everything sylvia plath ate according to her journals, letters, poems, the bell jar & other texts / curated by
@rebeccaebrill
, illustrated by
@lilygibbstaylor
I can’t stand anyone, especially men; I walk out in town when I have to for fruit and cheese with a glowering scowl; I talk only to cows and swans. 10/9/56
I am sitting up in my room in halter and shorts trying to beat the heat with iced coffee, but it simply refuses to be beaten, and the ice persists in melting. 7/6/55
Never again will I put on a clean cotton dress over a vivid, electric, cooly tingling body, and bike jauntily to market to buy “anything I want” to eat. 1951
if we can become ecstatic about the common necessities of life together, like morning coffee (or milk!) and shopping, how amazing will seem even the smallest of good fortune that comes our way! 8/11/54
I needed to practice a certain healthy bohemianism for a while to swing away from the gray-clad, basically-dressed, brown-haired, clock-regulated, responsible, salad-eating, water-drinking, bed-going, economical, practical girl that I had become. 10/12/54
I drink sherry and wine by myself because I like it and I get the sensuous feeling of indulgence I do when I eat salted nuts or cheese; luxury, bliss, erotic-tinged. 1953
I want to remain a child and be sheltered from accepting the responsibility of things like earning a living, cooking, and taking care of myself. 1/7/51
We listened to music, talked, went downtown for a club sandwich, and I felt just bubbling over with the mere realization that I had found a friend with whom I could share my humor, my ideas, and my delight in the surrounding world.. 3/5/54
I am inclined to babies and bed and brilliant friends and a magnificent stimulating home where geniuses drink gin in the kitchen after a delectable dinner and read their own novels and tell why the stock market is the way it will be. 3/6/56
Virginia Woolf works off her depression over rejections from Harper’s (no less!---and I can hardly believe that the Big Ones get rejected, too!) by cleaning out the kitchen. And cooks haddock & sausage. Bless her. I feel my life linked to her, somehow. 1957
Ted told me I could economize by not drinking sherry, smoking, eating expensive meat & that the children could learn to “live like the people”. 10/22/62
I have breakfast in bed about 9: two big cups of cafe au lait, two moist fluffy croissons (which float above the plate, they’re so light) with lots of delectable unsalted butter. 3/28/56
Instead of studying Locke, or writing---I go make an apple pie, or study the Joy of Cooking, reading it like a rare novel. Whoa, I said to myself. You will escape into domesticity & stifle yourself by falling headfirst into a bowl of cookie batter. 2/25/57
For under three dollars I stocked up on 2 quarts of milk, mayonnaise, donuts, tomatoes, carrots, lettuce, green grapes, grape juice, frozen orange juice and toothpaste. Felt very competent and matronly with my list and enjoyed cleaning and rearranging refrigerator. 7/2/54
I still remember a night that I spent on a lonely beach with a few other girls. We brought blankets along and cooked our supper of tomato soup, bread, cheese and milk, over a driftwood fire. 9/24/48
It’s been really quite pleasant staying curled up in my sunny room, eating apples, drinking quantities of water, and reading “The Brothers Karamazov”, by Dostoevsky. 3/5/54
At the local coffee shop, hunched in one of the secretive, high-backed booths with hundreds of people's names gouged into the wood, we drank cup after cup of black coffee and talked frankly about sex. 1963
I'd seen a vodka ad once, a glass full of vodka standing in the middle of a snowdrift in a blue light, and the vodka looked clear and pure as water, so I thought having vodka plain must be all right. My dream was someday ordering a drink and finding out it tasted wonderful. 1963