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I’ve cried into her fur from childhood to now more times I can count. She’s been my guide, my emotional support, and my confidante for my entire life. I have no idea what I’ll do without her as the stabilizing, non-judgmental presence I’ve always relied on.
Okay. I need to come back to you feeling more like myself. I’m dropping coffee again now that I don’t have to be sleep deprived. And I’ve renewed my gym membership. If I take this time to focus on my emotional, physical, and mental health, I hope to feel better by Tuesday.
Thank you to those of you who are always believing in me. Thank you so much for always loving me and helping me feel supported through everything. People who ask how do you best support your oshi should only look to my true, loyal Sunreis as an example. ILY ❤️ KAWAII LOVE ❤️
The results came back, it’s all malignant aside from two. It’s pretty aggressive as well. We set up next appointments but given how rapid it is I’m not sure how much more we can do. Thanks everyone for the well wishes, just keep me and Babu in your thoughts.
I’m so grateful for my friends. Yuuna just messaged me out of the blue to catch up with me and check on me. She made sure I’ve been eating 😭😭 I’m so lucky. Between you guys and my friends both in and outside of the company, I never truly feel alone.
I know I wear my heart on my sleeve. It’s something I say about myself a lot. I know it makes me look silly sometimes or some may not understand, but I really do try my best.
I feel like a puddle today. Just literal mush. I haven’t been sleeping well cos I’ve been worried about mom and Babu and it’s like, coming to a head. My throat hurts. Demon was supposed to lead a meeting soon but my demon boss knew and she let me have off for the rest of the day.
I’ll talk more about the management dinner later but yeah I’m so grateful to Nami and Shee guarding me during that, it was so uncomfortable >,< I went to hide but then when I got back Nami was shooting death glares, she’s so cool 😭😭 I really love the girls a lot.
I crashed my demon portal into a snow mound and an old demon man and woman had to dig me out. Two cops pulled over to help push im mortified WHAT IS MY DAY
I’m so unbelievably sad. Can we just do this forever? Can I not have demon duties and live with the other girls and eat together and stream? 🥹 I don’t want this moment to end. So I guess I need to work ten times as hard so one day I’m able to have more moments like this.
(1/2) We’ve talked about it the other day so I’ll just let you know now that I got approved for my donothon in September! 🙇♀️ There will be rewards for all donors as well as additional rewards for all donors in specific ranges. I know this can be a lot so I’m letting everyone —
But her needs come before mine and even though I can see that she’s still here in her mind, her body is failing her. It just wouldn’t be right to force her to continue for my sake.
I’m making borgars! I showered and laid down and now I’m cooking!! I feel so productive today. I also got demon duties done. BUT I WANNA STREAM WAAAAAH
I really love Nami a lot. I love that she and I get into goofy situations together and I know I can always call her or the other kawaii girls for anything. Today was sooo fun. I’m happy I got to be with friends today and I’m so lucky to be surrounded by so many positive people.
Feeling a bit sick and unwell now, so while I was worried I’m actually glad we cancelled! Sorry if I worried anyone, it’s just been a lot today. 🙇♀️ But I’m fine!!! Sorry again
So, Babu is acting completely normal again. I’m really happy, but apparently this medicine will maybe only last her maybe 3-6 months…I hope for 6 months.
Doing late research, and I found that there are chemo options available with an 80% remission rate!! But it’s $7,000. 🥹
Isla is fine, she’s strong, she’s optimistic, and she’s going to be okay! It’s just scary. I’m really happy we are all able to keep her feeling safe and prioritized.
(2/2) know that this is being done because I want to be able to quit one of my demon duties and be able to feel more sound so I can stream for you more often. You don’t have to donate, but I’m trying really hard to make it worth it for anyone who wants to contribute. 🙇♀️ Thanks 💕
❤️ Being here takes work. It takes dedication. And I love every single moment of it. It’s like learning how to crochet!! You start small, then before you know it you have something big. Something beautiful. Something meaningful and true. The fruits of your labor. I’m so happy. ❤️
The amount of times veterinarians or even my own family have said Babu may need to be put down because she’s so old when she’s thriving as a senior dog is astounding. She’s had a torn (now healed) ACL, horrible allergies, anxiety, infections, but she’s still enjoying life haha.
I was just talking to my mom about Babu and I was saying how happy it makes me to make her so comfortable in her older years. I think one day I would like to open a long term care center for senior dogs who don’t get adopted. It’s basically all that I do in my free time already.
I love kawaii ❤️ I love our fans ❤️ I love my community ❤️ I love waking up every day and seeing things from you ❤️ I wish I could do more for you 🥺❤️ part of why I do so much is because I feel like it’s never enough and I just want you to always have Weina. That makes me happy!
