jude
@517suspirium
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a whole fucking lifetime of this
nj/nyc
Joined September 2020
I REGRET SHAVING MY STOMACH I REGRET IT SMMMMMM I LOOK LIKE A CHICK ITS SO OVER FOR ME
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Lots of moots really following a 13 year old addict. yall r fuckin weirddd for that
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Baby I've seen people cook and eat their own flesh and meat on here. This applies to like half of shtwt.
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@elsashowergel Blood pooling, take less hot showers and maybe increase your salt intake. Thats what helped me.
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i need to start putting "TW: MAN." In my bio bc why r people (terfs usually) always so rather shocked or disgusted by my bodychecks like yes i have hair yes hmmm i wonder why. .
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i feel like i look alright with tighter clothes on but i feel so fat just lounging around in my boxers wtf bruh i hate having a body
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weigh in: 123 lbs / bmi 19.9 . at least im maintaining after eating like shit the past few weeks
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bc + these tripps i found in my closet that i havent worn in ages
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no way he isnt doing this on purpose atp THE FIRST PIC? HIS RIBS? its so over
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Sulking bc i ate like 1.5-2k cals today and im going to the beach tmm so everyones going to see how fat i am
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@THINPIXI Dont have any before pics (the before pics are from when i already lost like 20ish+ lbs but i was still like bmi 27).I went from 180 lbs to 100 over the course of a year.
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@ganyufem How do dolls and eds correlate? These ppl prolly played with dolls at like age 5-9 and i most ppls eds start in in their preteens/teens bc of trauma, control, ect. Its a doll, not thinspo for 6 year olds.
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brief intro.- he/him, 5'6 / 167cm, 🇮🇹/🇵🇷.- hw: 180 lbs bmi 30 / lw: 105 lbs bmi 16.- cw: 125 lbs bmi 20 / gw: 115 lbs bmi 18.- dx ednos but i relate more to ana-r.- i post uncensored bcs often .- no i dont work out, yes i prolly should. interact, im always active and bored
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Ive been allowing myself to eat normally for the past month / 2 months (1.5k+ cals daily) and ive only gained like 3 lbs. [bmi 20.3]
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@lowcaldeity @Lilys_love8 Tell me you got ana brain without telling me you got ana brain. Muscle weighs more than fat. Ofc shes not going to have a super low bf% becaause most muscular people dont lol its hard to get like that. But she has way more muscle on her than fat.
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Is this man enough for you? I dont understand how me dressing moderately feminine makes me not a man but ok
@517suspirium @zyzyzxxx Maybe consider shaving ts or better yet, be a man for once💀.
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bmi 19.9, but i binged on korean fried chicken after this. At least it was my omad ig :(
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Baby youre an anorexic with bpd and autism. YOURE not normal.
why is everyone acting like this is normal.
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slight progress, attemping to rebuild some muscle bc i have a lot of back/arm pain from muscle wasting and i dont wanna go back to physical therapy 🥲
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@cigsncalories rice cakes. taste alright but dont fill you up at all. those 70 cal fiber one brownies are where its at.
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@kunt87520979580 @dalgihaloo @pinche1_pendejo @mikafreakyhira I mean im on edtwt but shtwt overlaps and gets on my tl. sometimes i dont wanna see someone cut to muscle at 10 in the fucking morning it really aint that hard to censor. If yall can cut yourselves, then you can press a button.
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Decided to try light makeup for today r we fucking w it or do i look too feminine
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actually this is what healed scars look like. These are from 5th grade and theyre still there. Different skintones will have different colored scars, different deprhs will have different textures. Papercuts wont scar but of course styros will. Use ur brain.
@17grasshoppers @maxterbatorrr @b0n3yard They’re clearly not though 💀 this is what healed sh scarrs look like. You can’t really see healed sh scars
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@purpl3death2 @crochetlifts @orthomexicana a pb&j is higher cal but first off kids need more cals and it also has better nutrition esp since peanuts have protein. She made it from scratch so she knows exactly what ingredients are going into the food. 4 donuts and apple sauce isnt nutritional enough for a child to grow.
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@rottenkato i think you should stop commenting on other ppls looks when you look like that i cant tell if youre 11 or have fetal alcohol syndrome.
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accidentally ordered a large instead of medium and tell me why the fuck its bigger than my head. american portion sizes are insane
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My value as a person will always be determined by my body😂😂😂😂 still bmi 20.3 😂😂🤣🤣🤣
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i want more moots so. intro! . im jude i have dx ednos but think im just orthorexic + most of my restriction is compulsive . bipolar and currently unmedicated. been on edtwt since 2020. hw bmi 28.3 / lw bmi 16 / cw bmi high 19s low 20s. feel free to dm me im almost always active
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The way i almost started crying i need to get my ass back to bed.
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@KilledStarlet Thats reassuring to hear thank you. I eat a lot of protein like all i ever eat is fish meat and extra protein food items.
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Guys i realized my hair stylist just accidentally gave me a mullet yall IM FUCKIN CRYING this is my hair now
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I find it so funny when transphobes try to get under my skin by calling me a woman/her/ect because dawg i havent been called a woman or "she" in years i am quite literally unphased. If u hate me so bad come and physically do something about it, im a woman w/ the strength of a man.
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@vvorsten I this isnt the case for everyone, i think recovery looks and feels so good on some ppl but im sorry its not working out for you.
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why is bmi 16 the most uncomfy bmi. Whenever i see ppl at bmi 15/17 theyre chilling but its always ppl at bmi 16 goin thru the worst health issues with extreme eye bags, bad circulation, grey skin, and the worst fucking body dysmorphia. Justice for anyone stuck in bmi 16 jail rn.
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@cigsthin Ur probably right i couldve done that but this acc has 5k followers and i think a lot of ppl should be made aware of this persons age anyway.
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Nvm not dysphoric anymore i dont regret anything i look hot
I REGRET SHAVING MY STOMACH I REGRET IT SMMMMMM I LOOK LIKE A CHICK ITS SO OVER FOR ME
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me 3 years ago, ive been out as trans since 2018. I dressed fem while out as trans. Post hrt and top surgery i still dress fem (last pic is my outfit rn). Youre actually fucking stupid if u think clothes = gender
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woke up skinny and then decided to eat like 3k cals. i gained 5 lbs btw
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What about lesbians w eds. Or straight men w eds. Or ppl that develop eds from SA trauma. Or people that have eds due to their own self esteem issues. Be serious, most of the time its NOT about men.
If my whole life revolved around impressing men I’d be so sad EDs are rooted in the patriarchy.
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people when they realize that the "schizoid" in my intro is srs and im not actually the mysterious sarcastic funny boyfriend of ur dreams: 😱😱 no but seriously why do 80% of my friends end up developing feelings me are you TRYING to get me to ghost you?
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