Hey, so, I've made a gofundme to help me get laser hair removal. I intend to use some of this money to take a much needed break from my abusive household and visit my girlfriends. If you could please boost or donate, it would mean the world to me. 💜💜💜
Not beating the puppygirl allegations when I:
Desperately want to be collared
Have an emotional breakdown and cry out whenever I’m left alone
Am easily cheered up by basic attention and being pet
Am extremely food motivated
Will do tricks to be called a good girl
To any trans women who would dunk on other trans women for their appearance, know this: if you’re not with all of us, you’re with none of us. If youre not okay with a trans woman having facial hair or things like that give you the ick? Get the fuck out of my community. Block me.
Need to be kissed by a girl in a slow, gentle way that lingers on forever. Fingertips brushed across my cheek and through my hair. To lock eyes for just a moment before another slow kiss. One you can almost feel your very souls touching in a way that says "to me, you are home"
Taking polyamorous out of my bio. I am and will remain, for the foreseeable future, a girl with two girlfriends, but it has become very clear to me that I'm not polyamorous the way most others are, and that it looks extremely different for me. I have a complex relationship with
You know what, fuck it. We’re doing another wigless day without makeup because every single last trans body is beautiful and I’m no less a goddamn woman because genetics took my hairline in my teens. Fuck your body shaming.
It’s gay month and I’m single and sad about it so I promise you all I’m going to be extra gay on the timeline this month. The biggest yearns. The most Sapphic heartaches. The most longing eyes….
I’ve said this so many times but I’ll say it again: If I like you, if I’m interested in you, it’s not some superficial crush. I want to get to know the whole person. Hopes. Dreams. Desires. The things you’re proud of. Afraid of. What makes you feel safe and cozy. (1/2)
Hello, it’s me, the girl who has to shave her face every day until it bleeds and still can’t shave close enough to not have a shadow. I have a GFM pinned to my profile. It would be lovely if anyone could donate even a dollar.
you do not tell the girl shaving her face until it bleeds raw that she’s “valid”, you help her raise money for laser. you do not tell a woman who’s struggling to transition that she’s “so gender”, you help her get HRT. jesus. this isn’t about you.
I want to make more friends. I want to meet more interesting people. I want to make genuine connections and fall for people and get messy and take risks. But I’m just an autistic demisexual girl with a huge heart and I’m so scared and isolated. And frankly I’m a catch.
Is it okay for me to admit armpits are sexy now? That the thought of burying my face in a girls pit and drowning in her smell does things to my brain I could never recover from? My ex thought it was weird but fuck, I swear I could live there….
My attempts at flirting in dms are usually awful bc I'm just really sweet and kind but if you catch me in the proper mood and say the right things I'll end up writing some of the most detailed filth you've ever seen (albeit relatively vanilla due to lack of experience)
The ugly bits we all try to hide. I want to take it all and wrap you up in the comfiest of spaces. To be strong when you can’t. Support you like the most sapphic of exoskeletons. Be in your life. Even if only for brief flashes of time. Every single connection is sacred.💜 (2/2)
I'm not going to lie, it really hurts seeing former mutuals I think are really cool have unfollowed me. Like, I know I shouldn't be bothered by it, but I really am. I don't really have a life offline. Yeah yeah parasocial blah blah. I can't help it. This is all I have.
i wanna play dress-up with a tgirl who's not as invested in fashion and doll her all up in all my cool clothes and introduce her to styles she hasnt even conceived. i want to do her makeup in such an awesome alternative style and show her how to shine so brightly ♡♡
Being touch starved is wild bc I’m actually really interesting and have a bunch of cool autistic special interests I could infodump about but the second a girl talks to me, especially in voice, my brain turns to mush and all I can think is “girls….pretty”🫠
Starting to realize that it’s never been that I don’t or can’t flirt, it’s just that my autistic idea of flirting is sharing things with you and infodumping about my life and it just slowly escalates until you either end up my best friend or I’m moaning into your ear in clips 😅
Don’t laugh at Sony for the failure of Concord. Laugh at Sony for releasing a 700 USD pro console revision in one of the worst climates we’ve ever seen.
Look, I rarely if ever post myself on here without heavy makeup because I get a lot of dysphoria looking at my face, but this is the first time I’ve genuinely smiled like this in my entire life, and I just have to celebrate it. 💜
Twitter dying will sever my connection to the tiny bit of community I have. I care about so many of you. There is no local community for me. There’s nothing. I can’t just go outside and meet people. Since it’s all going to hell, you can find me on discord: violetwren
Another day, another 10k trans account who would mock my daily appearance and say I'm not trying hard enough to be trans. Why do we have to keep doing this.
Forget “would you love me if I was a worm?”, today it’s “would you love me even if I was a BPDbrained girlthing with separation anxiety and attachment issues but will love you forever and fucks like a thing possessed?”
I have never felt so insulted and fucking invalidated in my life. I am not a parasite for wanting to be taken care of and given a safe loving environment to heal from a lifetime of abuse and abandonment. I fucking deserve so much better.
My entire life:
Someone I barely know: *genuine act of kindness*
Me: I have fallen hopelessly in love with you. I spend my days pining for your attention and yearning for your touch. I long to fulfill your every wish and fantasy. I am drawn to your eyes like moth to flame.
The curse of being a nerd with zero rizz is thinking of terrible pickup lines like “Damn, are you The Enigma of Amigara Fault? Because that hole was made for me.” and posting them without an ounce of regret
@MacabreBarbie13
My brand is…weird. I need a small number of deep, intense relationships with people who don’t have a whole lot of other things going on. One of these will always gravitate to being deeper and more intense than the others by way of my BPD and the favorite person thing.
@KATTYWUMPAFRUIT
*looks back at my dependent relationship with a trans woman who made enough income to live lavishly in London while I couldn't even afford my HRT most of the time* yeahhhh you may have a point here with that 20%
Had an amazing day out with
@TheSunnyOne2
and
@HannahBag
today. Have lots of pics to post later but here’s one of me and Anya together next to one of the standing stones
Maybe tmi but, now that I’m starting to date and the potential for gay sex in the future has drastically increased, I’m starting to worry about things down there. HRT kinda made things shrink a lot .