For several years after Amma's demise, I kept recharging her phone, I would place it in another room, call, and then go and take the phone and answer it myself, and just speak, narrating the day's events. It was a way of comforting myself. An attempt to overcome my grief.
There was a sense of closure and relief. I said a prayer and deleted Amma's number from the phone. Grief is an emotion that holds one tight in its grasp. We tend to build walls, it breaks them down. Then we slowly learn to live amidst those broken walls. Life goes on.
Had now been allotted the number. I just saw the profile. It was a married lady blessed with two children and she had the profile message "My children, my whole world." A line my Amma used to say often. At that point, there was a strange comfort.
#Vaazhl
on
@SonyLIV
is a fascinating movie. Kudos to
@Siva_Kartikeyan
for backing this movie. Model TJ Bhanu has an impactful role. She has amazing screen presence and is a great find. Look forward to seeing her in more movies. Music by Pradeep Kumar is fantastic. Gem of a movie.
After a long time, I stopped recharging the number, but kept the number saved on my phone. One day I received an alert from TruCaller - "Amma has joined Trucaller". For a moment I was just still. I saw the WhatsApp number. After a long inactive period, someone else.
Priyadarshan crafts
#Marakkar
on an epic scale. Grandeur in each and every frame. The special effects are really well done. War sequences where Marakkar and the Portuguese battle on the high seas is well done. The love story between Keerthy Suresh and Jay Jakritt is cute.
#Akhanda
- Unabashedly hero+worship to the next level as legend NBK plays a double role in a fantasy, spiritual, environmental awareness, romantic pot-boiler of twins separated at birth. Suspension of disbelief and completely entertaining.
#Blockbuster
#DisneyHotStar
This is an important book, the current generation should be made aware of the struggle that so many people have gone through to reclaim what is rightfully theirs. Do pre-order and support. Om Namah Shivaya 🙏
On the auspicious Pradosham day & Trayodashi, delighted to announce the pre-order of my new book "Waiting for Shiva: Unearthing the Truth of Kashi's Gyan Vapi" from
@BluOneInk
. It traces the long, stormy history of one of our most sacred places, the numerous waves of destruction,
If you are in and around BTM Layout or MICO Layout, please support this lovely thatha and paati and their small shop. Very soft-spoken, gentle, there is deep sorrow in their eyes, the tea and kodubale is fantastic.
#BengaluruDiaries
The IRCTC cook at Katpadi who makes the masala dosai and sambar deserves praise. Wonderful sambar with drumstick, onion, tomatoes, the masala in the dosai, exemplary, and for the first time, whole peppercorns, uplifted the whole experience. Attagasam ❤️
#TeamDosai
#RailFood
Dear friends, if you visit
#ChennaiBookFair2023
go to the
#GiriTrading
stall and buy this beautiful
#MahaPeriyava
Calendar.
Sharing some pics. It will be a beautiful addition to your house and you can have darshan of the mahaan everyday.
cc
@anbezhil12
for wider reach. Thank you
On watching
#SiluKarupatti
again, the story between Leela Samson and Krav Maga Shridhar really resonated. A beautiful movie in every sense after a long time. This will remain fresh even after many years.
#Life
#Love
#Hope
They bring in Anupam Kher for a super special appearance. What a fantastic back-story. Ties up the loose threads, and a link to the
#Birbal
franchise too. Well done to the whole team. Whistle-worthy moments throughout. Last few sequences CGI for de-ageing has been used.
The service that you are doing for illiterates like me who cannot read Tamizh cannot be measured. Thank you very much Anbezhil ji.
Sakhalam Sarvam Shivarpanam.
Sakhalam Sarvam Krishnarpanam.
#MahaPeriyava
Narrated by Sri Balu Mama
Source: E-book In the Presence of the Divine Vol II
We lived in Mylapore then. Every morning and evening, twice a day, I would go to the Kapāleeśwara temple for Śiva darśan. Periyava would have bouts of pain in his chest. Ramakrishnaiyer,
This is a fantastic book from
@seagullbooks
- The stories are not to brighten your day, but to show how dark the human mind is and the troubled times of another era, continue to haunt us in the present. The first story called "A Hell Called Hospital" hits you tight in the gut.
A happy feeling to introduce my better half to the
@bookworm_Kris
family today. Always a pleasure to visit Krishna Sir and the Bookworm family. Said Hello to the cat celebrity as well.
