I saw it coming for a while as he was climbing up there in years, but Spice unfortunately passed away this afternoon. I’ll be taking an undetermined hiatus from streaming, I know I said I had some stories for y’all but I really need this time. I love y’all and I’m sorry ♥️
I’m late for my early stream buuut…this is why 🫣 I kinda don’t like it but 🤷🏻♀️ I followed a Bob Ross YouTube video and just relaxed so I lost track of time
TwitchCon Vegas Day 1 was a success got to see beautiful
@Divna33
again this year AND got to meet the lovely
@thatonebritt_
in person ♥️♥️ now off to dinner 🍽️
Last year I constantly put others above me and made sure to be there even when mentally I could barely hold myself up. I’m done doing that, no matter how much I was there at the expense of myself, the energy was never returned and I’m exhausted. This year I’ll show up for ME.
Why is it always the “nice guys” that ASSUME you owe them simply because they’re doing the bare minimum of treating you kindly???? If you do something with the intention that it will be rewarded it’s not ACTUALLY kindness. Thank you for coming to my TedTalk 🫡
Here’s an update on this painting I started a while back…hadn’t touched it for a while until today. I can’t get it exactly how I want it and it’s frustrating me 🥲
I’ve decided for the rest of my trip there will be no streams from me but I will continue posting updates on Instagram and Twitter, honestly maybe I need this break to be away and just be with family. I’ll keep y’all updated through my socials 🫶🏼 (photo from San Diego)
Before I get into the announcement understand IT IS NOT THAT SERIOUS just a content wise announcement. Following today I will officially be leaving Siege, I'll be switching to main MW2/WZ and Valorant. I hope y'all will stick with me on this journey as I switch my content up 🙂
It really is so funny the people who can’t seem to keep my name out of their mouths even when they’re no longer part of my life. And it’s always the ones who used to be closest too isn’t it.
Haven’t done a progress update on this painting in a while. Little forewarning before anyone says anything; I still have MONTHS of work left, this is NO WHERE NEAR complete. But yeah here’s the update in case anyone wanted to see.
Love being called “prude” “virgin” “uptight” and other such derogatory terms by people and my family simply because I don’t drink and don’t want to drink alcohol 👍🏼
I just wanted to update you guys on this hiatus I've been taking and let y'all know that I am planning to take the rest of the year off and I will be back in January to start the new year off. That being said, my YouTube upload schedule will remain the same ❤️❤️
Tonights stream was hella fun getting back to some Siege content. Thank you
@RustyR6S
@daisylion13
and
@evilyonii
for the raids 🫶 And thank you everyone for the games 🥰 I'll see y'all tomorrow @ 12 AM MST (clip from today I'm just better sometimes, Favela is my map)
TwitchCon Day 2 🫶🏼 I had so much fun and it’s been so great meeting everyone in person 🥰🥹(I have an obsession with stuffed animals and pillows 🧸 so these will not be the last that I get here 🤣)
Forgot I had this photo 🤭
@HamcheeseYT
@Zladrr
This was TwitchCon Day 1 that I missed but I got to meet these guys as well as the others 🫶🏼 (first words out of Cheese’s mouth when he saw me: “You’re so tiny!” 😭😂)
TwitchCon Day 3 I’m literally so hyped I got to meet
@sagemommy_69
and
@NattIsTaken
😆 I’m so awkward in person it’s not even funny but they were both so sweet. TwitchCon Las Vegas 2023 was a big success I had so much fun ♥️
Tonight’s return stream was a big success really thank you everyone who came in to support even after my long break. 🥰 The biggest thank you to the lovely
@squishQueenie
for the raid 🫶🏼 and thank you everyone for the games. I’ll see y’all tomorrow @ 9 PM MST
I’m sorry I didn’t stream last night and I didn’t say anything, but to be honest I’m mentally in a far worse place and I’ve got some stuff going on in my life that’s really taking a toll so I’m gonna take a break from everything, I’ll be back when I’m ready I love y’all sm ♥️
I’m dying 🤧🤒 going from sea level back up to the mountains wrecks havoc on my body every time. Depending on how I feel later I may not stream but I’ll keep y’all updated 🫶🏼♥️
Tonight’s stream was super fun thank you everyone who came in for my last normalish stream before I leave 🫶🏼 thank you Jas__P for the raid I’ll see y’all tomorrow for some party games 👀 (Time is TBD I’ll keep y’all updated)
Okay but no for real, we do not owe ANYONE our time and energy EVER. For any reason. Just because they’re a “nice guy” or are interested in us, it does not give them a right to demand we talk to them or give them our energy. The only person we owe ANYTHING to is ourselves.
