📢🐶 I've set up a Ko-Fi goal to help me cover my dog's cancer treatment!
Mom refuses to help and I cant cover her treatment and my rent with my salary alone
Any interactions are appreciated 🥹
My rapist is coming to live with us again bc my mom thinks it's okay
PLEASE help me get the hell out of here
If I don't make it out I know I won't make it to 22
📢GFM UPDATE, PLEASE RT📢
Please help me flee to safety with my pets in August!
All the info on my situation is in the link, but feel free to ask me anything and i'll be happy to share/clarify anything!
"What if I make the artist uncomfortable with too many compliments after they send me my commission? :( "
This is BY FAR the best reaction i've had after sending a finished piece. PLEASE send as many keysmashes, compliments and random rambling as you want, we LOVE this shit
My rapist is coming to live with us again bc my mom thinks it's okay
PLEASE help me get the hell out of here
If I don't make it out I know I won't make it to 22
@bara_moe_bltch
Usually idc for obvious nsfw-bait models/art but the proportions and physics are so extremely exaggerated that this genuinely looks atrocious
📢GFM UPDATE, PLEASE RT📢
Please help me flee to safety with my pets in August!
All the info on my situation is in the link, but feel free to ask me anything and i'll be happy to share/clarify anything!
I CAN'T be the only one that finds it really fucking cringe when furries are like "Omg my mom said who's a good boy and I perked up but she was talking to our dog >_<" or "Omg I accidentally barked in front of my coworker >////< so embawassing" like what the fuck are you on?
THANK YOU FOR HELPING US REACH OUR GOAL WITH YOUR KINDNESS 🥹
As mentioned in the GFM, the money will be used for these goals ONLY. I will be doing these errands one at a time and posting pictures as proof of progress!
Please know extra donations will help with school fees!
Today is my birthday
As my bday gift, please RT this and spread it around. All info about my situation is there
I need all the help I can get to keep my pets and myself safe. I can't stay here anymore
@starsleeps
Same hat!! I always use warmer colors when using the nb flag
I made a tweet about it forever ago just wanting to share my version, got a few tasteful comments :P
Did I move out:
Unfortunately, no. I am currently still living with both my childhood rapist and my abuser. Thankfully, my rapist spends most of his time elsewhere, but my mom/abuser keeps our doors open for him at any time of the day or night.
The first thing i'll be doing is start the paperwork needed for my pets to travel with me. I plan to do this sometime in the next 2 weeks (I'd do so sooner but unfortunatey I need to stay at home to help take care of my mom. I will post a couple pictures of that for proof too)
@Kabu_rion
I was expecting the character change/timeskip right after the first dog goes to attack The Blight, but I still had to double check and compare the markings to make sure. You did a great job
What happened:
I did not have enough money. The GFM was meant to cover the "paperwork" side of everything (visa/exams/vet requirements) and that was 100% covered. I was planning to cover my student tuition with a bank loan, but unfortunately this was rejected.
@ProjectBadlands
That video hit SO hard the first time I watched it, I immediately drew myself reassuring Opal and giving her a burger while tears were blurring my vision. I love you Opal
It was not a clean and early rejection either.
Our bank loan request was delayed repeatedly due to "missing paperwork" that they kept on "forgetting to ask for" again and again. I was still waiting on a reply by the middle of July.
That's when they finally rejected it.
TLDR:
Bank refused our loan for my student tuition
Plan has been delayed until next year
One of two things will happen from now until August 2024:
- I will try to save up money while re-applying for a bank loan to cover my student tuition
- I will be dead
Simply hope for me.
// SH , suicide mention
I was not exaggerating at all when I said in my original post that I believe I will not make it to 22 if I do not make it out of this household. The only thing that has kept me here has been my fear of oblivion and my pets.
There's a more accurate word for it that I am missing right now, but basically my portfolio had already been approved, so next year I can apply for the Art & Design Foundation course again and then let them know my entry process had already been started this year.
At that point, it was too late for me to get the amount of money needed for my student tuition through a different path, and after talking about it with the university worker that had been assisting me in my whole process, I decided to let them delay my entry to next September.
Where are the donations:
In my bank account. I know there were a lot of people calling me a scammer, saying I should just contact the police, and saying I was only planning to run with the money.
No. It is all intact in my bank account (my mom does not have access to it)
What's next:
For now, I will simply try to work and get as much money as possible to cover my student tuition while re-applying for a new bank loan in January. Basically the plan is the same, simply delayed by 1 year.
If you can't donate, what else can you do to help me?
I do not use this money. I have a separate phone app for my daily-use income, and any amount of money I have extra gets deposited into my account.
I still intend to use it for my escape and nothing else.
Any progress tweets will be linked under here as a thread! So if you've donated any amount, you'll be able to see that your money has truly gone towards these goals only.
Thank you for wanting me to be safe and happy. I'll stay strong until I can move out in August 🤍🖤💛
FIRST UPDATE:
The vet will stop by later today to take a blood sample and microchip both my cat and my dog.
Blood sample will be sent out of the country to a certified lab for rabies-related tests. This is the first out of 3 (technically 2*) steps needed to take them with me
So, I couldn't get in-action pictures as I had to assist the vet
The following pictures are for proof:
- Michi after being sedated for blood samples + microchip
- Documents + emails w/ times received today
- Whatsapp messages today telling me where to transfer payment to
I'm not vocal about my struggles on this main account, but if you were curious enough to follow my private @/ZabdielBarks, then you've seen my self harm pictures + my manic vents and rants throughout these past months
I am still "here", but I am not "holding on" anymore.
