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lf interactive moots !
🥀 — ciel
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@starmingis
they both just crave each others warmth and there’s nothing more grounding to dazai than the direct heat of chuuya’s skin
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I keep thinking about 22 skk slow dancing in their now shared apartment, without any music just to the rhythm of their bodies synced with one another, just happy they have each other again
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its summer rn.. but skk ice skating together on a frozen lake and dazai skates next to chuuya and pretends to lose his balance “chibi im slipping!” so he grabs onto chuuya’s arm knowing it would nullify tainted and they just tumble onto each other on the ice
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just thinking about dazai spinning chuuya around his apartment, nearly knocking him into the furniture, but the sight of dazai smiling at him as the sun shines through the window and lights up his eyes is enough to wipe the scowl off of chuuya’s face
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they go explore the beach. dazai absolutely hated the beach. he never dared to go during the day, it was always loud and too sunny and the sand would always find its way under his bandages. in short — it was a sensory nightmare. “isn’t there anything else for us to do?” dazai was
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shells and beach trinkets jingled in their pockets as they walked to chuuya’s apartment. conveniently chuuya had an oversized pair of pajamas, he bought the wrong size and was too busy to return it…definitely not because a certain someone kept breaking in and staying the night.
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since I did indeed hit one million followers I will draw skk steamy hot makeout session
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smile that wide before. he rolled his eyes and looked away “tch, if I had used tainted you’d say that I cheated which gives ya an automatic win…” dazai kicked water towards chuuya, splashing him a bit, “well maybe if you drank more milk, chibi would grow and he could beat me!”
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talking about him, how he cherished him and how special he was to him, how chuuya is the best person he’s ever met and how he wants to spend the rest of his life with him. he rambled until he was too tired and fell asleep himself, warm and safe in his lover’s embrace.
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it’s your natural habitat anyways, mackerel,” he gestured towards the tide. dazai stomped his foot, “fine, but I’m racing you slug!” immediately he took off towards the water. “hey, ya didn’t give a countdown!” chuuya chased after him, wondering how dazai’s skinny legs could
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“modern” soukoku and its florist chuuya having a picnic with dazai and every time chuuya’s back is turned dazai will discreetly stick small wildflowers into his hair and keeps telling chuuya he’s pretty but it takes him so long to notice
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both the subject of his annoyance and fascination. or, he could return to his lonely shipping crate alone, which was hardly a “home” fit for a human. “fine, I guess a good owner has to look after their dog after all,” dazai settled with the first option. chuuya brought along two
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#TurkishWomenNeedHelp
please help to boost and amplify the voices of turkish women by spreading this tag globally!! turkish women are being murdered and their government has done nothing about it and is staying silent. please listen to all those who are speaking out
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I hope oomfs are doing well today I’m going to try to post some writing or art
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already whining profusely. “well /I/ wanna explore the beach, ya don’t gotta tag along if all you’ll do is complain,” chuuya kept on walking towards the beach. dazai mulled over his options. he could stay with chuuya on the beach and walk around with the short ginger who had been
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flashlights for them and they began to wander the beach. the sand between dazai’s toes already made him start to regret his decision. chuuya was somehow keener than anybody when it came to reading dazai. “how about we walk along the water so the sand doesn’t bother us too much?
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I wanna reread stormbringer rlly bad but do i want any more mental turmoil than im already dealing with rn…
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if I hit 200 followers I’ll post vamp beast skk hot steamy make out (I did not post last time since I hit it too fast, so now I offer vampire version)
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soukoku beach day dazai picks up a crab and runs over to show chuuya who is just like put that thing down and then it pinches dazai and he’s like OUCHIE and scolds the crab for pinching him before throwing it back in the water and chuuya just shakes his head smiling fondly
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possibly carry him that fast, especially in the sand. dazai beat him to the water by a split second. “even with his little fairy ability, the slug /still/ didn’t manage to beat me,” he beamed with a prideful smile. chuuya’s heart stuttered for a second. he hadn’t ever seen dazai
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he didn’t expect dazai to reach down and put it on top of chuuya’s head, to which he screamed and chased the brunette around once again. they smelled like the sea and were out of breath — dazai lost his balance, and chuuya definitely didn’t grab his hand to keep him from falling.
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next time I get a gut feeling about someone not being a good friend im running with it cause wtaf
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thank u chuuya stans but older gc for giving me more bsd artist moots ily
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he ordered at the coffee shop, how he put salt in kunikida’s coffee while he was in the bathroom, and then, how much he loved chuuya. and how proud of him he was. by the time he got to that part, the redhead had been sound asleep. though, that didn’t stop dazai. he continued
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the two continued bickering through the night, splashing and chasing each other through the water. chuuya found a starfish and chased dazai around with it, who was too afraid to pick it up. at some point their flashlights spotted a crab and chuuya dared dazai to pick it up.
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this freak has been in my notifs all day?? I am very open about my happy relationship too. super disrespectful :/
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my bf is so talented and amazing and sweet and cute and awesome and and and
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yet comforting hand on his back and began to rub circles.
