#Fellas
#NAFOfellas
Hi everyone. These are still sad and difficult days for me. I need every bit of stamina to keep trying to continue and solve my situation. But the isolation and loneliness still hits very hard.
I won't be here much time these days, but be sure that:
Bad news. I have had problems with the house I rented and I need to look for another place. I need to do it ASAP.
This is more stressful for me than you imagine.
I need to be on this full time, so I can't be here very much.
Keep on bonking Fellas!
Update on me and the cats.
I tried my best, but I can't take care of them. Still without a job, needing to move, depressed and isolated, totally saturated and almost paralyzed, because I'm an autistic person, I just can't do any more for them.
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#TalesFromADepressedMan
I'm sick. My left kidney is worse. I can't get help and also can't get a crappy job. Since nobody will help me here (I'm more than sure of that) I have left just one solution.
If someday in the near future you stop seeing me here, you will know why.
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Not feeling well fellas. Both physically and mentally. I'm afraid that my mental state is making feel worse.
This is the main reason why I'm not much around here these days.
Now I'm going to buy some groceries and later I'll be back. I can really use some meaningful chat now.
Sé de antemano que esto que escribo será muy probablemente ignorado, pues no soy importante. Y ya sabemos cómo funcionan los algoritmos de las redes sociales. Sin embargo lo escribo para dejar testimonio de lo que puede pasar a una persona con depresión que está sola.
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For all the fellas that are following me and I still don't follow back, please excuse me. I am in a difficult situation right now. I will follow back all of you but I need time.
#StoriesFromADepressedMan
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I don't know for how long I will be here, but it's not much for sure. No matter what I try, I can't do enough. My body is failing and it won't last enough. My mind is broken and I cannot fix it by myself.
Isolation kills, but until I'm dead nobody...
Update on the update.
I got another rejection.
You can't imagine how I'm feeling right now. Really. It hurts me more that you can, again, imagine.
I'm capable of many things, but nobody wants me.
And here you have two answers:
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Update.
I still struggle to get a job, but I'm afraid nobody will give me one because I don't have enough good credentials. Being intelligent and capable is not enough. So I'm very fucked up.
I will try to continue but I lose the hope again.
Don't worry if you don't see me here.
Here's the full package: burnout, stress, anxiety, depression, autism and local social isolation.
Even if I talk to you fellas I still feel very lonely. It's not the same words on a screen than a real conversation with a friend face to face.
Today I'm just feeling bad. Still too much pressure on my tired mind. I need to rest, but the cats need me.
Imagine the worst burnout you have had, multiply it several times and make it last years.
Sometimes you just can't continue and need to rest.
Stephen King (
@StephenKing
) is undoubtedly a great writer, but as anybody else he can talk nonsense about something he doesn't understand.
Putin invaded a sovereign country. Zelenskyy is defending his own country against Putin's genocidal invasion.
I think Putin and Zelinsky ought to stop killing people and settle their differences mano a mano on Pay Per View. I’d love to see Mr. Z kick Putin’s ass.
Here's the full package: burnout, stress, anxiety, depression, autism and local social isolation.
Even if I talk to you fellas I still feel very lonely. It's not the same words on a screen than a real conversation with a friend face to face.
I am a Fella and I am here to fight ᵣussia with my humble means.
I am here to support Ukraine and other struggling for their freedom.
I will never hide this.
and I will not stop until ᵣussia dïes.
I am a Fella and I am here to fight ᵣussia with my humble means.
I am here to support Ukraine and other struggling for their freedom.
I will never hide this.
and I will not stop until ᵣussia dïes.
My turn of having COVID, it seems. As I've been in Mexico City, using the crappy subway, my best guess is that I got it there.
I have lots of things to do but I started having problems to breath. Nothing too bad, but nevertheless I need some rest, but I can't.
Crappy subway:
Fellas from Mexico City I need your help for being able to get another place to live in. Please DM me if you can and want to help.
Fellas de la Ciudad de México necesito su ayuda para poder conseguir un lugar para vivir. Por favor mandar DM si pueden y quieren ayudar.
#TalesFromADepressedMan
I'm sick. My left kidney is worse. I can't get help and also can't get a crappy job. Since nobody will help me here (I'm more than sure of that) I have left just one solution.
If someday in the near future you stop seeing me here, you will know why.
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Update.
I still struggle to get a job, but I'm afraid nobody will give me one because I don't have enough good credentials. Being intelligent and capable is not enough. So I'm very fucked up.
I will try to continue but I lose the hope again.
Don't worry if you don't see me here.
My birthday is near. Since decades ago I don't celebrate it. Maybe someday I will tell why.
I was wanting to celebrate it this year, but since I just can't get a job or a way to earning some money, I don't see the point on that.
It's better that this be my last.
Update.
My mind is a mess. I feel saturated and overwhelmed.
My mind needs to rest. These are the moments when my "autistic side" simply can't manage too many things at the same time.
Excuse me if you don't see me too much here.
#StoriesFromADepressedMan
I'm better now. Not too much but better, thanks to the Fellaship of the Bonk.
As I said in this thread, I did it for showing what happens to a person that is isolated.
