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🤎 SYSTEM/PLURAL !!! seventeen ! dx ARFID , vegetarian , also disabled . 5'3 . sw/hw 180 lbs, ugw 100 lbs .

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@phoenixkcals i have naturally larger bazoingas . seeing men do this makes me want to lose weight even more like wtf not everything is for them
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if this gets under the number of hours im already fasting i'll be so sad
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@laurspo yup, also when sweating, breathing, crying, etc but only because it's just getting rid of the byproducts of the fat being broken down into energy for your body ! [for breathing, carbon dioxide] you're getting fueled by the fat being broken down which is a positive!
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@KlIYYAA yeah ,,, everybody knows about the titanic sub but hardly anybody knows about the boat with migrants being sunk . THREE HUNDRED FIFTY PEOPLE .
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@anorexsick_ say yes just to shock them because what are you thinking asking somebody that ???
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@StarvingDelilah takes one to know one i suppose
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how many cals has everyone had so far ?
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@mirubunnie i don't want people to suffer like i did whilst obese :( being overweight can really suck too
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@hourblkthinspo she has the best proportions it's insane /positive !!!!!!
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tell me your ed safe foods Go
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@astr6y i thi k its Silly 😄
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@val0ri3s forced??? if i get offered i'm just going to devour smth then compensate later but anyways depends where it is usually i get fries . like, unless you're at bk , [theres mozz sticks, onion rings, impossible whopper there] there's not a lot of non-meat options
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@pinkcorpsebride doctor because you do NOT want to risk toxic shock syndrome
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lmk if y'all want tagged when it's done !
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@xadarexxie controversial but . some of our headmates are attracted to way older men i'm sure if one of them fronted they'd manage it . especially if it meant finally being uw also doesn't he likes minors ? he'd probably initiate it LMFAOOOO just gotta dissociate for a bit
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i will lose 10+ pounds this month i will lose 10+ pounds this month i will lose 10+ pounds this month i will lose 10+ pounds this month i will lose 10+ pounds this month
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@unsweetteeee people don't want to acknowledge bulimia and purging disorder exist (even if it's tips on damage control) because it doesn't seem as clean as aesthetic to them ☹️
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@buttercupcalss they think they're so funny when there's people here that would eat more than them and purge it later like they don't scare ANYONE, not even restrictive eaters. there's low cal burgers!!! like !!! and most people don't gaf!!! it's online 😭
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@chlketer that same music artist said she'd do smth to people with restrictive eds or at the very least hates them afaik/as far as i remember, how is that not deserved
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manifesting 💐 i will reach my ugw by summer i will reach my ugw by summer i will reach my ugw by summer i will reach my ugw by summer i will reach my ugw by summer
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edtwt do you have any meaning behind ur user? recent post made me remember abt mine so i'll go first mine is [error] 404 and aspartame
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>>> sweetspo and encouragement for my favorite people [you all]
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@keloriez excited because i'd have lost 7 lbs and only have 5 until my next gw
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@lurexi4 TWINS!!! i stg it feels so invalidating no matter the bmi because i'm not skinny enough esp rn!! there's people who can remind me of that yet people will say irl that i'm fine [aka average] or 'getting skinny' so aggravating
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minifridge check :3
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What if I just stopped eating and subsisted solely off diet drinks frl
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@nocalbbz GREEN BEANS !!!! i love to nuke them in the microwave and add olive oil margarine or saute them on the stove
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@devincals yes yes your body will eventually adapt to the deficit and you'll stop losing weight. that's why metab weeks or at LEAST a metab day every now and then are important and why i semi-recover every now and then even if i don't wanna admit it
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@4sp4rtame
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when you realize that your disorder actually can k!ll you
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@bitchforcardioo you guys spend time with people enough for them to notice your weight?
