⊹ lucien ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ tw ed
@mikafreakyhira
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🧸 he/him, hy/hymn ˚₊‧ ꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ PRO RECOV ! ! ! 17yrs + an-bp ★ semi-edtwt but i really hate edtwt ♡ fatphobes + zionists dni ♡ priv ⇒ @mikapurgehira ⊹ 🥞 .⁺
cw 105lbs ☆ bmi 18.2
Joined April 2024
can somebody smarter than me let me know if i should worry about this or is it just dehydration or smth
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“anorexics must hate food” you literally couldn’t be more wrong i was SO excited while making rhis ANYWAYS omad!! 523cal 67g protein
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“you aren’t a dog don’t reward yourself with food” i just willingly did homework for the first time this week so erm woof woof 🐶
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forever jealous of ppl that grew up thin lol wdym you don’t think of your 8yr old self as your before picture.
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hi guys why are we cutting ourselves like how’d we get here.
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do birthday calories count asking in advance
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i b forgetting self harm is an addiction until i’m tearing my bag apart looking for my razor damnnn.
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when ppl say honeymoon phase do they just mean the start of your ed where you actually had energy before it completely fucked you over.
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EDTWT GROUPCHAT !!.must lose 5lbs weekly MINIMUM. 50 calories a day MAX. mandatory week long group fasts. minors only but also post bodychecks post bodychecks post bodychecks nothing bad will happen.binge and you get taken out back and shot in the head. dm to join !.
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when the disorder that makes you miserable makes you miserable
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friend made me a drink and i drank it. anorexia who ??? liquid calories what ??????????
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i get the “not everybody wants to be bonespo” thing but do you think they wanted to end up like that either? you aren’t in control of your ed and you never will be for as long as you have it , do you genuinely believe it’s that easy to “ just stop “ once you’re at your ugw?.
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when you’re purging and all that comes up is the food from when you were being best ana instead of the extra 3000kcal sitting at the bottom of your stomach
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shtwt is painfully unfunny and edtwt is full of people trying too hard to be mean girls. thank you.
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LONG this or that food poll but it’s my food over the progression of my ed yayyy 🥳🥳.
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@pinche1_pendejo i kind of don’t get the censored vs uncensored like you’re on shtwt there’s gonna be sh.
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OLS STOP ASKING ME TO JOIN THIS ISNT SRS?????.
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how it feels to have a good day restriction and exercise-wise then be told you’re going out for dinner
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if you are thinking about recovery this is your sign to recover btw 🌀🌀🌀 did you see it 🌀🌀🌀 that was the sign 🌀🌀🌀 i promise you a life outside of your ed is worth it 🌀🌀🌀 it isn’t too late or too early , any time to recover is the perfect time 🌀🌀🌀.
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okay details woohoo!!.left→right.strawberries on greek yogurt w/ sugar free cheesecake jello mix.low cal fettuccine (brand is it’s skinny) with dehydrated miso broth thingy.hard boiled egg whites, yolk removed, cucumber, chicken nuggets (realgood), fish fillet, bread.
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you already knowwwww 660cal 70g protein 29g fiber
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the first few days of the new year do not automatically determine how the rest of your year will go !! take a deep breath and know it’s okay instead of dwelling on it.
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omad o’clock 611cals don’t worry about protein tonight bbg…
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hard boiled egg whites and almonds always feel like such an anorexic classic
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@saliimic i kind of like the noises tbh it makes it feel like i’ve got a whole little ecosystem in there.
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muting this bcs edtwt posts getting sm attention is REALLY annoying . this is a joke and i could make a really long thread on WHY those strict gcs are so awful 😇 ik our brains are rotting but let’s pls use them !!.
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@pastelskullss i cut my thighs and post it does that make me a sexual deviant as well like wtf is the point being made.
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this is the best fucking thing i have EVER had
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seeing a lot of oomfs choose recovery lately and it makes me so happy , pls don’t feel bad about unfollowing , blocking , etc if you are pursuing recovery !! sending you all love and wishing you stay safe
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coping with a binge by pretending i’m pregnant 🫃.
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it’s me and my ceiling that drips blood against the world
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bodychecks woohoooo ☆ july 10th vs august 23rd my life would be sm better if i lost leg fat quicker
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“nutrition labels can be up to 20% inaccurate!” “purging only removes x% of calories!” “you still ingest calories from chewing and spitting food!” can we please stop directing fear-mongering shit towards people already suffering from being obsessed with food omfg.
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tmi but being so honest for a sec masturbation is really effective for preventing binges LMFAO free dopamine from a source other than food.
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“edtwt is becoming diettwt!!” good bruh down with edtwt.
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“you would need to eat SOOOOO much food to gain a whole lb of fat overnight!!!!!” you underestimate me.
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if you say ppl with low bmis are compliment fishing whenever they say they look fat i don’t like you let’s put on our thinking caps do you think that dysmorphia gets remotely better the more weight you lose ??.
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shitty little doodle i’m gonna forcefeed this boy some pills
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“distraction thread for edtwt” then its all food. girl distracting us from WHAT.
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main edtwt pisses me off so bad fuck y’all why is it so hard to have some decency for once. your life is being ruined by an eating disorder and you want what, other people to experience that? for others to be left worse off? i don’t care if you think edtwt is inherently proana.
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realized i was actually just thirsty mid binge
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@illeatyoureyes ++ they’ve just kind of done that for a while but it’s gotten a lot more prominent lately.
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you’re a bad person.
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how it feels to ship two random ass idols together just bcs you produce both of them
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i love my friend so so so so so much but i had an awful fucking day how do i NOT binge on all of this AAAAAUGH
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