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anorexic girl addicted to coffee and not eating

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@38caIs
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2 years
♡ my meals, an ongoing thread ♡ — including some of my old!
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@38caIs
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2 months
since im no longer bmi 15 cause my obese self has gained a lot of weight, be honest would you kys if you woke up with my body? 😵‍💫 how am i perceived I don’t know
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@38caIs
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3 months
I feel so competitive whenever i see these videos I can feel my ed building up the rage inside of me
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@38caIs
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1 year
showering when bloated is the reason for my declining mental health
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@38caIs
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10 months
oh my
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@38caIs
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2 years
I see no problem with interacting with minors on edtwt as long as u have a respectful conversations and not being weird .. im not gonna best friend a 14 year old but I can interact and reply to their tweets like what’s the issue with that
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@38caIs
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2 years
why is it so embarrassing not to eat with your friends when they know about your ed
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@38caIs
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2 years
How are u anorexic and eat out like make it make sense lol — because I am anorexic and I eat out.
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@38caIs
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7 months
oh you think your life is hard? my neighbors are straight couple and both anorexic and bmi 12-13 BOTH. And they walk by my house at least 8 times a day, love that for me
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@38caIs
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1 year
do people really think it’s weird being 19 and still live at home? like the normal age to move out is literally like 22-23 depending on ur work or student life
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@38caIs
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2 years
feeling overly pressured to have good grades but being anorexic with no motivation and energy is so tough, going crazy actually
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@38caIs
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6 months
do I look bmi 16 or 23 be honest or smth inbetween
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@38caIs
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1 year
society if pesto pasta was low kcal
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@38caIs
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6 months
she looks so sick rn my god :(
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@38caIs
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1 year
“european summer” what are u talking about, every country in europe is completely different
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@38caIs
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1 year
my gf is forcing me to eat a banana which will make me go 43kcals over my limit I am spiraling
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@38caIs
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1 year
you have to be fucking kidding with me they sent me the wrong order? WHAT IS THIS
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@38caIs
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1 year
my new food scale arrived
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@38caIs
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2 years
I’m convinced that the people on here romanticizing their ed is still in the honeymoon phase
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@38caIs
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1 year
wearing my favorite flared jeans today
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@38caIs
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2 years
@damagedthigh but it is exhausting. it’s no one fault which is why it’s hard, they’re not a bad person for struggling with mental health but neither is the one who keeps their distance to someone with mental health. It’s okay either way, u do what u can on both sides tbh
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@38caIs
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5 months
her arms
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@38caIs
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2 years
when will you all realize that most people who post bc openly are disordered, they don’t even think straight, they just want others to notice their weightloss and skinny body. By posting a bodycheck during ur ed ur not thinking of triggering others, u just seek validation tbh
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@38caIs
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2 years
looking at the cals when grocery shopping is so embarrassing, especially cause my facial expression always go 😧 without thinking about it
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@38caIs
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2 years
@icyycals pro ana bowl
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@38caIs
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2 years
saw the tiktok with the “war is over” sound and someone mentioned stopped counting calories and it made me so sad cause I will probably never recover from this shit
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@38caIs
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2 years
they add the total calories in restaurants in london?!??
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@38caIs
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1 year
girl activities is crying over ur body
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@38caIs
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2 years
my dad just came home randomly gave me like 15 protein bars????? hello
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1 year
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@38caIs
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1 year
anorexic girl with all her vitamins
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@38caIs
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1 year
gf cooked food for me
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@38caIs
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7 months
everyday I mourn my lw like I was so close to low bmi 14 only for me to gain weight to 16s like get me out of this fat mess of a body
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@38caIs
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11 months
my dad just said during his work meeting “oh I have daughter that’s home a lot who never eats, so I have to leave during lunch a lot sometimes” hello nobody needs to know ur daughter is depressed and anorexic
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@38caIs
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1 year
I need autumn to be here like rn!
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@38caIs
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2 years
@edtwtconfessing i would literally put them out for adoption if mine did this wtf
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@38caIs
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2 years
@lalyrexic no 😭 I always end up eating the whole kitchen when im high
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@38caIs
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1 year
one year difference bmi 23 to bmi 15 and yet I still barely see a difference
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@38caIs
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7 months
they’re both deathspo and it’s more triggering that it’s a woman and a man cause it feels like even more of a competition for me
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@38caIs
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2 years
lidl haul cause im insane
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@38caIs
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4 months
lunch is being devoured as we speak
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@38caIs
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11 months
@dateluvr bae I almost freaked out thinking ur legs look like that cause I didn’t see the the thigh excerciser and was like hello???