I still have to get medical attention for my physical health issues.
#StoriesFromADepressedMan
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I don't know for how long I will be here, but it's not much for sure. No matter what I try, I can't do enough. My body is failing and it won't last enough. My mind is broken and I cannot fix it by myself.
Isolation kills, but until I'm dead nobody...
I'm on the edge of the abyss right now. Tired of keep trying and failing.
Please please please don't give me advices, I do what I can and I can't do more.
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Update n ( n>=2)
Recovery from depression is not easy, and slower than I like it to be, but thanks to the Fellas, friends and good people, it's doable.
Remember Fellas, it's not only about the future of Ukraine, it's about the future of all humankind.
Most politicians are failing, so it's up to us to get the job done.
Fellas, I didn't want to talk about this, but I'm running out of options. If some fella from Mexico read this, I hope he/she can help. I tried to help these cats but I can't anymore. Last time I was able to feed them was last Sunday.
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Fellas, I just got 4 identical DMs. I won't even open anyone of them. Some seem from fellas, but being all the same they are very suspicious.
Here they are:
I asked for help in Facebook, but if I can't find them a home in the next few days, I will need to abandon them. I don't want to but I ran out of options.
2/n
#TalesFromADepressedMan
I want to talk. A lot. About my feelings, about my thoughts. Talk for hours and hours...
But I can't. And I won't.
You really can't imagine how sad and lonely my life is.
Yes, you tell me that the world is better with me on it, but it's not better for me.
OK Fellas, I'm going to take another break. I'm really really really angry because I see words but not deeds on giving weapons and ammunition to Ukraine. Everybody seem to say we are going to to this and that but I don't see much more than just words. This is allowing much more..
Nobody will help. Including some NGO called "Rescate animal".
And for the hospital is, at least, like $6400MXN plus $550MXN for each day in the hospital. I called them few minutes ago.
@chefjoseandres
@Pontifex
Chef please, if you can, re do this message in Spanish, so many people from Latin America can read and understand it too. Jorge Mario it's a politician too. Remember how powerful is the Catholic Church in Latin America.
Update.
I still have a nasty flu (it wasn't COVID). I still don't have a place for taking the cats.
I'm exhausted. I just want to rest. I need the presence of people who can help me here.
I barely eat and sleep.
You fellas have sent me enough money for rent another place
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Update on me and the cats.
I tried my best, but I can't take care of them. Still without a job, needing to move, depressed and isolated, totally saturated and almost paralyzed, because I'm an autistic person, I just can't do any more for them.
1/n
Today I'm just feeling bad. Still too much pressure on my tired mind. I need to rest, but the cats need me.
Imagine the worst burnout you have had, multiply it several times and make it last years.
Sometimes you just can't continue and need to rest.
I'm running against Marjorie Taylor Greene.
I'm a retired Brigadier General who served 40 years fighting for our nation and its democracy.
Now I'm stepping up to fight for our democracy here at home.
Can you retweet and help us get to 100,000 followers to get our message out?
Since this is public info now:
1. F-16 will be in
#Ukraine
AND operational in the next 2-3 weeks.
2. With the F-16s comes an extensive SEAD (suppression of enemy air defense) package/capability
IMHO, you will see a SEAD campaign of the type that started Desert Storm
(maybe
Ukraine in the Know: August 21
Live updates and news from the Armed Forces of Ukraine’sTerritorial Defense Forces Media Studios in Kyiv.
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Mirad esta pintura de Louis Jean François Lagrenée.
Se titula 'Alegoría de la Paz'.
Si no la habías visto antes, puede que pienses: "Qué bonita es", porque lo es, pero vamos a fijarnos.
A entenderla.
Update on the cats.
Marko, the nice guy in the photo, is sick. I spent all day today trying to get proper help for him.
The orange one disappeared yesterday morning. And the black and white came today for breakfast only.
I'm worried about all three. 😔
I am a Fella and I am here to fight ᵣussia with my humble means.
I am here to support Ukraine and other struggling for their freedom.
I will never hide this.
and I will not stop until ᵣussia dïes.
I am a Fella and I am here to fight ᵣussia with my humble means.
I am here to support Ukraine and other struggling for their freedom.
I will never hide this.
and I will not stop until ᵣussia dïes.
@McFaul
Hello. As a Mexican I still find pretty annoying that the people of the United States of America call themselves Americans just like they were the only ones. America is a continent, not just a country. I am as American as anyone living in the US.
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@JoeBiden
I really really hope that you are considering this option. You can help with this to end this crisis sooner. It's not only about Ukraine anymore (and in a sense it never was). It's about the future of the free world.
🚫 ⚡️Norway is going to ban the entry for cars with russian license plates. "We are studying how it should be done, and we will soon come back with specific measures," local publication NRK reported quoting state secretary of the country Eivind Vad Petersson
📸 Aage Aune / TV 2
Hi friends & fellas!
We have a new total for our special forces unit in need of protective gear.
Need: $2330
Raised:$1000.87
We are moving in the right direction!! We are working hard to keep these guys geared up and safe.
Let's protect these heroes.
