don’t” bc that’s not helpful lmao
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gwen (taylor’s version)
1 year
it’s practically anatomically impossible for your waist to be more narrow than your head WITHOUT extreme waist training, corseting, or, well, a good editing app. you literally cannot starve yourself to this. idk if that makes you feel better or worse but
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
guess my bmi & be brutally honest & no cheating
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
no, you see, i’m anorexic for the planet. i’m decreasing my carbon footprint. you know, sustainability
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
hey what the actual fuck?
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1 year
QUESTION!!!!!!!! what’s the most weight you’ve lost in the smallest time frame?? pls include ur metrics i wanna seeeee something (how much weight can i lose in as little time as possible)
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
rt if u starve just to be a little silly
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gwen (taylor’s version)
1 year
y’all will be “things to do to avoid binges🥰” and then say shit like watch a movie
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
“omg i saw this girl put TWO SPOONFULS of PEANUT BUTTER in her SMOOTHIE like omg i could NEVER!!!!” and that’s why you’re on an app arguing abt BMIs w kids and she’s at happy hour w friends
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
does anyone else want to eat when they’re sad but starve when they’re happy like shouldnt it be the opposite
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gwen (taylor’s version)
1 year
the self-infantilization of short girls isn’t the most pressing side effect of the patriarchy, but it is perhaps the most annoying
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2 years
i love when hot skinny girls on edtwt know they’re hot and skinny
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
if u have a restrictive ED are you also constantly sick or is there something wrong with me
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1 year
like sure there were the 0lsens, par!s, n!cole r!ch!e, v!ctor!a beckh @m , etc who were super skinny but no one praised them they were the butt of every joke in the tabloids and everyone conveniently forgets that part
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does y’all’s weight not fluctuate literally even day by sometimes more than 2lbs or am i the only one who doesn’t update their bmi in their bio every single day
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1 year
having an eating disorder but looking like you healed your eating disorder…
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
some good youtube channels for pilates + barre! blogilates (most fun) Jessica Valant Pilates (beginners) Move With Nicole (prob best all around) Coach Kel (my personal fave) Action Jacquelyn (HARD) IsaWelly (most mentally comforting)
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2 years
half of edtwt is just spewing fasc!st shit under the guise of being mentally i’ll like y’all … u do realize ur a far right extremist , right ??
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@brutalismus3003 tbh i respect this bc this is how it is & i wish my ab*sive ex could admit it like this like this person admitting this is huge bc most ab*sers refuse to acknowledge they’re doing anything wrong
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@stripesprincess quiet down kitten
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@moonlightkcal babe i think they mean in pounds !! lol
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1 year
all of my girlfriends go out of their way to compliment each other’s bodies in front of me but never mine & it’s so noticeable & hurts my feelings so much
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@ar_ight i do think the angle & pose on the left makes her arm look bigger BUT that arm on the right does not look real… like i’ve never seen an arm like that ……. def edited
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hunger feels better than guilt
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i love my ed is makes me feel special🥰 (im delusional)
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2 years
@sweeethoneypie no ppl addicted to substances do this too it’s just in person & not online bc it’s illegal lmao my ex was an alcoholic & oof… they do nothing but enable each other unfortunately
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gwen (taylor’s version)
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2. if you want the “model” bod, you need to start eating more. on workout days, go no lower than 800 a day, but shoot for 1200cals. on non-WO days, never go lower than 500cals this boosts your metabolic rate & gives you energy to workout & repair muscle, etc
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i must say i think you’re all wrong like i totally think it’s greasy american diner food like burgers & fries & milkshakes & stuff
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1 year
body check 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
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2 years
i water fast for 24 hours and my skin begins to melt and i develop a hunchback and i begin speaking in old english
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@xscats why does it look ai generated
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the fact that we get one life & we’re wasting it by being obsessed with food & body size is wild
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the funniest part is that her meal is absolutely over 600cals lol. all that whining to still go over your limit
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angel ୨୧
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this is so annoying girl just stfu
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2 years
I DONT WANT TO HAVE AN EATING DISORDER BUT IF IM GOING TO HAVE AN EATING DISORDER I SHOULD AT LEAST BE GOOD AT THAT EATING DISORDER
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“get a life” baby i need help
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tw bc// i think these r my favorite bcs of myself and yes i made a little collage of them and yes it took me forever to pick or decide if i even liked any of them and no nobody asked me for this
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omfg?