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@38caIs
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1 year
wearing my maxi skirt with the top I made 🫶🏻
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@38caIs
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2 years
flirting and being weird is another story but just replying or liking their tweets .. nothing weird like I don’t mind minors following me but and I’ll interact but I’ll probably keep my distance a bit
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@38caIs
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11 months
@icyycaIs no not really, maybe if u skip the black tights with regular beige ones, and the black turtleneck and just have a cardigan over!!
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@38caIs
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1 year
my gf is so pretty im going insane, she’s getting pretty for her prom and she looks so beautiful in her dress u don’t understand
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@38caIs
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2 months
Im crying men are so unserious what’s going on in my cc
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@38caIs
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3 months
my girlfriend know me so well I love her sm
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@38caIs
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1 year
desperately need summer so I can eat watermelon and strawberries and blueberries and all the fruit for cheap
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@38caIs
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1 year
lost more weight and I’m at my lw weight ever now, who’s celebrating with me
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@38caIs
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4 months
new knit shorts feat my obese legs
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@38caIs
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1 year
bodycheck ft my wide waist 😐
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@38caIs
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1 year
close ur eyes everyone who saw me tweeting last night .. im having bfast 😒🫶🏻🤍
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@38caIs
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1 year
what’s the science behind feeling obese whenever you spill some food on urself, I could drop a piece of my protein bar on my shirt and it’s an immediate disaster and I’m fat
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@38caIs
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2 months
@lmndrp_ people are so annoying, even if it was bait and corny for attention on his side it will still help people, idk if I saw that as 15 it would have helped just a tiny tiny bit, and that’s better than nothing.
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@38caIs
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2 years
im sorry this is mean but this is so funny im sorry
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@38caIs
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2 years
am I disordered or is oil in cooking genuinely disgusting
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@38caIs
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1 year
birthday breakfast 🫶🏻
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@38caIs
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3 years
@uhhhskinny prom queen by beach bunny 🥺🥺🥺🥺👉🏻👈🏻
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@38caIs
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2 years
me <3 volume eating
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@38caIs
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1 year
dinner
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@38caIs
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2 years
I just love living in sweden
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@38caIs
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1 year
chocolate protein pudding 🧘🏼‍♀️
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@38caIs
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1 year
this is extremely restrictive, if she had bigger portions then it would be a healthy and fairly normal food intake, but this is restrictive lol
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@38caIs
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1 year
just cried in my moms arms cause I told her I feel empty and wanting to be a child again and she told me that it’s okay to be sad, it’s okay to be scared and it’s okay to be sad
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@38caIs
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1 year
@j3nrexic if u mean food then bread, protein bar but general shower!
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@38caIs
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1 year
@clelopl I always thought people hated the movie and not her? I think she’s quite a good representation tbh
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@38caIs
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1 year
me when I’ve convinced myself I’m wannarexic even though im 8kg underweight and has lost over 30kg and is diagnosed with anorex!a
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1 year
todays outfit <3
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1 year
why don’t we have these in sweden I want these so badly
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1 year
that uncomfortable weird feeling in ur stomach and you just feel so empty and uncomfortable because of anxiety or smth
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@38caIs
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2 years
breakfast 🤍
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2 years
@youscals ”they gave me nword pass” SCREAMING 😭😭
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@38caIs
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1 year
her chest bones.. im sick I need to be her
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@38caIs
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2 months
it’s so comforting knowing that old ladies and gents tell me to eat more at work, when I serve them food they are all “dear god! sit down and eat with us you are so cute but very skinny, do you even eat?”
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@38caIs
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1 year
and the “european clothing aesthetic” U mean the Scandinavian? 😭
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1 year
@icyycals me when I’m delusional
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@38caIs
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1 year
trust me, eat more fats in your daily intake cause it will change ur life 😩 nuts, olive oil or full fat yoghurts cause it makes a difference
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1 year
romanticizing my life by taking pictures of everything is just so me
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@38caIs
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10 months
the fat on the thighs … 😐😐😐
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@38caIs
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1 year
breakfast <3
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@38caIs
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2 years
why do non vegan / vegetarian people hate us so much in every type of way? like why do u hate me for not wanting to eat meat? 😭 it’s not even in a disordered way either I just can’t bare the fact of eating another animal
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@38caIs
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1 year
officially knee socks season
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1 year
🤍
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