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>>> bed, sitting workout and stretching videos thread if you don't want to get out of bed but need to burn off some extra calories <3
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@ctomzslitz it's not morally wrong to date someone only 2 years younger than you as a teen in this case because you're both in high-school AND the mental maturity can be very similar in some relationships . you just gotta watch for power dynamic imbalance
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@sunblessedbones The class struggle can be relevant when it comes to accessibility to certain foods and the habits that come from that
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@rosavche we just got an influx of locals interacting with us like a week ago not AGAIN
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@mysterystar0 the only meanspo that worked for me is literally one about my favorite character not being able to pick me up because i am HEAVY
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@FictionalCock @ivesugw mmmm binge-purging thanks for the motivation 😍😍😍
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@vegalimic @AmberlynWhite self-diagnosis is the first step of the process to getting an actual diagnosis for things, i think it's good for someone to know "there may be a possibility that i have this, so i should pursue it further"
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nearly 50 lbs, same plus sized sweater , but why can't i tell the difference ...
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@4sp4rtame
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@angelicroses222 i already have horrible memory damn it
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@doctrinedchurch i would eat 100 of them if they were 1 calorie
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me as i eat in a deficit while prioritizing protein and overexercising but the scale still doesn't drop
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@4sp4rtame
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@vvorsten i have done both of these in the past 24 hours ❤️ i truly hate myself /lh
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@4sp4rtame
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i hate being constantly cold like can the fat on my body actually do something for once???
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@xscats she has one of the highest celebrity carbon footprints btw!! here's ur reason [i'm neutral on her except for that]
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@doctrinedchurch i would eat the whole cake . as a person who loves dirty fasting that's a DREAM
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@zerocaldoll Yeah time to walk for another hour
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@miIkytearss the 'boy' is ME ☺️☺️☺️
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@anorexsick_ i name everything after the hyperspecific scenarios i imagine the songs would play during
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@hamt4ros how does it actually work ? i'm gen curious
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@deitcoke_ if it's real licorice you would be in the hospital pretty quickly due to glycyrrhizin having adverse effects in a high dose
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@twinstarspo i are have Autisbm
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@iheartmrwhite intermittent fasting + high cals (under my tdee though) + overexercising basically when i purged everything i was way better off than me only fasting and restricting now i can't do that shit as much anymore because i fucked myself up doing it 😭😭😭
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at least he can enjoy his food unlike you ❤️‼️ now stfu
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@astroweener i think for some (and pretty much all the overweight individuals i know on a friend level) they gained the weight because of preexisting health problems that they have told me-- usually they don't tell everyone because they're already stigmatized +
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@giornocals as someone previously bmi 24.8 i do NOT claim them
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@avenasdiet if she actually eats it she's on the level of a professional eater (people who partake in food challenges) because that is a lot of food just in the volume ALONE if we don't even talk about calories /neutral
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i'll fast how many hours this gets after i finish my current 24 hour one 🤞 need more motivation for longer fasts
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@VKEISNO1BANGYA even if i saw myself in an averagespo thread i would definitely take it as a sign to fully relapse again... a FATSPO thread? starting a week long primarily water fast bro
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@yewzno the word preference has lost all it's meaning people need to start saying that it's a limit, dealbreaker, boundary etc whatever to get the point across i don't even care about what people think about dating anymore man :sob:
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the Blanket i made
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@evecalz Most likely very weird unless in very very specific circumstances . And no you likely are not 'the one' the 18 year old should find people their own age and not being able to says something
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looking for more edtwt moots !!! went down 6 bmi points so far i tweet about a mix of disordered behavior and also my favorite crafts as said before i really like crafts. crochet and knitting are my favs and also i'm addicted to caffeine like monster ultra and [cherry] coke zero
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@bani_adine @dewycheeek i don't think calling the mental illness disgusting is gonna help us champ
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heyyy would u guys be interested in a thread of things to do instead of eating/while fasting ?? i don't think i'll be able to come up with 100 reasons but i want to make it for others and myself !!! just for motivation if u are and want to be tagged, lmk !!!
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@h31_tq8e @hearts4skinny ME IN APRIL 🎆🎆🎆 APRIL FOOLS !!!
