Broken, damage and insecure as hell. Every time I get comfortable with myself people show me I am not as comfortable as I believe and I go back into hiding.
Well finally night in town. A old buddy messaged me and wanted to hang out. Per the usual he stood me up lol😂. So sense he stood me up after I got up got dressed and went to his place lol. Y’all get to see the outfit. I know I didn’t have my gloves on taking the pic. Don’t judge
A few days and course work and I am now 3 wheel motorcycle licensed. Pass the course with a perfect score. Instructor said he was glad to see it take so seriously.
Sense everything is closed I decided to stop for a quick hike, yesterday the temps dropped and this morning it’s 47 so quick hike. I’m not built for this cold.
Well, I said I was gonna be on the road by 7am however GPS determined that was a lie. Traffic backup up and down the route. Means I’m gonna let the morning rush finish before I leave Tampa.
Healing is moving along well enough, you can see where the skin is starting to re-attach and the work I put in for a year showing also the bruises and swelling are starting look better, still loosing yo much fluid to pull the drain. So another week.
So sense today is the last day I can smoke for a little while, so the logical thing is have 2 cigars. Mouth surgery in the morning. Then a week on a liquid / soft food meal plan.
Surgery was good, hurts to talk because it pulls ok the stitches. Also stitches in the mount his weird I don’t like it. Face is swollen. So staying hidden till Monday when I go back to work.
pronouns : He/Him
height : 6’3”
shoe size : 14
zodiac : Aries
smoke : cigars! Daily
tattoos : 3 technically
piercings : 7. 3 in each ear, 1 somewhere else.
fav color : blue or Red
fav drink : water
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