i want to be skin and bones. im sick of the fat hanging on me, i don't want it there any longer. i want to feel my bones sticking out. i want to look pretty, to look small. i want to be a shell of a person, to no longer feel the emotions i feel right now. i don't want to be me.

I need to start walking more …

RT @xsweet2berryx: RT if u weight less than the avarage woman in my country

@aeskzjeans I don’t wash it for more than a week 😭

@leifyfaerybones 🫂

@leifyfaerybones Why no matter what I hear I still want to relapse . I hear I will drop out school, not be able to have kids, ruin my family, but I can’t change my mind. I’m so terrible

@leifyfaerybones ik, but i dont feel that happy now anyway. ill be torturing my mom but i feel like my brain is forcing me to relapse

Scrapbook drawing :(

I’m making my mom cry I don’t deserve to live

I want to die

I think my ed is causing my moms depression :(

@lovelachesis I DO!! but I got no one

RT @sleepwalklottie: i feel fat

i took a singular vitamin D pill and now im afraid im going to gain weight IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE

i fear i may be getting sick right before i go skiing

@vamp1c1de ty 💞

when i relapse ill be out of bmi 20s quickly at least

@scarrfruits okay ty😓

im scared to even take vitamins now cause i fear it has calories wtf