@DoctorDoggo_Dev
I LOVE MANGLE SHE'S BEEN MY FAV SINCE FNAF 2 CAME OUT!!! He definitely altered my brain chemistry and helped me figure out im nonbinary years later. Thank you Mangle
Really bad update 🥲
My mom fucked things up extremely badly, I was not able to get a bank loan to cover the deposit for the tuition
EVEN IF i tried to use the entire GFM money i'd only be 1/4 of the way there. I don't know what to do haha
End of Updates for a while:
It's official, I was not able to get a loan to cover the deposit of my studies. I will be working with the uni assistant to instead difer my application for September 2024
Thank you for the encouragement and the good wishes :,]
I'm glad so many people like my silly little edit! Feel free to use it, no need to credit me :]
Little GFM plug, consider donating so I can safely move out with my 2 pets out of a really bad home! Any amount helps
Update
It is THIS late in the process and we're still not certain if the bank will accept our loan or not.
I might have to suck it up and try to live under this roof for another whole year so I can study next September instead, this gives me time to save up money.
I say "at least this gives me time to save up money" because i'm trying so hard to stay positive
I wasn't exaggerating when I said I do not think i'll stay alive if I stay here another year, but if I've made it through 20 years of horrible abuse I can make it thru 1 more year
I know this is not a positive update, and i'm really sorry if i'm disappointing anyone even though some of these things I cannot immediately control.
I'll keep pushing to get out of here this year, and if I cannot then I will do my best to make it to next year
(In the screenshot, the university worker is explaining to me how we can differ my current application to the next opening in September 2024, however the tuition price will be raised by 10-13% or around 1.5K/2K gbp)
@shadowsight345
That's disappointing, I was wishing them well on their recovery from that type of trauma, but the sceenshots you shared are NOT just a "relapse", it's so gross
"Spy doesn't own cute girls posing while dressed like tigers!"
True!
"I just so happen to use the same color, the exact same clothes design with the exact same marking placement! even on the start of the character's tail!"
Uhm! About that!
@RavioliCraft
Could you point out how you messed up with this one? It'd be a good exercise to understand what you see wrong with it when i'm in the same boat as many others with "Oh shit this looks awesome"
The GFM says my goal has been reached. This is not true until I've secured a bank loan. ANY amount is extremely helpful
The goal hasn't been updated since it is such an immense amount I feel embarrassed about it
To be transparent:
My tuition would be +15k GBP (+18k USD)
It's genuinely so amusing seeing them show so much proof of them just so happening to have similar ideas to Spy after they have it
Like, no yeah, you TOTALLY just happened to draw the exact same clothes in the second example, it's just different colors! Wow!
Thank you so much to the person who donated 1k a few hours ago, you left no message with your donation but I appreciate it endlessly
Thank you to all who have donated at all regardless of the amount, I did not expect the attention this got <:']
@SPITROT
THIS CONCEPT IS SO INTERESTING it's so fun seeing everyone come up with their own infection aus recently, but yours has definitely stood out!! Love the art to match too
I dont mean people who behave like this with friends and people in the community, only those who go do so with "outsiders" like coworkers/classmates and such
I can't be the weird one for thinking you should be able to Act and Behave appropriately and not like a "uwu kyoot puppy"
@DHooray
@illmondnuts
Nope, it can sound mundane (such as the wonder bread guy) or oddly specific but doesn't sound sexual (such as another reply mentioning drowning in quick sand)
@acidum_valericc
I'm so used to people drawing gruesome and scary stages that seeing Scootaloo look so peaceful while reading "Died protecting her friends" brought me to tears so suddenly :,,)) you have a gorgeous art style
@kettakujo
Please get offline for now and go talk with your parents or a sibling you trust, or at least get in a discord call with friends you are comfortable with. You need to step back and calm down
EMERGENCY COMMlSSlONS - 0/8 SLOTS (FURRY OR NOT)
Need a bit over 💲400 to be able to take out a Ioan for my studies elsewhere so I can move out of an abusive househoId (w/🐶🐱)
Replies help w/ aIgorithm 🥲
@RavioliCraft
Now that I stare at it for longer I see the asymmetry on the eyes specially,, honestly nothing that couldnt be tweaked around but idk what the focus/restrictions of the study was so :p
@Some_dumm_wah
This is how it's looking rn :,] most of this (a bit over the 500) was from the first time I made this GFM for the starting expenses last October
So it's not looking good for the next goals for August
@S_I_Ds
They couldve gotten all the context needed by clicking on the original qrt and reading 2 tweets :/ im sorry weirdos are trying to accuse you of weird things
Is it just me or did this person incriminate themselves even further while trying to defend themselves from being a copycat? 😭
It's hilarious seeing them show "mapped" comparisons and completely ignore the biggest red flags. Look at those balloon arms
@kettakujo
I mean.. if any of this was true, you can tell them to send the picture and then screenshot it as evidence, but we guarantee you this is just Addi trying to scare you
@JackMidnightpaw
@theterm000
Seriously wondering the same
At this point this feels like another "popopoka's blind girl" comic where all updates are only about hurting the same character over and over without anything good happening to them
📢📢 EMERGENCY VET 📢📢
I need 5⃣5⃣💵to treat her teeth, this includes the antibiotics and the cleaning of her entire mouth (More info below)
Doing two full icons to cover this, please RT
I wanna say this again: if you have questions about my situation, you're more than welcome to DM me asking about it
Whether it's because you're confused about something or because you want to question me on why I've not done XYZ, I don't mind. I like to be transparent about it
@polarsquared
PLEASE be careful and store your money somewhere safe asap, PayPal LOVES to randomly freeze accounts. As soon as you have the money to buy the thing you wanted, please buy it instantly
@BlaizeDew
@general236
Why did you add that first part at all? How come you don't remember saying those things to them but remember they were "being transphobic"??
Trying to make it sound like a 14yo being transphobic means it's okay for a 18yo to sexually harass them