@mooncowgirls
@veniceebiitchh
This is the google review I wrote two years ago on this place when I mistakenly walked into their facility. Such a horrible experience, I’ll never forget how violated I felt.
After 224 days in the NICU my baby fucking did it!! She graduated and moved floors! She will still be in the hospital for 3-4 weeks on the transitional floor but she is out of the NICU 7 months & 11 days later 😩😭😍🥰🥳❤️
Its okay to like.. hate being pregnant. u aren’t ungrateful. u dont need to suck it up, plaster on a smile & bottle all that shit up just bc “some women aren’t as lucky” & “because babies are blessings”
Sometimes being pregnant is a horrible fucking experience & its ok to hate it
Today my sister came with me to the NICU & after I was done changing Ruby’s diaper I sat down next to her & she looked upset. I asked her what’s wrong & she said “I don’t want to say it or else I will cry” so I’m like say it!! & she goes “..I’m just so happy you’re both alive” 🥺
I’m not going to the NICU support group again lmao this woman whose daughter is 11 months, NICU graduate, came to the meeting 20 min late & said her daughter was up in the PICU because she had RSV. No mask. Just walked into a NICU support group after leaving her baby with RSV lol
It’s so weird being pregnant because you know that you are pregnant but then out of no where you realize you really are pregnant and there’s a whole ass human growing inside of your body. So many different times you’ll just stop & be like “holy shit” & it hits u all over again
@brianfancysyou
@ThePopTingzz
When he is actively working against an entire community that he is secretly apart of??? Hell no. Hypocrisy gets blasted when you use your power to hurt people. He deserves this.
I feel like people should have to do actual jail time when they get a dui??? Like a month in jail or something?? I feel like less ppl would drive drunk if it meant actually sitting in jail
My grandma comes down to the hospital every couple of days and takes my dirty clothes and then brings me clean clothes and just does my walks with me, talks with me, hangs out with me for a couple hours. She lives 50 min away. I’m so lucky I have her 🥺
When we went to go say goodnight to Ruby last night someone handed us this card and said that a family who had graduated the NICU wanted to give all the families currently in the NICU a little card for Christmas 🥺 this is so sweet. The cover of the card makes me cry 🥺
My pretty baby 💖 they were changing the tape that holds her breathing tube in place and we got to see her little face without tape on it 💞 she’s so beautiful
Last night when I went to visit her she was all bundled up and I was so surprised just how much she had around her but I guess it makes sense going from the womb to the nicu mimicking that environment to keep her warm and comfy
I got to change my daughters diaper for the first time today & hold her in my hands for the first time while her nurse changed her sheets 🥹❤️ best way to start 2024 😭🙏🏼
I will never understand why people will have kids with someone who lost custody of their other kids or have no relationship with them and don’t ever try to have one. Like what was appealing there to think that you should also have kids with this person lol
Shout out to everyone who donates their breastmilk to the NICU. I cannot breastfeed while undergoing chemotherapy and treatment for cancer but my daughter is getting donor milk. Thank you for what you do ❤️
My beautiful Ruby Rae 💖 her surgeries went great today, she will now be sedated and paralyzed for a week so the trach and g-tube can heal without her moving. I’m in awe of how far she has come. I’m so proud of our baby every day, but especially today 😭🎀
What an irresponsible rude bitch. And I didn’t think anything of it in the moment because I was just shocked but the lady who runs the meeting told me I should put on a mask since I have cancer. But now in hindsight??? Why didn’t she think to tell that woman ummm hey gtfo of here
She likes to have her hands out but her nurses are like “we want to leave them out but we just can’t trust her” bc she will try to pull her tubes out 😂 so when we are there she gets to have one hand out for us to hold and she’s so content and falls right to sleep 🥰❤️
I’m literally crying right now. I just came into Ruby’s room and she’s wearing the first outfit we ever put Jameson in at the hospital after he was born. 😭❤️ I honestly forgot that I brought that here from Vegas and put it in her drawer. Ahhhh. My babies 😭❤️
Ruby is getting her trach & g-tube surgery tomorrow morning 😭❤️ please keep her in your prayers!! We’re so proud of our girl & how far she has come. One HUGE step toward going home. Once she gets this it could be as little as 4-6 weeks till she FINALLY gets to come home 🥺🙏🏼❤️
