Yesterday I had a bad depression day. I had to take my Ativan and I felt defeated but I used all the stuff I’ve worked on for the past 10 years. I washed my hair and I cooked a good dinner and I worked out and I survived the day. Win more than you lose.
My brother got arrested last night because he “had expired plates”. They put him face down on the concrete and then didn’t let him make a phone call for 15 hours. The judge saw him and threw the case out. Sigh. Time is a flat circle.
A 17 year old girl was strong enough to not run away from injustice and thanks to her and the video she took justice was served. Be part of the solution even if it’s hard.
The best person I have ever met in my entire life is my dad. I know that everyone says it but mine was the best. This morning we lost him. Please hug your dads for those of us that can’t.
Dad update: he’s out of surgery and in the ICU but the kidney is gone. Your prayers, thoughts, hugs, and support mean the world to me and shame on anyone who says online strangers can’t be friends.
My mother in law passed away last week and it was rough. A bunch of people I met through this stupid godforsaken website took the time to check in and just..thanks. Depression is a cold bitch but none of you are.
I really don’t want to address current events on this cesspool of a website. I think the people who will genuinely listen already get it and the people who don’t won’t care about my opinion anyway. But I live in fear everyday.
I haven’t hugged my dad who has gotten a kidney removed and is now going through chemo (completely alone) since all of this started. So ya. Inject me with fire ants if it means I can do what I dream of again. Thx.
Imagine if George Floyd was me and you had to watch my murder on loop. You would be in mourning and angry. So pretend the lives that are stolen are the same people who make you smile everyday and you’ll be mad too.
Ive been scary depressed for a week now. Every day I wake up and breath and try and move more, drink more water, journal when I like something even if it’s as small as a meme. I’m not pushing love away. I will defeat this. I am bigger than temporary sadness.
Can’t wait for all the washed media fans to discover the episode where Jake thought DNA test were done through sperm and people were just cranking it and mailing it back to
SCOOP: Spotify is shutting down its original, namesake podcasting studio — Spotify Studios — and laying some of the team off. I talked to employees about what went wrong and mismanagement inside the company’s podcasting apparatus