irma
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vent, edtwt | 23 ⚢ | hi, it's me, i'm the problem
Joined September 2023
it was for a few seconds only but i felt like death for next half an hour and i was in a bus full of ppl so i was desperately trying to get my shit together
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fasting for 24h and feeling vaguely insane but also completely normal at the same time. those of you who do 48h and 72h fasts what the hell
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btw not that anyone cares but I reached my gw! (I did up it a little after clumps of hair falling and my period missing for 3 years lol, but still, it's borderline underweight which is fine by me!)
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the difference between motivational pics I saved at the beginning of my ed vs now is crazyyyy it really shows that my goal then was to be normal bmi and now it's how to get out of normal bmi asap
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waging a war on stomach fat rolls at the moment. the desire to physically destroy them has never been stronger
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holidays being december 25th (with friends), december 31st, january 6th, january 7th and january 13th god i'd love being eastern european if not for a crippling eating disorder !
one thing i hate about my ed (i hate everything about it) is that holidays don't feel like a cheerful time, no, it's worse than a fucking war with all that food around
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one thing i hate about my ed (i hate everything about it) is that holidays don't feel like a cheerful time, no, it's worse than a fucking war with all that food around
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fuck. mother is watching a tv program about bulimia for some reason. let's hope she doesn't pick up on blatant ques in my behaviour lol (not funny at all)
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@livfnf so fucking proud of you. you've got this, even when it's hard, remember why you started <3
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Mind you it's just going to the party. I'll probably snap my neck if I actually have smth important on the horizon
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Eating disorder is just another proof of it. I try to eliminate everything I dislike about myself and now I understand that I never will. No matter how much weight I lose or makeup I wear, I will always think I'm hideous. Lol (not funny I'm about to scream)
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