And why didn’t she, a mom of a baby who was in the NICU for months, think hey! I’m walking into a room with other parents whose babies could fucking die if they caught what my daughter has right now! Maybe I can just skip the meeting and stay isolated with my kid in the PICU
10 years ago I got diagnosed with cancer for the first time. I never would have imagined I would get diagnosed with it again almost 10 years later. And definitely not while I was pregnant. I can’t believe these are the cards life decided to deal me. Hahahaha wtf
Still 25-30% cancer. Not full remission. But that is still better than 90% ❤️🩹 I am being admitted to the hospital tomorrow or the next day to start immunotherapy, I’ll be there 8-10 days. My doctor wrote in my notes that I have privileges to go see Ruby in the NICU every day. ❤️
Los Angeles Ronald McDonald House is taking all the families to Disneyland on Saturday we got the call today saying we for sure got 4 tickets for our family & we’re going 😭❤️ oh my goddddd and right before my older kids are going back to Vegas in a couple weeks too 😫❤️
Today I am officially 5 years (and 1 day) cancer free. 🎉 We have been celebrating the whole time this past week! This is such a huge milestone, my chances of cancer ever coming back has dropped drastically, and I feel like I can finally close this chapter of my story (continued)
After meeting with our hematologist and the high risk OBGYN team today, I have gotten my treatment plan and we are moving forward with our pregnancy. Please continue to keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Me and Ruby are about to kick some cancer & NICU ass. ❤️
#GrowRubyGrow
I applied online for a free owlet and I got an email saying we were chosen to get one and they just mailed it out 😭❤️ whaaat I totally forgot I even applied for that and it’s perfect timing because I just started thinking about how we need to start getting stuff for her!! 😭🙏🏼❤️
My transplant coordinator called me this morning and told me that I have SEVERAL BONE MARROW MATCHES off the registry for my bone marrow transplant 😫❤️🙏🏼 I can’t believe it, I was so scared about not being able to have a match and now I know for a fact that I have SEVERAL 🥺🥹❤️
I’m crying, I have an appt at UCLA today so I just went up to the NICU & left 20 of these cards plus a couple special ones for our social worker, favorite NP & a little basket of stuff for her night time primary plus a bunch of cookies. I can’t believe it’s over for us at UCLA 😭
@jordanleanne_
I did more crazy shit as a teenager than I ever did as an adult. Looking back on the positions and situations that I put myself in is insane
If you’re the type of bitch that has no boundaries with married or taken people you’re a piece of shit. Yes it is 100% the responsibility of the person who is committed in a relationship to set their own boundaries. But why the fuck do you want to be that type of person???
There’s this charity called Once Upon A Room and they’re going to decorate Ruby’s little space in the NICU tonight 🥺❤️ they asked us how we wanted them to decorate it and I said butterflies and flowers and pink white and red. I’m excited to see what it’s going to look like 😭
My mom posting about me having cancer 10 years ago makes me sad 😫 especially right now having my own kid in the NICU. I can’t imagine having a kid with cancer. 😭
I fucking love seeing women who were in relationships with complete assholes get out of them & flourish & live their best partying hoe happy lives, then come into their own & get back to their hobbies & doing all the things they probably were made to feel bad about before 😭💖
Some lady just walked in the cancer clinic & asked “do we still have to wear masks in here?” & then was acting all annoyed with it. wtf lol. The cancer clinic???? Yes you have to wear masks, people in here literally have no immune system, are you dumb??? 😵💫
Yesterday I held Ruby for like 8 hours and she was just so happy and content being with mommy. Look at how she looks at me 😩🩷 every time she would wake up and get upset I would say “mommy’s here” and she would look at me and fall right back asleep. We need each other 😭 ilhsm
You ever just stare at your kid while they are calm and sitting still in one place and just admire all the little details of their face and think about how amazing they are and how much you love them and like.. Want to cry your eyes out
And before she told us she had RSV she passed around her phone to show us a picture of her baby. So my husband touched her fucking RSV germ phone right before he touched his mask to put it on when we found out her baby had RSV. So pray we don’t get fucking RSV
@winkyboobies
@TeddiMellencamp
If you weren’t actually cured of cancer with homeopathic remedies then maybe you shouldn’t be suggesting someone who is actively fighting cancer seek that out, instead of what literally did save your life & what is currently saving theirs. Coming from another cancer survivor.
