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@517suspirium
jude
23 days
babeee only u my girl only u babe only u darling
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@517suspirium
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5 months
weigh in : 125 lbs / bmi 20.2 :/
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@517suspirium
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8 months
bcs, bmi 21.0, down 7 lbs in a week 🤗
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@517suspirium
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2 months
Lots of moots really following a 13 year old addict.. yall r fuckin weirddd for that
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@517suspirium
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6 months
holy sheeittt this is so triggering
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@517suspirium
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4 months
fav thinspo thread (ongoing)
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@517suspirium
jude
8 months
bc, been feeling so fat :,)
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@517suspirium
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9 months
😐 testosterone got rid of everything other than my ass
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@517suspirium
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9 months
@elsashowergel Blood pooling, take less hot showers and maybe increase your salt intake. Thats what helped me.
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@517suspirium
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8 months
i feel like i look alright with tighter clothes on but i feel so fat just lounging around in my boxers wtf bruh i hate having a body
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@517suspirium
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10 months
post shower bc yes im bloated leave me alone
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@517suspirium
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5 months
Day ruined
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@517suspirium
jude
6 months
weigh in: 123 lbs / bmi 19.9 at least im maintaining after eating like shit the past few weeks
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@517suspirium
jude
3 months
bc + these tripps i found in my closet that i havent worn in ages
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@517suspirium
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4 months
no way he isnt doing this on purpose atp THE FIRST PIC? HIS RIBS? its so over
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@517suspirium
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2 months
Sulking bc i ate like 1.5-2k cals today and im going to the beach tmm so everyones going to see how fat i am
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@517suspirium
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11 months
@THINPIXI Dont have any before pics (the before pics are from when i already lost like 20ish+ lbs but i was still like bmi 27) I went from 180 lbs to 100 over the course of a year.
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@517suspirium
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10 months
so cold
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@517suspirium
jude
8 months
@ganyufem How do dolls and eds correlate? These ppl prolly played with dolls at like age 5-9 and i most ppls eds start in in their preteens/teens bc of trauma, control, ect. Its a doll, not thinspo for 6 year olds.
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@517suspirium
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9 months
🐶
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@517suspirium
jude
5 months
I hate how this shirt fits me but its too cute :/
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@517suspirium
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2 months
bodycheck but i look cunty
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@517suspirium
jude
9 months
i wanna know the lyrics that u think of when ur high
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@517suspirium
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3 months
125lb 5'6 bmi 20.2
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@517suspirium
jude
5 months
brief intro - he/him, 5'6 / 167cm, 🇮🇹/🇵🇷 - hw: 180 lbs bmi 30 / lw: 105 lbs bmi 16 - cw: 125 lbs bmi 20 / gw: 115 lbs bmi 18 - dx ednos but i relate more to ana-r - i post uncensored bcs often - no i dont work out, yes i prolly should interact, im always active and bored
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@517suspirium
jude
3 months
Is this man enough for you? I dont understand how me dressing moderately feminine makes me not a man but ok
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3 months
@517suspirium @zyzyzxxx Maybe consider shaving ts or better yet, be a man for once💀
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@517suspirium
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4 months
@lowcaldeity @Lilys_love8 Tell me you got ana brain without telling me you got ana brain. Muscle weighs more than fat. Ofc shes not going to have a super low bf% becaause most muscular people dont lol its hard to get like that. But she has way more muscle on her than fat.
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@517suspirium
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3 months
bmi 19.9, but i binged on korean fried chicken after this. At least it was my omad ig :(
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@517suspirium
jude
1 month
Baby youre an anorexic with bpd and autism. YOURE not normal
@K1LL4M3
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why is everyone acting like this is normal
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@517suspirium
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5 months
slight progress, attemping to rebuild some muscle bc i have a lot of back/arm pain from muscle wasting and i dont wanna go back to physical therapy 🥲
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@517suspirium
jude
4 months
Yall fuck w the haircut or nah
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@517suspirium
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11 months
@cigsncalories rice cakes. taste alright but dont fill you up at all. those 70 cal fiber one brownies are where its at.
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4 months
yummy vitamin d
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@517suspirium
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4 months
Decided to try light makeup for today r we fucking w it or do i look too feminine
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@517suspirium
jude
4 months
bc
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@517suspirium
jude
3 months
actually this is what healed scars look like. These are from 5th grade and theyre still there. Different skintones will have different colored scars, different deprhs will have different textures. Papercuts wont scar but of course styros will. Use ur brain.
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@ADead_Body
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4 months
@17grasshoppers @maxterbatorrr @b0n3yard They’re clearly not though 💀 this is what healed sh scarrs look like. You can’t really see healed sh scars
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@517suspirium
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5 months
do the first two even count as bcs?