Tonights stream had a lot of jump scares and I screamed probably the majority of the time but it was fun. Thank you
@HamcheeseYT
and
@MillerTvGaming
for the raids ♥️ See y'all tomorrow for regularly scheduled Siege @ 12 AM MST (next horror game on the list, Devour, is on Friday)
In one stream y’all have managed to hit 3 of the goals and are close to hitting the fourth while also managing to break a hype train record for me 😭🫶🏼 wtf y’all are amazing I love you guys
Follow botting on Twitch is such a low life thing to do, like wow good to know I’m on your mind so much ! Get a life and find something else to spend your money on.
Arizona Day 1// so far a lot of driving I slept sitting up in the car and on a recliner and now I’ll be sleeping on a couch bed 😂😭 went swimming with my cousins and got splashed in the face a lot but it’s been fun 🥰
So uh starting today I will be doing Spooktober and as y'all hit the sub goals I will be playing these games. My mod Izalia has already hit the first sub goal so tomorrow will be a Dead by Daylight stream👀
Thank you
@GavRunnin
for being the absolute best duo and getting on to play Valorant and level up an account he made so he could play comp with me even though he’s been up for 48+ hours. W duo for real for real 🫶🏼
Tonights stream was super fun thank you
@ItsLaurenn21
and smolbeanttv for the raids ! and thank you everyone for the games I'll see y'all tomorrow @ 9 PM MST (mid ass clip from comp because this was the only game we won and we played like five ft.
@GavRunnin
)
Tonights stream was fun albeit a little rough on the games, thank you srirachamaeyo and spencer_hack for the raids and thank you everyone for the games. I'll see y'all tomorrow @ 12 AM MST (Ranky clip ft.
@thatonebritt_
@RachelbooTwitch
@Sketch_opotamus
and
@DuztyS
)
Tonight’s stream was the biggest W thank you
@MillerTvGaming
@squishQueenie
@thatonebritt_
@BlarneR6
@m7kro_
and Renvio for the raids and hosts 🫶🏼 thank you everyone for the games it was a super fun day y’all fr made this a pretty great birthday 🥹 I’ll see ya tomorrow @ 8 PM MST
Tonight’s stream was a little rough on the games but thank you
@theannieclaire
@m7kro_
and
@HamcheeseYT
for the raids 🫶🏼 and thank you everyone for the games I’ll see y’all tomorrow @ 12 AM MST
Y’ALL ONCE AGAIN HIT ALL THE SUB GOALS IN ONE STREAM WTF 😭🥹🫶🏼
Spooktober Week 2:
Monday (today): Siege/Devour
Tuesday: Inside the Backrooms
Wednesday: Human Fall Flat
Thursday: Little Nightmares
Friday: Labrinthine
Saturday: Mystery Prize 👀
Sunday: Mystery Prize Pt. 2
Tonights stream was super fun thank you
@RedzFps
and
@segenoel
for the raids ♥️ and thank you everyone for the games ! I'll see y'all tomorrow @ 9 PM MST (Valorant fail ft.
@GavRunnin
and
@R6Nal
)
Tonight was my last stream before I leave tomorrow morning to be away for a week. I’ll be back May 26th but I managed to get my Diamond tonight courtesy of
@HamcheeseYT
@Justtdivne
Spec Goon and
@DaYokaa
🫶🏼🫶🏼 (I didn’t get to see the animation because of Cheese though 😒😂)
Just found out that your hands and feet being constantly cold means your body is in survival and isn’t prioritizing your extremities because of stress…I’M SORRY WHAT!! That’s not normal?!? 😭
Tonights stream was so much fun thank you
@RustyR6S
and
@navirae_
for the raids ♥️ and thank you everyone for the games ! I'll see y'all tomorrow @ 9 PM MST (
@lamskii
and I are the best duo 🥰, ft. a funny clip of Rusty)