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@twitch partner│ latina 🇨🇺 │ lover of all things disney & harry potter│ slytherin 🐍│probably somewhere listening to taylor swift │[email protected]
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Joined August 2011
i never come on here anymore and talk about my grief or losing my mom because i feel like everyone goes through shit you know? but this year i promised myself i was going to take care of me, and reinvent myself. do things i love again. i am 100 days with no alcohol and not because i drank too much but because i was trying to drown my grief with it. there was never a night i drank where i would wake up the next day and said "wow i was the best version of myself last night" throughout this grief journey i learned so much about myself and also about the people around me. the year i needed support the most and people to show up was the year that they did the least. i also learned that that is ok. some people do not know what to say or do when someone is hurting. people do not owe me their time or loyalty. but i do owe myself to put my needs and mental health first. so if last year, taking a few steps back from streaming cost me my loyal supporters, that's cool too. i am finally at a place where i still hurt but i channel that hurt into my content. myself and family. to those who stuck it out with me. i love you.
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