My wife is currently sheltering in place in the UNC library stacks, my daughter is in lockdown again at her elementary school for the second time in two weeks, and I'm here, working from home, unable to do anything but sit and wait.
I'm in Chapel Hill and this is my 8-year-old's first day at school and she's on lockdown because of an at-large shooter on UNC's campus. I am so, so fucking tired of this stupid nightmare country.
What I'm saying is that you can be in your house 24/7, you can work from home, have groceries delivered, never see a movie or a concert, but this American gun insanity will touch you sooner than later.
My mother died this morning. Here she is at 16, just before she had me. Even this young, she’d known a life of hardship and that people who are supposed to love you and protect you often don’t. Yet, in this photo, she smiles because she was strong.
Everyone I know is behind, running ragged, totally burnt out. My authors, my peer reviewers, my colleagues, my friends and family. Can we collectively take, like, a dang week off? (PAID?) Okay, back to emails.
Just before she died, I learned my mother had an abortion not long after having me. She had to so we could be free of my father, who was not a good person at the time. She saved us both. Abortion saves lives.
Unexpectedly hit with a grief wave. It’s my daughter’s birthday and my mom will not text, call, or visit ever again. Death is never over. I don’t have a box to nestle this in to make it make sense.
Happy to share the news that my first book of short stories will be published next year by
@Press53
! Very excited to be working with such great folks. Please look out for my very good and not-at-all-sad book sometime next fall!
I owe her a lot. But the people who hurt her when she was young took away something from me too. I won’t ever forgive them for that. Mom, I wish people had loved you so you could have shown more love to those who needed you. I will miss you. I am glad you’re not hurting anymore.
My father just called me, coughing from a hospital bed. He has COVID. He got both shots. Didn't have time to get the booster, being a junk seller on Social Security. He needed to work, pay those bills. We have failed ourselves, all of us, and we will all pay the price for it.
I know there’s a lot going on right now but my mom’s cancer surgery was successful and I just got the second blurb for my forthcoming short story collection. Gonna go and be thankful for a while.
A friendly reminder to all the fiction writers who do seasonal book round-ups for major media: University presses publish fantastic literary nonfiction, fiction, and poetry. Moving your focus from NYC and Graywolf et al for your lists will pay off, I promise you.
If taking a sick day to take your mother to her chemo appointment and returning to a barrage of emails about missed deadlines doesn't radicalize you nothing will
It is a specific thing to be raised by a survivor of abuse. She protected us from what had happened to her, but in doing so had to withdraw, to not show vulnerability or demonstrate love like others might. She needed to be closed off, or she wouldn’t have survived childhood.
Any of y'all just really fucking sad about the world right now? And are being made to feel crazy that we keep going to work and eating dinner and looking at our phones? And we're supposed to vote for one of these motherfuckers???
I'm no revolutionary but maybe...revolution?
She died peacefully after living with cancer for two years. She never let on how much pain she felt, though I could see the relief in her face when the morphine kicked in. She was tough. She had to be. She didn’t talk about her pain or her emotions because of how she grew up.
I had the worst year I’ve ever had in 2022. I hope—regardless of timeline, doomscroll, and very real and earned global anxieties—we all have a better, easier, and simpler year ahead of us.
It's been a long and tough day, but in the midst of it all I wrote a glowing letter of recommendation for our acquisitions student assistant for a summer research gig, and that's really the point of all of this isn't it? To offer support to those that might not have it otherwise.
A year ago today my mom died. I don’t know what future anniversaries will hold but today is many currents, all pulling me into different places. Some of them good. Instead of a snapshot, let me give you a look at the deed of her house. You were ahead of your time, mom. Miss you.
Over COVID, I have had exactly one type of author who is intolerant of how long it takes to edit their manuscript, how long peer review takes during a global pandemic, who doesn't hesitate to demand alacrity in a time of mass illness, and that author is always a white man over 60
Thanks for all the notes, texts, and comments. They're very much appreciated! Dad is back home (he'd been in the hospital since the 25th). He sounds terrible, but I'm trying to arrange some help for him since he lives alone. Thanks again to the folks who reached out!
My father just called me, coughing from a hospital bed. He has COVID. He got both shots. Didn't have time to get the booster, being a junk seller on Social Security. He needed to work, pay those bills. We have failed ourselves, all of us, and we will all pay the price for it.
It’s been a rough and stressful week and it’s not gotten better. My 5 year old daughter drew a manatee at school, which is amazing. I don’t know if there’s a lesson here, so I’ll just say let’s all be the manatee we want to be.