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
ok but anyone else w an ED that’s never been overweight?? like i never seen anyone talk about anything other than starting overweight
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real
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if you’re over 20 years old & not fatphobic & want to be mutuals pleaseeeeeee lmk i’ve unfollowed so many ppl that now my TL is dead
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i can’t wait to be so skinny that people think i’m body checking just by existing
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if we changed absolutely nothing but marketed ourselves as a “fitness/diet/lifestyle” creators, we would be “inspiring” & “relatable” & would be able to post ourselves w/o worry. but because we acknowledge what we’re doing is fucked up & disordered, suddenly it’s taboo & shameful
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2 years
ur local pilates princess here to remind you to engage your core all day every day 24/7 constant constant constant
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1 year
for ed awareness week you know those fake recovery tiktokers are going to post their lw body checks which means for us, new thinspo abt to drop
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… this is weird??? is this not weird . like he died of accidental starvation alone in the alaskan wilderness like even making a lil joke makes me ……
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the hardest thing about weight loss isn’t effort, it’s consistency.
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gwen (taylor’s version)
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4. why pilates & barre are best: there’s a reason “pilates girl” is an aesthetic. pilates & barre tone your muscles by strengthening your core 1st, muscle group 2nd. it lifts your physique up, even against the wear of gravity, by focusing on tiny movements & body optimization
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i’m convinced some of yall get off on just being straight up angry and mean lol
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i feel this may be misinterpreted these are still skinny women, still a difficult beauty standard to achieve/maintain. im not arguing against that, just saying that ppl act like all pop culture women were SICKLY in the 2000s when in reality a lot of them were just insanely fit
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ppl acting like i was serious like “yeah actually it’s small portions” shut the fuck up
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i wish i could force you all to believe me when i say i am HERE. i do not care if we’re strangers online, i do not care if we’ve never talked. i. am. here. and i want to be here for you. i WANT to hear you. as long as i’m around, you are not alone. please believe me
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@xscats i thought this was a joke and all they were doing was mixing ice and water what omg what is this
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gwen (taylor’s version)
1 year
stones rly is that bitch bc wym i weigh less than 9 stones girl i’m skinny as fuck
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marj ᕙ(◉෴◉)ᕗ
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retweet if ur not in the double digits for stones LOL (1 stone= 14 pounds)
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i love bella hadid so much and she’s [seems like] such a good human and she’s an activist and kind and beautiful and i’m so fucking sick of these fried-ends, poorly-matched-foundation bitches coming for her for being fucking… skinny? get a fucking grip
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packaged items? come to mama
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
6. try to eat something before working out if it’s after 1pm. if you don’t, the workout won’t be as good. make it a high fat snack like spoonful of PB or avocado toast you need protein, but not as much as the gym rats claim. just get some protein in.
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gwen (taylor’s version)
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y’all have run this complaint into the ground what tf do y’all want her to do LMAO be ugly and boring? magically recover? like
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♡ Kamikosa♡
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Y’all don’t think an ed acc that has over 86k followers ain’t fucking werid???
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2 years
these r mine rn
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1 year
tw bc 40lbs later
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1 year
maybe i’m broken but this shit doesn’t trigger me like i really don’t want to be built like a pixar mom. y’all stay safe though
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1 year
she had a lupus flare up & now everyone thinks it’s ok to comment on her body & appearance like idk if y’all know how lupus flares work but… they can make u puffy & gain weight. and they’re super painful
Selena Gomez good lord
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2 years
i know there are extreme cases of EDs + restriction but the way y’all all come on the Lord’s Internet & just lie out of your asses like i have been in the game too long to know 99% of y’all are lying & for what. ur anonymous on edtwt, beloved
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i want massive tits but a boney chest and a fat ass but a delicate frame and curvy hips but skinny thighs and full cheeks but an emaciated face and soft skin but a frail look and the sexiest body you’ve ever seen but also the skinniest body you’ve ever seen. u know?
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literally my internal dialogue the second i swallow food
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🧘🏻‍♀️reminding myself that this is the goal🧘🏻‍♀️
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there’s a 1 in the beginning of my birth year
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
my favorite low calorie vegan snackies 💞🦋🌵 🧵🪡a thread for edtwt
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gwen (taylor’s version)
2 years
8. having an ED is impossible. eating more, eating less, eating the right things or nothing at all… it’s all so hard. but i wanted to give this thread to show you that the difference between you & your dream bod may be changing your workouts & adding a few more cals. ily!
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