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@517suspirium
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3 months
bmi 19.9 again i guess
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@517suspirium
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7 months
@purpl3death2 @crochetlifts @orthomexicana a pb&j is higher cal but first off kids need more cals and it also has better nutrition esp since peanuts have protein. She made it from scratch so she knows exactly what ingredients are going into the food. 4 donuts and apple sauce isnt nutritional enough for a child to grow.
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@517suspirium
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4 months
@DEATHC0RECUTIE Id estimate like 250. Rice is high cal
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@517suspirium
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5 months
🐶
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@517suspirium
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4 months
when da fit cute but it makes you look fat
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@517suspirium
jude
3 months
accidentally ordered a large instead of medium and tell me why the fuck its bigger than my head. american portion sizes are insane
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@517suspirium
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3 months
:3
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@517suspirium
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1 month
My value as a person will always be determined by my body😂😂😂😂 still bmi 20.3 😂😂🤣🤣🤣
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@517suspirium
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4 months
@lowcaldeity @c4tlover305 Nor is she fat. Shes litwrally just muscular so whats your point?
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@517suspirium
jude
3 months
Who gaf, i ate
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3 months
@zyzyzxxx @517suspirium the moustache peeking thru 💀💀💀💀💀
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@517suspirium
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2 months
i want more moots so.. intro! im jude i have dx ednos but think im just orthorexic + most of my restriction is compulsive bipolar and currently unmedicated been on edtwt since 2020 hw bmi 28.3 / lw bmi 16 / cw bmi high 19s low 20s feel free to dm me im almost always active
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@517suspirium
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8 months
zzz
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@517suspirium
jude
4 months
Guys i realized my hair stylist just accidentally gave me a mullet yall IM FUCKIN CRYING this is my hair now
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4 months
I wish my collarbones would show more
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@517suspirium
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11 months
@vvorsten I this isnt the case for everyone, i think recovery looks and feels so good on some ppl but im sorry its not working out for you
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4 months
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@517suspirium
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2 months
@cigsthin Ur probably right i couldve done that but this acc has 5k followers and i think a lot of ppl should be made aware of this persons age anyway
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jude
24 days
gained weight but idgaf
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@517suspirium
jude
4 months
why is bmi 16 the most uncomfy bmi. Whenever i see ppl at bmi 15/17 theyre chilling but its always ppl at bmi 16 goin thru the worst health issues with extreme eye bags, bad circulation, grey skin, and the worst fucking body dysmorphia. Justice for anyone stuck in bmi 16 jail rn.
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@517suspirium
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5 months
hai
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@517suspirium
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4 months
me 3 years ago, ive been out as trans since 2018. I dressed fem while out as trans. Post hrt and top surgery i still dress fem (last pic is my outfit rn). Youre actually fucking stupid if u think clothes = gender
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@517suspirium
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9 months
how it feels to eat a meal over 200 calories
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9 months
Hear me out.
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@517suspirium
jude
2 months
I felt so fat this day im kinda happy w how the pics turned out
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@517suspirium
jude
8 months
gn
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@517suspirium
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8 months
people when they realize that the "schizoid" in my intro is srs and im not actually the mysterious sarcastic funny boyfriend of ur dreams: 😱😱 no but seriously why do 80% of my friends end up developing feelings me are you TRYING to get me to ghost you?
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@517suspirium
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22 days
woke up skinny and then decided to eat like 3k cals... i gained 5 lbs btw
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@517suspirium
jude
4 months
Edtwt be forgetting basic math exists
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4 months
I need a calorie estimate! My friend gave me it halfway drank
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7 months
this world is broke, arent iii?
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1 month
🍫
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3 months
🩵
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5 months
:3
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@517suspirium
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8 months
Omad, cal estimate? I ate less than half
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@517suspirium
jude
4 months
i need to redye my hair but idk if i wanna go back to brown/black or all blue.
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@517suspirium
jude
2 months
I never post bcs in my boxers cuz i feel like u can see my hips more but bmi 19.5!! I havent been this low since 2021 it feels so surreal. Oh also a random arm bc from yesterday
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@517suspirium
jude
5 months
@anaddreas Nahh whats wrong w dudes wearin skirts?
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3 months
📸
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@517suspirium
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10 months
:3
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@qermicide
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10 months
i have never seen a edtwt boy look breedable in a tank top 🙄
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@517suspirium
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4 months
baggy clothes >>>
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@517suspirium
jude
5 months
already? ☠️
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2 months
Feeling cuuunt
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@517suspirium
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3 months
peaceful morning, made this while listening to mazzy star
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4 months
:]
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4 months
i love when ppl clown on me for being an average weight bc ik damn well all they ate today is a fucking cucumber on a rice cake while i get to eat 3 meals + snacks (and not gain) AND i dont deal w as many health issues anymore 😜 i love how testosterone sped up my metabolism
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4 months
Drooling over this while having a sad ass cigarette for dinner
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@517suspirium
jude
10 months
hello hi fit check kinda boring but i like it
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