“chuuya. focus on me dear.”
somehow dazai spoke sternly but gently at the same time, exactly what chuuya needed to begin to ground himself. dazai began to model deep breathing for him. chuuya tried to match his pace,
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chuuya is too groggy to argue after getting woken up at 3am so he scowls and lets dazai hold him against his chest firmly and intertwine their legs… and despite his insomnia dazai manages to get some sleep
dazai waking up from a nightmare in his damp, dark shipping crate and walking all the way to chuuya’s apartment just to slip into his bed next to him and demand chuuya to be his personal stuffed animal for the rest of the night
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writing osamu dazai bsd in there
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“It isn’t your fault sweetheart,” dazai gently wrapped an arm around chuuya’s shoulders and helped him to stand up. “I bet my dog hasn’t had a bath yet today… let’s get chuuya washed up.”
together, the two headed to the bathroom. chuuya stripped himself of his clothes and
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and it took him a few tries, but he finally managed to sync his breathing with his partner’s.
chuuya’s voice came out rough, “It was 9 of them, dazai. under my leadership.”
dazai had immediately understood. despite having grown up fighting grown men in the sheep and braving
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climbed into the warm bath which had been adorned with bubbles and essential oils, courtesy of dazai. he cried while dazai gently massaged shampoo into his curls. save for that, the room was completely silent.
when chuuya had finished bathing, dazai left him to get dressed and
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my freaky boyfriend is so pretty
old photos of me being a freak ? (≧▽≦) felt like posting them for u guys
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one thing about me is I am always going to support my bf in anything he does I lob him
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“i see the slug is wearing my pijamas… careful, they might swallow you whole, chibi.”
“cut it out dazai. I’m clearly trying to sleep and your yapping is making that difficult,” he grumbled and pressed his face into the crook of dazai’s neck. dazai remained silent for a couple
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no thoughts just chuuya holding dazai’s head against his chest while he hums to him and lets him listen to his heartbeat
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tears came flowing out instead and he dropped to his knees. dazai calmly walked over and crouched down next to chuuya.
“is it okay to touch you? nod your head if yes.”
sobs ripped themselves out of chuuya’s body, and as best he could, he nodded his head. dazai placed a firm
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before he walked into the living room. dazai must have gotten out of work early tonight. or rather, he probably got scolded by kunikida for making atsushi do his paperwork and decided he’d worked enough for the day. he threw himself onto the couch with his hands behind his head,
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my job after all.”
chuuya tried to regulate his breathing as best he could without making it too obvious. though with dazai, and the perceptive bastard that he is, nothing ever seemed to go unnoticed. dazai’s eyes flickered from the ceiling to chuuya, who was still standing in
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scenarios most adults never find themselves in, the death of colleagues was something that always struck chuuya. he went out of his way to befriend those who would follow him into missions, and despite being a mafia executive, chuuya is only human.
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erm im bored in class so
tell us about you
1. ciel
2. taken
3. how soon is now the smiths
4. 3,700+
5. twitter
6. e + z + a
7. ya
8. american
9. 5
10. none
11. um milk
12. 2016
13. my bfs
14. my bff I love :3
reply for questions
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that right over and over again, each time he ignored his texts and calls. dazai took a couple of deep breaths before finally standing up. he didn’t bother bandaging himself up, it always felt too loose when he did it anyway. a certain redhead was much neater and kinder than he
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ever was when it came to wrapping him up and unraveling him. he knew it wouldn’t be the solution, but dazai left his phone in the bathroom, shut the door, and searched for the nearest cheap bottle of alcohol he could get his hands on.
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of minutes, until chuuya spoke again.
“…alright, maybe keep talking. i want to listen to you.”
a smile bloomed across dazai’s face, hidden from chuuya’s view. he skipped the teasing this time and went straight into talking about the most mundane things. how his day went, what
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walked through the door and took his shoes off, his gloved hand found purchase on the wall. he tried to steady himself, but the pit of his stomach was burning and air kept escaping his lungs.
“chibiiii~” a familiar voice rang out, and chuuya took his hand away from the wall
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“the slug is home so late…”
chuuya could hardly focus on his words and instead blinked a couple times in an attempt to fend off the tears threatening to fall from his eyes.
dazai continued on with his rambling, as always, “the mafia shouldn’t be working my dog so hard, that’s
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heated up some leftovers for him. chuuya ate as much of the food as he could manage. at last they climbed into bed together and chuuya finally felt some semblance of relief. dazai pulled him into his arms, squeezing him and pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head.
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front of the door. it took just a few seconds for him to read his body language.
“what’s wrong?” dazai sat up from the couch, and chuuya looked like a deer caught in the headlights.
he tried to get words out, but they were stuck in his throat.
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somehow he hadn’t managed to cry. dazai wasn’t a fan of crying but he craved release of something, anything, and his previous efforts proved unsatisfactory. his thumb hovered over the call button of a certain contact. that contact, which he never found it in him to block, had
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might make a pinned to organize my art and writing on this account.. but that’s so much work
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he’s so sexy
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bombarded him with calls, texts, and voicemails for months until one day they came to a stop. the number hadn’t blocked dazai either, it seemed they didn’t have the heart to do so either.
“one more year. it’s just one more year,” he kept telling himself.
with just the press
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13 more followers and I’ll draw skk makeout when I’m back from vacation
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chuuya celebrating the anniversary as well, certainly in a much different way than dazai was. or maybe, he’d find some sort of comfort in the interaction regardless of how it went. because it was nakahara chuuya, and because nakahara chuuya had given him a reason to keep living.
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