@wxfflestomp
worst part is she came out and said she was going to delete her videos bc she was aware of what was going on and started a "movement" i.e but instead she still posts with the comments turned off 🙃
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the face of a girl who solo'd ed2 for the first time.... then solo'd it another 5 times afterwards 😋 btw u could also land a plane on my forehead if u wanted to 😋
i'm at 700% enrage at glacor and purposely have never brought a shield or an adrenaline pot solely bc of backseaters 💓 i love making nerds punch the air 😋
i was diagnosed with adhd and took vyvanse for the first time today. i almost want to cry because i feel so good, so much of my life i wondered what's wrong with me and i think i finally found what i needed
this friday will be a whole year without my toby, i still think about him every single day. ik animals don't live forever but when i got him when i was 10 i never prepared myself for a life without him. fuck it feels like yesterday
in a 10 hour stream i talked about runescape, quantum entanglement,the economy, food,experiences,geography,celebs tht scare me,skincare,books,movies,tv + wtv topics were brought up by chat
viewer: ur so repetitive :/
same viewer: *only talks about pizza, pasta, + poo jokes*
slowly i'm becoming myself again, went from not being able to look at myself in a mirror without crying to appreciating how nice my skin was without makeup on today :) yay for small steps!!
lying awake at 6:30am thinking about how i went from being at a negative in my bank account for ordering a whopper from bk in 2020 to treating myself every friday or ordering a mcflurry midweek comfortably 🥺 fast food gives me serotonin ok it's the little things
been thinking recently of closing my discord server. ppl are too dependent on their access to me and when i create boundaries they get upset and decide to spread lies and hurtful narratives about me to my community and there are way too many malicious people with bad intentions.
Also wanna thank everyone for being patient with me, I have been very overwhelmed emotionally and mentally. I did remove a lot of people on discord solely because the weight of being on a cycle of replying 24/7 was extremely taxing and I no longer had any free time for myself
i deleted everyone off discord since i'm so close to a breakdown LMAO don't take it personally since i deleted friends even, i just need a break and wanna make some changes so i don't hate discord as much as i do
tomorrow i get my quest cape, but what makes it even more special was i never opened a guide/wiki and men clowned me every step of the way💗✨ just being a girlboss 👈🏻😋👉🏻
twitch is male dominated, which is apparent seeing as no matter what category i've streamed in, rs3 osrs just chatting anything, my views/subs go up in tighter fitted/v neck tops and decline when i dress comfortably😔. it actually makes me feel so worthless lol anyways gnite:)
i miss toby😔after 14 years he was family, used to joke he came out of my mom's womb LOL had such a personality, just irreplaceable.think about him every day, still cry at my desk some days, been sleeping in the living room since i spent my last night with him there in may. ily💗
Celebrating his 14th birthday today knowing that we have to put him down tomorrow is another level of heartbreaking💔 It’s truly like losing a family member 😔 Love this dog so much but I know his brother will be up there ready to reunite with his best friend 🥺❤️
ppl my age are out here getting married/having kids and im single/never dated anyone while selling my feet pics on the internet 😔 so sad😔 anyways lmk if u wanna buy tho😭👀
so..... i recounted my presents I opened instead of estimating bc i did them in chunks,, here are the stats:
236 white
227 blue
19 purple
0 gold
nothing of value🤩🥳🙌🏻
gonna change my stream schedule to 4 days a week as opposed to 5,, i am very mentally not there and i think it will be better for my health if i cut down my hours🤍 there will be no more friday streams, we will stick to sun, mon, tues, and thurs like usual !
ppl continue to harass me like im not already wanting to off myself at this point 🙃 dw u can stop now ,, seriously ,,,,, i don't really know what else to do besides just take a little break off social media, so streams will resume as usual whenever im feelin it
u can like whatever u want. if ur an adult ur allowed to like disney or harry potter or squishmallows or dinosaurs or funko pops or marvel. u don't have to understand it but let people like what they like and if u have a problem ur judgemental😋
really pisses me off that sum1 came to my stream just to say there are so many females making fulltime income from streaming and being cam girls while im playing osrs. there are plenty of males succeeding WITHOUT harassment actually, if anything women deal with way more than men
it's my birthday aha did u know if 1,000,000 ppl gift 1 sub to my twitch channel i could buy a house, that is so crazy aha anyways here is a pic of my korean cheese dog n some key-ronas (except they ran out of coronas) x
giving away all of rs3 rares/gear/everything tomorrow, normal stream time! hsr + santa hat + whatever else i got for u guys💚 the catch is if u win, u have to answer a question, if u fail the question , i reroll🤪 good luck .
wow i am in complete awe by all the support i've been getting this month, im sitting at my desk crying and thinking about how lucky i am to have each n every person being there for me. THANK U FOR 2000 SUBS !!!! AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MOLDY_NUTS FOR JOINING THE $1K DONO CLUB <3
on stream today i said that someone could call me ugly and i wouldn't be offended bc ik i'm pretty and some dude got so heated and was like "ur so conceited i cant watch this anymore" 💀 then don't ?? lol imagine being threatened by confidence