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hiii looking for more edtwt moots/mutuals since the tl is kinda dead, so here's more about us! - a system - collectively has a SpIn on academics and love to explain things - 45 lbs down from sw/hw (180-135) - we are super friendly (except when others aren't) ♡/ ↺ pls <3 1/?
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looking 4 edtwt mutuals / moots i'm callisto, i live on twitter sometimes frl in my intermittent fasting + not counting cals era i make threads semi consistently i love academic stuff and learning i will interact with you and talk to you just ask <3 ifb ! ♡ + ↻ appreciated !!
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trying to motivate myself to drink more water so every interaction on this is 100 ml of water that i'll drink [and i will pull up with photos of my water bottles 🫶] if this gets enough traction i'll spread it out over a few days
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@uberlasergeek Asexuals are not legally recognized by the government or in any existing laws due to the way other queer identities have been defined in said laws. This puts them at large risk for future discrimination.
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i am going to rattle you until your brain neurons connect enough to realize the amount of nuance that goes into identifying eating disorders [and this will be a thread, too]
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@Powerwa423589 that looks like sensory overload in a food
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check my profil 🎉🔥💪
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do y'all wanna see this blanket i finished crocheting a few days ago?
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@iheartbunniii bmi SEVENTY-SIX? i'm worried for their physical health even if they lose enough weight to be healthy there's long-term ramifications to being so overweight
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@User69681293846 every day i thank whatever higher being made me for making me intersex and infertile 🙏
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@777atlas888 15-16 since i want to be able to maintain and not get put into treatment
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shocking your body into dropping weight actually works because i was maintaining due to higher calorie intake but as soon as i hit over 24 hours on my fast the next day i dropped 1.8 lbs
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this may sound silly but watching soap cutting videos to distract from hunger >>>>
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@xxocid im autistic and BROOOO 😭😭😭 why would anyone take it like that
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@starve4me am i the only person who voted everyone else because seeing everyone else at their ugws would motivate me better tbh
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@iycals they usually go hand in hand fun fact if you are on birth control malnutrition and a low bmi can cause a false period
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@hearts4skinny new elon policy baefie we're in a dumpster fire rn
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eating a burger
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@b4y0n3tta here in america i would say this probably has 1.5x the calories of a bacon king sandwich at burger king for comparison i'm comparing it to that because of the sheer amount of food put into that so pretty much 1800 kcal is my guess, lowest 1500
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caramel corn rice cake pizza (i know it looks depressing)
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when you don't count calories for one day and you gained
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@BASOREX1C i absolutely ADORE diet coke and coke zero ESPECIALLY vanilla and cherry as they're staples for me, and whenever i can get the limited edition flavors i always get super happy my favorite is coke zero dreamworld but i can't find it anymore :'((((
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@di3tcokelover How the fuck ? Do the staff not check on you ???
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@IFOLLOWEFLY not the entire week but as long as i can and as often as i can probably, i don't have the mental fortitude to go longer than 48 hrs most times so i'm not sure how far i'll get
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@bpdbunnii the stereotyping in their tweet is NASTYYYYYYY omg don't let them get to you , they're just trying to grasp at something to upset you and your time is more valuable than focusing on them 🫂
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stolen from lili :P - like if you think im nice - rt if im one of your fav oomfs/moots - reply if you want to get closer - vote if you have/had/potential a crush on me
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Well I'm going to seek some help for my purging behaviors but I'm not going to recover from everything . Just thought I would let my mutuals know Probably going to still restrict so don't take this as I'm going into recovery fully because I'm not and semi-recovery doesn't fit +
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the fact i fit in an american 6 is amazing considering i'm bmi 24
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totally not using this as a way to figure out low cal foods....
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@dahyunonlyfans i would be EXCITED that's only 10lb away from my ugw
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kinning the hungry hungry hippo board game
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see thinspo already is good but when it's a bunch of really fashionable thinspo >>>>
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dont cancel me but sometimes when i look at whatever photos of dream come up on my tl i'm like . hm . i probably have a chance with him . is 16 too old for him ?
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i only expected a 24 hour fast but i managed to almost double my goal time. lets see if i can go 60 hours
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