Ruby is ready to move rooms any day now! As soon as bed opens up on the transitional floor she will be leaving the NICU 😭❤️ she’ll still be in the hospital for 3-4 weeks on the transitional floor but this week we will have a NICU graduate 😭❤️
Happy 27th birthday to me and happy half birthday to my Ruby Rae 💖 she also got an upgrade to a big girl crib today!! Couldn’t ask for a better present than to spend time with my baby today and celebrate together 💝
Set an alarm and woke up to do a zoom call at midnight with our girl 💗 can’t wait till next year when she will be cuddled up sleeping in our house at midnight
Look how fcking cuteeee my baby is 😩 It seriously blows my mind that she is alive and we get to love on her every single day. I can’t imagine what life would be like without her if we hadn’t pushed the MFM doctors to give it a chance for us to do chemo while I was pregnant 😭
It really went from “we don’t think your baby will grow to the size she needs to make it” from OB to “every day & every gram counts” from NICU 🥺❤️ they said they have intubated 400 gram babies before & feel confident that she would be able to make it NICU after birth 🥺
Here is the update on my cancer situation for anyone who was wondering. And for Ruby, she is in the NICU doing well. She is on a breathing machine called NAVA & over 3lbs now 💖
I tried to join this mom of trach babies group on fb and the lady who runs it messaged me and told me I couldn’t be in it until Ruby actually had a trach or was 2 weeks out from her surgery. Cool :-) bitch
One of the nurses in the NICU was talking to me earlier and we were talking about how I haven’t lost my hair yet and she was like “oh you must not be on the strong chemo my friend is on the strong chemo you must be getting the light chemo” & I’m like ??? No ? Lol
Leah Jenea has one of those voices where you just want to sit and listen. You don’t want to sing along, everyone and everything needs to shut up, you just want to hear her sing
@JeneaLeah
#TheFour
If I get sick before the 24th, when I’m supposed to get admitted to the hospital for the CAR-T Cell Therapy, then it has to be pushed off :-) and we won’t be able to go to the NICU to be with Ruby. I can’t believe how dumb I was to go to a support group just bc my counts are up
I have the best doctor ever 🥺 I called the office today saying I was having a lot of anxiety about dying & needed help & she really just called me like 4 times in a row because I missed it then talked on the phone with me for 10 minutes about how understandable the anxiety is
Yesterday I did a breathing test that they’re sending to insurance to get approval for the transplant called a pulmonary function test & the lady was so impressed with me she was like wow you have amazing lungs they are going to love this!! You are the best patient I’ve had!
When I get my bone marrow transplant I will have a new blood type if my donors isn’t the same as mine. I will have their blood type moving forward. Thats so wild hahaha
My belly really just popped out of no where 😍 I was doing my walk last night around the floor & one of the nurses said “you really look pregnant today” & another nurse wasn’t looking & her jaw dropped, she thought she was just telling someone they randomly looked pregnant 😂
It’s Ruby’s due date today 🥳🍀❤️ and in 2 days she will be 3 months old 🥹🫶🏼 every day I can’t believe she is alive and she is ours. When I first got pregnant with her I thought it was so cool that her due date was St. Patrick’s Day. Our little lucky charm 🍀💖
At the beginning of all this, I was able to find & get connected with 2 other women who had Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia while pregnant as well. All of our babies are alive & well. One of them is getting her bone marrow transplant next week. I’m so happy for her 😭❤️
NICU nurses are either the meanest ladies ever that will stand up for your baby against everyone else in the hospital or they are the sweetest baby voice talking ladies who are so gentle and sweet. Either way they are the best humans ever & I love them all so much
I’m getting discharged from the hospital in a little bit and Scotty, Jamo and Alessandra are going to pick me up. So on our way out of the hospital we’re going to go to the NICU and my daughters are going to meet for the first time 😭❤️
Belly laughed on the phone with my mom tonight and that felt good. We are about to be together for 100+ days straight for this transplant, she is going to be my caretaker. I really hope we do good through it after a year of working on our relationship. Wish us luck 🙏🏼❤️🩹
My school called me yesterday asking if I wanted to re enroll because I only have 61 hours left & I told them my situation, they said they will call me in 6 months & check in to see where I’m at, but that my time won’t expire and I can come back and finish whenever I’m ready 🥹❤️
@queensofbravo
I was legit looking at Michelle and Jesse’s daughter thinking “wow she looks just like her dad” then sliding to the next picture thinking I was going to see their twin faces next to each other and I was like… wait what?? 😂
Oh the doctor let me go outside yesterday for mental health 😭❤️ she said every day if the baby goes a 2 hour stretch without any heart rate drops I can go 1 hour off the monitor. So I have time to shower then go downstairs & walk outside, go to the cafeteria, whatever I want 🥺
“A miracle baby” 😭❤️ yes she is 😭 when they put all the clips together like that and talk about her and the miracle she is it makes me so emotional 🥺❤️
I’m in the waiting room for my appointment right now to find out if I’m in full remission or partial remission, I’m so nervous but excited too at the same time. I’m gonna puke