#PeopleofChennai
.
A small space on the pavement, Greams Road, this elderly gentleman repairs / services wristwatches. Got batteries for my watches and changed straps. Simple, cost-effective. His voice quivers, vision at a distance is poor, the tools and muscle memory help him.
Today at the temple, a small boy, three or four years old, was celebrating his birthday, he was with his mother, the child gave out sweets to all the people who finished darshan and were leaving. It was a beautiful feeling. Blessed the child and he said "Thank you mama." 🤗❤️😊
Sci-Fic fans, Satyajit Ray fans, do not miss this little gem from
@Bee_Books
- translated by
@arunava
and available for purchase from the Bee Books website. A must-have for your collection.
This framed photo is very close to me. Do you notice the kumkumam and chandanam pottu on Hanuman Swami's tail? Were applied by Amma, when she still had the energy to do Pooja. I have carefully kept the picture, offer a flower everyday. There's a bit of Amma in the photo.
#Memories
@mechirubhat
This swami is similar to "Munishwaran" worshipped in Tamil Nadu. Some aspects also resemble the Ayyanar swami statues found in the outskirts/borders of villages. The swami is considered as a guardian of the village. Really interesting the similarities. Thank you for sharing Chiru
@drsanjaymalik1
Guilt because if I had not gone to office that fateful day, Amma may have not slipped and fallen down. Grief because despite doing the best I could and giving her the best care possible, I could not save her. Gratitude because she departed before the cursed pandemic started.
@swamy64
My uncle used to love a brand called "Double Bull". Especially their white half shirts. He laments that the current over-priced branded garments rarely last beyond a couple of years. Plus the "slim-fit" craze is reducing the length of the shirt a lot.
Full credit to the writing, screenplay, and direction by Boyapatti Sreenivas. There is not a single dull moment. Definitely worth your time for the gravity-defying fights itself
An excellent anthology of short stories by Jeyamohan sir translated into English by
@priyamvada_ram
. Highly recommended. A fantastic introduction to the writing of one of the doyens of Tamizh literature.
#Books
#Translations
#ShortStories
I have not lived in a PG accommodation before. Many years ago for a few months I stayed with my cousin in an apartment as the commute to work was a long distance. Now at 40, when I am addressed as bro, Anna, and uncle by the young students living in the PG, life feels strange.
Books galore at the shop named Book Fair at Koramangala. Small showcase entrance. Massive hall inside. Must visit. Incredible deals on books old and some new. PC - My dear friend Deepu 😊
Met my closest friends after a long time later in the afternoon today. One of them was celebrating his birthday. Good to catch up with everyone, forgetting all worries, just chit-chatting, cracking jokes, window+shopping. Life is beautiful. Gratitude to God.
A tower has been constructed in Kaladi. It is called "sthumbam" locally. One buys a ticket and climbs the stairs, the walls describe the life of Adi Sankara through colourful sculptures. School students had come for an outing today.
#Teerthadanam
41. A cake from my employer. Walked to my childhood friend's house, cut the cake there, ate some, they too had. Then came to the temple asked the elderly maintenance staff if they would eat cake, gave it to them. Heart feels grateful for everything.
I spoke to the gentleman's father.
There are three variants of the calendar.
Rs 275 for each calendar plus courier charges. Please support them. May Maha Periyava bless us all. Kamakshi Thunai. Om Namah Shivaya 🙏
#MahaPeriyava
Today I received this calendar as a gift from my friend. I was thrilled. This is a beautifully laminated pic of an oil painting of Maha Periyava with a daily sheet calendar. I called to thank my friend and the number on the calendar. This has been painted by
#Kurup
ranks high on the style quotient and rich production values. Shine Tom Chacko shines in an important but brief role. Based on the infamous Sukumara Kurup case, the movie takes its time to develop the story. Streaming on
#Netflix
- one-time watch.
I saw this happening in front of my eyes at
#ChennaiBookFair2022
yesterday. People were just looking at prices on Amazon and making purchases or moving on... As I said, perhaps you can't fully ignore the online portal, but don't do it in the bookstalls.
My better half's patient arrangement and decoration of the Christmas tree. Circumstances aren't much different but I believe love and time will heal. We are together bound by this bond. Forging along. In God We trust.
#Gratitude
#MerryChristmas2023
#Neru
works really well.