This is how things are. This is how humankind is in general. There are some good people out there, but they are the few. That's why Russia is allowed to do what it does. And you see many being "neutral" and you know what this really means.
I just can't get out of this hole...
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@sadepiippu
thank you very much for your help, support and understanding. May I call you friend?
But since almost no one seems to care about me an my situation, I'm thinking about stop being a fella.
@exileoftza
, thank you very much, but I see that I don't belong here.
by myself. But here I'm like a hobo or worse. And I am much more that tired. I need to rest and I only have one way to get it by myself.
I have received more support than I could imagine from you Fellas, and I am thankful for that. It is that sometimes the best solution...
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@ccriswell
@POTUS
@jakejsullivan
Well said. Sadly, as far as I can tell, it's not only a thing with the wrong view of Mr. Sullivan. Many Republicans are acting against the interests of the US and in favor of Russia's.
@BeataWojna
@m_ebrard
@m_ebrard
Marcelo, ¿te has enterado siquiera de los horrendos crimenes de guerra cometidos por el ejército ruso?
Deja, ya recuerdo la empatía que has mostrado para con los mexicanos que sufren por los errores de tu jefe.
Seguro podrás sorprendernos aún cayendo todavía más bajo.
#StoriesFromADepressedFella
Some days are harder than others. I started this feeling very bad. Without will of doing anything. I still feel a bit like this.
I'm afraid of the future, if I'm going to be able to get out of this, but I don't give up because of you, Fellas.
is not nice, but nevertheless the best.
In this country and in this world it's not enough to be a decent person. I'm not a criminal, but I don't deserve to have the opportunity to thrive.
I just hope that in the future other people can have that opportunity.
4/End.
Fellas, please check the answers to this thread I wrote days ago. Between the fellas and people wanting to help, there are some vile answers, even some automated. These don't work with me, but they will try to use the same against others.
@DucuGavril
check it when you can.
Update on me and the cats.
I tried my best, but I can't take care of them. Still without a job, needing to move, depressed and isolated, totally saturated and almost paralyzed, because I'm an autistic person, I just can't do any more for them.
1/n
Agradezco profundamente a quienes se han tomado la molestia de leer este hilo y compartirlo. Ayuda mucho es saber que mis palabras no son ignoradas.
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Update on me and the cats.
Marko seems not to be very well.
Orange (the handsome guy in the photo) reappeared.
I need to use time in getting things sorted for me and the cats so I won't be here very much.
Difficult days ahead, but I will be able to go through them thanks to TFOTB
@jezko_fella
You need to be prepared for the worst case scenario.
Please talk to Ukrainians about how things were with Euromaidan and look for similarities.
🫂
Fellas, I need to be away a little to take care of my health.
Still Ukraine isn't allowed to attack russian soil with the weapons supplied by "the west. So Ukraine depends on us to help with this. Please help all the fundraisers you can by donating, b🏐🏐sting and sharing.
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Update on the cats.
Marko, the nice guy in the photo, is sick. I spent all day today trying to get proper help for him.
The orange one disappeared yesterday morning. And the black and white came today for breakfast only.
I'm worried about all three. 😔
@iPadHarold
@EmmaRincon
Hola. Lo mejor es ignorarles simple y llanamente. Bloquearlos también es útil por supuesto.
Cuando uno los ignora su función de sembrar desinformación y caos fracasa.
There are in Mexico City some places named "fondas". They don't have a menu and only offer few different things for lunch*, in 3 dishes, one after another. First, soup, after that rice or some salad and last a main dish.
This is one I had days ago. Chicken in peanut sauce.
@soldier_fella
@forestperegrine
This is the way Fella!
Take care. I've seen how the riot police is beating protesters. You all need to avoid to be alone or in small groups that can be easily attacked.
@McFaul
I respect our northern neighbors, but please remember that Americans are all of us, from Alaska to Argentina. And together we can be as strong and prosperous as Europe. Of course this is a long way to go, but it's worth walking it.
For the Fellas melting in Europe due to the heat wave:
I use a shirt made out of cotton with long sleeves and wet them. The water evaporates and cools down the sleeves, cooling down my arms, cooling down my blood there, cooling down my body. It doesn't last long but it works.
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🙏😪Please share this tweet - your RT & boost is as strong as the donation!
Nothing has changed - my cancer still invades my body.
My work as a volunteer for 🇺🇦🪖is suspended until I don't know when because I don't have the strength to help others when I need help myself. It
@embeathome
@goddeketal
Seems like he is anti-vaccines. So his PhD is useless. A real scientist just can't be anti-vaccines, because of the scientific evidence. This "detail" tells you what kind of person he is.
@Andy30858102
@AlexKhrebet
Don't do that. We have many amazing people, and I think that those that want peace are many more than the ones that want Ukraine to disappear.
@McFaul
I'm really disappointed Mr. McFaul. You were the US Ambassador in Russia. You should know better who he really was. You should understand better how things are in Russia.
Of course I won't support Navalny's team. I support Ukraine and AFU.
@strategywoman
It's not good to say Instagram here? Well. I'm an obedient person and I'm not going to say Instagram. No matter how you try to convince me. Not saying Instagram even once.
Now, I'm going to go to Instagram to see your stories there.