273 matches this season and I’m still in 1600. I’m going crazy. I’m hallucinating. I see firstkiller and daniel on the other team and I see job sandman on mine. I can’t feel my hands. I am going in a mental loop of win/loss. My yells aren’t heard. And I’m in a room with rats.
There's no way I just fucking demoted to rank c. yeah fuck this im never getting plus ever I should just quit bro no point in playing if I cant even win in rank b
Why are girls so weird bro I set up a date at a time picked out in me and this girls’ calenders, everything going well, and now I’m blocked from all platforms and I have 0 idea of how that even happened and now I’m looking for someone to go out with
my theory of 6mans is that there’s a correlationary effect that the higher the 6mans rank, the higher the body fat % per person as well as the higher average weight per person
The actual death is not nearly as painful as the realization that you’ll never be able to pet them, see them at the door, or hear them bark ever again and that it will only be in my mind
Kid just got shot in the abdomin by a parent of the team that lost to us. Happened right outside the school 30 feet away from my dad. Keep yourself safe guys
I am now doing coaching sessions for the small price of $51,000 per hour! I am barely at ssl level, but I know exactly how you can be pro level in 2 days or less!
A kid went up to me at the gym and said it was impressive that I did 5 sets of 5 dumbell bench presses with 70s and I’m gonna cherish that moment forever
I’m doing the best I can to reform, become a better human being, and mature. I’m sorry to everyone I’ve hurt or been a dick/annoying in the past. Just know I’m doing my best to change.
With the team being inactive at the moment, I am exploring my options and am LFT for the time being. Vouches, RTs, and likes appreciated.
Mid/high B
Discord is zaprl
LF CRL opportunities in 2 years (I’m a junior in high school rn)
- rank b and steadily improving
- 4.6 GPA
- want to major in something with aviation/aerospace engineering
- have experience in team environments and am willing to grind
DMs are open, likes and rts are appreciated!
Never realized how much force someone at my size sprinting has. Some random middle schooler kid went out in front of me while I was running sprints on the track and my shoulder connected with his head and his body reached the ground at light speed.
Goals for 2024:
- continue weight loss journey (down 20 lbs in 2 months)
- get back to playing rl with social life
AFTER THIS IS ALL SETTLED
- 2050 in 2s
- 1300 in 1s
- b+
- a girlfriend that I actually enjoy spending time with and love (hopefully this one I’m talking to rn)
i ended the season, well terrible. i didnt reach my goals for season that i wanted to get but i felt that i improved a during this season.
New goals for next season:
2k in 2s
ssl in 1s
try to get B plus within this season ( i will give it try)
annddd yeah, new goals.
I love how I joust bottle up all my emotions n shi when I’m not happy and then I just let ts out over something small like a private 6mans and everyone is just like “it’s just a 6mans bro” and I can’t really say nun and it’s not their fault because Ion talk to people ab my shit
@xsytra
No I dropped my controller 6 inches and for some reason it bounces off my keyboard into my monitor I’m gonna hug the side barrier on the highway with my car at 140 mph
I opened up twitter today at 7 am when I’m about to leave for school and the first thing I see is a Ukrainian soldier getting fucking neutered by a bunch of Russian soldiers