xDiji
@xDiji
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“take drugs to avoid the problem” if that’s really the best solution anyone can come up with i’m screwed
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genuinely don’t understand how more people don’t make fun of me in public, i look so stupid and probably walk in a weird way
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i dreamed that my friend got into a car accident while speeding and i was happy cause i thought he deserved it… atp i give up. i even dream about people getting hurt and it feels good. i’m too afraid of killing myself but man sometimes i wish i didn’t exist
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why can i not accept that my life is shit because i deserve to live a shit life. like yeah i’m sure i’m going to hell because i deserve eternal suffering. it makes complete sense. so why am i mad about it lmao
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good fucking grief i’m still thinking that self deprivation will cause God to have pity on me and take me up to heaven. like how fucking disgusting am i
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i genuinely don’t understand how i can still get out of bed in the morning knowing full well that my existence only makes the world a little bit worst for everybody else
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i still don’t give a shit about trying to become better, would rather just ignore the problem and try to go back to normal without changing anything. so please don’t put up with my bullshit, leave me to suffer until i can finally accept the reality that i’m a total pile of shit
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me praying for other peoples safety on the road because i think if i pray for other people then God will be happy and give me safety instead… yeah i definitely deserve to go to hell for thinking like that
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how fucking awful am i, now pretending everything’s ok just because i don’t feel like shit. nothing changed, i’m still the worst person on the planet, but now i try to reassure everyone like “oh i’m ok! pls let me back into your friend group!” what the fuck is wrong with me
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rerolling my existence today pray i get good gacha luck to not be an insufferable asshole lmao
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