You know when blue got banned that was because of me. I wanted a male weed seed and he started a literal war with the vagos over it. I wanted to drop it and he doubled down on a fucking gang war - just me and him v. the vagos for a fucking male weed seed. Blood Cult Forever.
If they told me that they would be taking my picture after I passed my EMT exam I would have worn something a little more professional than a Prune Gang t-shirt
Yo - I'm not having fun on Fontaine, haven't for awhile, just can't do it anymore. Nothing anyone in particular did, it's just an amalgamation of little things and having no one to share the burden with or lean on for help. I'm tired, been burnt out for months, sorry guys.
The amount of streamers who just casually lie to their audience about other streamers to try to control a narrative and alienate others is unreal. Like actual sociopath level lmao.
It's my favorite night of the year everyone. The time of year I set my tinder parameters to less than 1 mile and see which coworkers boyfriends are cheating on them. It's time for the office holiday party.
Streams on hold, my house got struck by lightning, I was electrocuted through my mouse, I think my thumb is broken, my router is completely blown out and the price to fix my internet is..well.. if anyone knows where all the backdoor or craigslist personals users went let me know
Ima need y'all to become "yes" people real quick, cause the next time I see some shit about "civs have nothing to do" and then you say "no" to something different only to return to your crossarms2rp I will LOSE MY FUCKING MIND. Thank you for coming to my subtweet ted talk.
Someone in chat told me I looked like a fat kaceytron and I just wanted to say - thank you that was like the nicest thing someones ever said to me. Live with camera angles she would be proud of. Christmas games ONLY.
This isn't a subtweet just something I was thinking about this morning. If anyone feels like I brushed them off in rp and felt it was ooc and has been avoiding me, hit me up in the dms. There isn't a single person I have a personal issue with and avoid. Except
@mantistobagan4
Today was lit. 50 gift subs saved copperpot. Thank you to
@dasMEHDI
for making me feel like I didn't waste time and a shitload of effort on things in the past. I'm not thanking
@PENTA_live
for making icu rp fun I hate that guy.
One of my mods just sent me a video of some chick getting railed by a dude in a Leanbois t-shirt and said "look crayon, this is why you need merch." And you know what...he's not wrong.
All my brothers are asking me to build them a new PC and all I can think about is the time I asked for a snowboard for christmas and they all got one but I didn't and none of them let me use theirs. Been holding onto a lot of anger surrounding Christmas '05 and I aint letting go.
Hey you guys ever think sometimes rpers just make mistakes and they apologize and work it out later, or is every mistake worth going on a crusade for your streamer. Cool your fucking jets Joan.
I got notified by four separate nurses today that they exposed me to covid and they aren't vaccinated. I don't understand nurses. I don't fucking get it. I 👏do👏not👏fucking👏get👏it.
Mantis is straight up acting like he doesnt know what a garbage disposal is and he's never heard of it, and the rest of us just dont want to deal with his lying anymore. We're putting him up for adoption, please take him.
Please say a prayer for every cop today who is going to have to deal with 45 hardened badasses escaping their old life of crime to start a new life of being a criminal.
I was hesitant on playing Copperpot because the direction I want to take her is weird, but then I remembered my community watched me play her with the same three minute "voices in her head" loop for four months and this might..actually be a relief
Fontaine Lost to Murphy Braun and Tandy Miller, but she got accepted to the LSPD. Today has been a really fun day thank you to everyone! Streams back soon just waiting on the GoXLR to return so I don't sound like trash constantly.
I woke up stupid early this morning excited for Apples and August's dumb fake wedding and I didn't even wake up early for my actual brothers dumb real wedding.
I will forever hate twitch for not letting me go back and getting the vods of fontaine and dias fucking around on wwrp being the worst best/worst deputies on the planet.
We had one group of prisoners playing poker, one massive group gardening with the cat I brought in, one big group in the kitchen rping out making food, and then small huddles of people talking w/ each other. Prison went from resident sleeper to bring slept on real quick.
Whose inbox do I need to slip nudes into to get shooting from cars disabled for like 3 days as a test. That's not a bribe that's a threat. You will be scarred for life. Don't MAKE me do it cuh.
You know I talked with
@s0upes
and
@mantistobagan4
today about practicing to become a better shooter so we win more, and after careful consideration and thought I've decided fuck that shit completely though.
Not actual babies: I mean people using small meta to make gigantic leaps in logic to connect dots and insert themselves into a story. It's ruined - I'm not exaggerating - 4 Lot Q slow burn storylines. "I saw someone with blonde hair, MUST BE APPLES" - type gigantic leaps.