Honestly, just like our 3D debut, I feel so relieved now. So much went into last night and now I feel uplifted. I’m happy to get a chance to breathe now and go back to making consistent content regularly!!!!!!
Honestly I’m thinking I should move our 50K celebration to next week. 😭 I haven’t had time to prep everything I want to do for it. Maybe today can just be a spooky stream day? Waaaaaah I always feel the day slip by as I work and I wonder where the time has gone.
I think more and more every day I find new reasons to appreciate you guys. You’re so patient with me. With my schedule. With my life. Thank you for supporting me ❤️
In a bit of a funk, still feeling under the weather. I got up, did some chores, showered, and got dressed. Determined to be productive! But…now after all of that I’m sleepy again. 🥹 am I actually sick waaaaah
Thank you for always being so kind to me. Thank you for being here for me. Whenever I’m feeling down I see your marshmallows and they motivate me so much. They push me to go on and keep doing my best. Demon is so grateful. ❤️
I really love my two eye colors, I think they suit me perfectly. It’s like when I switch to my black and red, I love them. But then I switch to my blue eyes and I feel cozy. I can’t pick haha
The centers had two solos, and the other idols had one each! Then we all had group songs and subunits. It balanced really nicely!! And I really hope to get more opportunities in the future to show you my hard work!!!
I finally am organizing all my plushies in my closet and putting everything away!! AND doing laundry before I go do more demon duties. Trying to finish everything before our stream later so I can stream extra longer today!!
This is a Sunreis haven!!! IM SO HAPPY!! I probably won’t circulate this account at all, but if you ever wanna interact this is a much better account to do it on. I don’t want to annoy people 🥹 Thanks guys!
*sigh* Babu isn’t doing well again. I was able to get the vet to get her an appointment first thing this morning. Hoping for the best and that it’s a resolvable issue…
I was just talking to my mom about Babu and I was saying how happy it makes me to make her so comfortable in her older years. I think one day I would like to open a long term care center for senior dogs who don’t get adopted. It’s basically all that I do in my free time already.
Okie dokie so I set up her appointment! I feel really good. The receptionist assured me that it’s good I called “the big guns”, and confirmed that we don’t know yet if it’s definitely cancer. So I’m taking her to confirm her diagnosis first!
Admittedly I didn’t plan a ton for this year’s anniversary individually. I hope you can just enjoy a comfy day with me and we can just fondly remember our times together ❤️ I hope that’s enough 👉👈
You know, ever since I started preparing for the idol project earlier this year, I’ve been trying to take my health seriously! Demon admittedly went through a puni puni phase and while I definitely believe in beauty at every size (1/?)
I love my Sunreis so much. I will always do my best for you!! One day I’m going to be 500,000 years old and guess what? I’ll still be streaming. Still here for you. ❤️😤
Sometimes I feel bad for eating meat. I used to be a pescatarian for so long before eating beef curry in Japan. It’s not always on my mind, but sometimes I’ll stare at a piece of pork or beef in my hand and just…feel a twinge of sadness…maybe I should try… 🥺
And even if we don’t hit the goal that I’ll need to be able to quit (it’s a lot 😣) please know that I’m grateful that anyone even wants to help me in the first place!! 🙇♀️💕💕 Thank you again.
We passed our goal of the month of 48.5K!! I’ll do a proper thanks on stream but thank you so much for the support! 💕❤️ Demon is thinking positively despite such an unlucky day. I miss you, I’m grateful for you! I’ll see you soon!!
A creator I really respect for her business analysis videos has been under fire for secretly not being a very kind or well intentioned person. I really wish people would just be kind to one another. Is that really so hard. I want to have faith it isn’t. I feel bummed.
I want make a new sims game for us to play but in order to do that I’ll need to buy every single pack (again). 🫠 There’s also so many new ones I’m tempted to get ahhhhhh.
I didn’t want to stress about the audio so rather than stress I just stopped the stream and REALLY enjoyed myself! I’m learningfgggggg xowmpdnwofnwis (sorry if the audio was still bad it wasn’t me if so LOL) IT WAS SO FUN!!!!
It’s crazy to me how some people really think or have it in their heads that every streamer or person with an audience doesn’t care about their community or the people in them. I care so much it hurts. I wanna know about your day. Everything. Either I’m the norm or the exception.
Most days, I’ve pretty much stopped wearing heavy makeup. I’ve been trying to prioritize making my skin actually looking and feeling healthy rather than just covering it up. I think it’s working! On days I do choose to wear some, it’s really light so it doesn’t make my face itchy
I crashed my demon portal into a snow mound and an old demon man and woman had to dig me out. Two cops pulled over to help push im mortified WHAT IS MY DAY