I’m in Ohio! If you happen to be in Ohio too, please come say hello at the
@UNC_Press
booth! Proudly showing off our excellent App Studies books for App Studies ‘23!
#appalachia
Today, grief feels not like a hole in the heart or any other kind of absence, but heavy winter coat I cannot take off, something that will always be there and make its presence known.
I picked up my 1st grader from school yesterday, and because of Uvalde there was a cop stationed at the entrance. I can tell you that did not make me feel safer. It just made me angrier.
I had to hide my quarantine buzzcut from the camera, but here's a brief video of me in lieu of attending
#ASA2020
. Reach out and let's talk about your book! Stay safe, wear that mask, and I hope to see y'all next year.
Although we can't gather together in person for the
#ASA2020
annual meeting this weekend, you can still browse our recent sociology titles, connect with editor
@Lucas_Church
, and more through our virtual exhibit:
@ASAnews
First Christmas without mom. She never loved it, which makes this all feel more weird. She felt she couldn’t provide for us, hated how poverty grinds itself into your face at the worst moments. Maybe one day I’ll figure this all out.
"I move in with Uncle, who lives next to a trash heap. The heap is privately owned, not the country dump, not open to just anybody, and it's haloed with crows."
-Lucas Church, "Year of the Rat"
#NOR21
#fiction
@Lucas_Church
It's been a long and tough day, but in the midst of it all I wrote a glowing letter of recommendation for our acquisitions student assistant for a summer research gig, and that's really the point of all of this isn't it? To offer support to those that might not have it otherwise.
Read our statement written by editor
@brndnpr
in support of
@garrett_felber
, scholar-activist and UNCP author whose tenure-track professorship was recently terminated by the University of Mississippi.
My seven year old just had a school-stress meltdown because tech issues meant she wouldn't be able to complete a writing assignment. Full on meltdown. Little kids shouldn't be stressed about school. We're doing this all wrong.
During my MFA defense, one of my professors called one of my stories "post-modernist horseshit." It was a series of re-imagined TV shows, more of a list than a traditional short story. A few months later,
@rgay
published it in PANK, so I think I won that one.
Tweet your favorite diss while in grad school.
Mine: I went to my mathematical logic professor for help understanding the proof of a complicated theorem. He replied: “Don’t feel bad, Scott. Even talented students have problems with this.”
And just like that we are close to the finish line. Come grab some quality
@UNC_Press
books while they last. Grad discounts available! (We love you and you can have a free book.)
#MLA23
#MLA2023
I wrote a flash story, and I'd be honored if y'all took a look. Big thanks to the crew at
@JellyfishReview
for taking a chance on a weird thing. (The story, not me.)
Happy pub day to George Henderson—who is smartly not on the bird app! A fascinating look at the Very Complicated John Fahey and his writing and music. A must-read for anybody interested in whiteness, race, and American music.
@UNC_Press
Me: Well, now I can spend more time with the family, read those manuscripts, do some yardwork, maybe build that shed I've been thinking about.
Also me: what lunch wine pairs best with off-brand Doritos
@RColesworthy
Love the thing in peer review discussions when journals, monographs, the humanities, the sciences, nonprofit university presses, and for-profit science publishers get lumped into one, unworkable problem. Super helpful!!!
Three months today since my mom died. Grief makes a joke of time. Some moments she’s still here. Others she’s always been a memory, never real. Always tripping back and forth.
Author signing at
#AWP23
at the
@UNC_Press
table going on right now! The amazing Stephanie Elizondo Griest is signing copies of “All the Agents and Saints”! Booth 522! More exclamation points!!!
Some acquisitions editors have editorial assistants, some supervise assistant or associate editors, some work with acquisitions coordinators, some have no direct support, and all of this influences the types and number of manuscripts we can sign, nurture, champion, and yes, edit.
I am devastated to learn about David K. Jones' passing. I've been working with David on his new book on health inequities in the Delta. I just emailed him a day before he passed that we secured another peer reviewer. I'm just heartbroken.
A bit of (personal) happiness during these times: my story “Taxonomies” is out now in the latest
@HotelAmerika
. It’s about failure, writing, and settling for what you can get. Hope you can check it out!
In the spirit of publishing scholarship on the southern organizing tradition, and with the author's full support, we are making Robin D. G. Kelley's "Hammer and Hoe: Alabama Communists during the Great Depression" freely available:
#BAmazonUnion
#UnionYES
We asked
@Lucas_Church
, who will be teaching a Fiction I class for us
@epiloguebooksch
about writing rituals, recently read books, and the revision process. Read all about it on our blog!