Hey guys I started a new diet it's called logging onto NP as soon as I get home from work, not eating lunch, not eating dinner, oh whoops its 10pm I should go to sleep so I'm not tired for work tomorrow.
IDK what to say about yesterday's stream. On one hand I want to roast the entire Lot Q Daycare for aging me by ten years, but I also don't want to downplay the literal most intense story RP I've ever done on NP. Anyone who says lot Q employees are just shitlords can mcblow me.
Just a reminder this is a NoPixel whitelist/people we know who aren't whitelisted but associated with the community tournament. Please don't bring in bean battles "pros" as ringers, one of them tried to start a race war in pentas discord. No beanists allowed.
In my 1.5 years on NoPixel I've never fired anything higher than like a basic bitch ammunation pistol, but tonight I got to break that cherry by spraying down
@0Reed1
with a PD AR.
Excited and nervous for surgery at the end of the month. Just want to say thank you to everyone who has ever reached out to me about it with their own experience, I've been going through and reading old dms and repeating "I got this." Until I believe it.
I laughed more from
@hobbittrash
making my sister than I have ever laughed on np and it felt great. TOO BAD IM GETTING SENT IN FOR THE 9'S..PCE OUT SIS DONT FUCK MY BOYFRIEND.
I can't wait to be the skeleton in my brothers closet when he runs for some sort of political position. "Sir can you tell me why your sister has an emote in her twitch community that appears to be an iguana spitting some kind of white substance."
Bought a bed, moving out of my mom's basement (for anyone who knows crayon lore, you know this is fucking huge), cleaning my desk and found the post it notes I used to get me through cadet phase that
@The_Chief1114
and
@ByThyBeard_
told me to make.
Idk who I just aggressively said I was a lesbian to in WWRP to avoid going on a date with them, but it sounded like a familiar voice and I'm so sorry, relationship rp just makes me want to DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Today I spent 6 hours in a car with my mom where I had to explain to her that when I'm yelling at people while I'm streaming I'm not actually mad and also No these people aren't going to swat me, sometimes
@mantistobagan4
and
@GeneralEmu
just need to be yelled.
If you guys knew the nightmare I've been going through for the past two weeks at this doctors office you wouldn't believe me. Good news everyone I don't have to have my ovaries removed because they were looking at the *wrong patient*.
Stop saying shit like "I feel bad for funny girls trying to make it legit who compete with these e-whores showing their tits." They could gobble a whole dick on stream and I wouldn't care. If ugly fat bitches like me ain't mad you can't be mad for me. Put the pitchfork down.
Sometimes people say real nice shit about me and then others send it to me and then I ride that high for days. Remember that next time you feel like being toxic. You can say something mean and I'll ignore it or you can be nice and I'll remember you forever.
Caught a 3 day..I was toxic and it's straight up my fault. Its aight though, I'll be around at maybe like 2pmish to feed my Snake on stream(frozen) and talk about Ball Python stuff.
I've been feeling really self conscious about asking this dude out but Lot Q has really come through with sage advice such as "Next time he asks you to sign for a package, ask to sign for HIS package. Loudly. In front of all your coworkers. Assert Dominance."
Copperpot's offstream return could not have been possible without
@LGXbtw
coming in clutch with the last second plane. I can't believe a Lot Q plan actually worked.
Look guys I would love to stream but this job has unlimited overtime and I've pretty much been living at the station cause Crizzy P really desperately needs to move out of her mom's basement. You understand.
In 2022 I let myself get walked over both in my online presence and in my real job. We're not doing that in 2023. I'm gonna be a huuuuuge cunt in 2023.
Honestly I've been over the moon the past few days over how god damn COOL I look and I absolutely couldn't have done it without
@uhSnoww
recommending the GOAT graphics guy
@prollos_
You know I've been saving to move out of my mom's house and not have to worry about rent for a year, but the more I think about it the more I think I should just keep saving for a small starter house.
Well, gonna be around a lot more probably. Spent six months getting harassed by a supervisor, reporting it, living in genuine fear. On his last day of his own two week notice he got me fired. I'm just kind of sitting here in shock. I don't really know what I'm going to do.
I truly wonder how deep the rabbit hole of manipulation and lies goes after seeing
@p_dandy_
's thread. Like how many people have sat for YEARS thinking I hate them and prevented them from prio/rp/etc.? Please reach out to me because I don't even know who it is at this point.