Anaswara Rajan has done exceedingly well and is in line for some award nominations for sure. Lalettan has played variations of this role umpteen times. It is Santhi Mayadevi who is the surprise package. She is also co-writer of the story.
New year, new city, but same old love for books, and my favourite bookstore
#Bookworm
with the ever smiling and helpful Krishna sir. For some reason, not able to tag him. Strange!!!
#Books
#GraphicNovels
#PusthakaPraandhan
Over the years, several Amar Chitra Katha titles have been very close to my heart. This particular title now becomes my favourite. Sharing some pages. Parents of young children, do let your children read such books.
#Ramana
#Arunachala
Please keep my friend in your prayers. Travelled 12 kms to meet a vet. He said classic case of distemper. Gave an injection and some medicines. Said there have been cases of recovery before. Please keep puppy in your prayers.
Most unexpected darshan of my dearest Swami Ayyappan. Was walking in a completely new locality, just turned to see this beautiful temple. Heart is full. Swami Sharanam 🙏
@swamy64
I had the shock of my life at the horoscope exchange center in Shringeri Mutt and Temple premises in T.Nagar, a middle-aged lady came to me and asked - "Mama ongulukku Ponnu irukka kalyanathukku?" I was absolutely shocked. This was few years ago and I had come to find a match 😭
Humbled and honoured to be receiving the Best District Award and Gold medal from the Hon'ble Chief Minister for the Girl Child Protection initiatives taken in Tiruvallur district, on International Women's Day.
This is a great inspiration for our team to improve further.
One book that really impressed me and made me rethink my perspective on life was The Heartfulness Way. Continuing the thought process, picked the next book.
#DesigningDestiny
.
@WestlandBooks
you have a winner again.
#KaathalTheCore
Winner all the way.
A huge salute to
#Mammuka
for supporting this project and producing it. At 71, reinventing himself, no other star of his stature has done this. Brilliant. Just brilliant. Streaming on
#AmazonPrimeVideo
. Must watch.
It has been three years since Amma left and that hint of regret, why that Saturday, I went to office, I could have stayed at home, keeps haunting me. I will never be able to overcome this grief right? Despite anything good that may happen, her death, will always hurt me!
For an IPL match feeder buses to connect KR Pura Metro and Baiyappanahali Metro are prompt and waiting for the cricket-crazy public. Can't the authorities at least show 50% of this dedication to serve the daily commuters? Something to think and reflect.
Yaenga thalai Vinayakar Chathurthi. Prayed that all obstacles be removed and we are more understanding of each other.
Maha Ganapathi yaellaraiyum anugrahikattum 🤗😊🙏
Dibakar Banerjee does not disappoint. Story credits to Varun Grover and DB. Arjun Kapoor is convincing. Parineeti, Neena Gupta, Raghuvir Yadav as solid as ever. Jaideep seems underutilized here. A cop and a lady on the run. Watch on Amazon Prime
#SandeepAurPinkyFaraar
Amidst all the new releases on multiple OTT platforms, a Dibakar Banerjee movie has also come out. "Sandeep Aur Pinky Faraar" is now on Amazon Prime Video.
Thrissur is synonymous with Vadakkumnathan. A massive temple for Shivan. Poonkunam/Punkunnam nearby has a beautiful little Shivan / Mahadevan Temple. No pics from inside. Outside pics. Pradosham Om Namah Shivaya.
#Teerthadanam
Chotannikara - My favourite Bhagavathi Kshethram.
Returning after about 5 years. Lot of changes. Tiles laid, systematic queue system, devotee conveniences enhanced. One of the most powerful Devi Kshetram that I have visited.
Supriya Pathak, Ranveer Shourey, Kanwaljeet Singh, and several young actors make an impact. This is an example of perfect casting. If you are looking for a recommendation this weekend, let it be
#Tabbar
.
#Tabbar
is brilliant. Really happy for Pavan Malhothra. Right from
#Nukkad
have loved his work. Set in the backdrop of the drugs crisis in Punjab, this is a powerful dramatic tale of the lengths a person will go to save one's family.
A winner for
#SonyLIV
. Must-watch.
If you are taking a train on your journey with Jolarpettai as a scheduled stop/station, do try the samosas that the vendors at that station bring into the train when it waits there. Generous filling of onion, potato, carrot, a wee bit of ginger, and green chilli. Rs 15 apiece.
#JathiRatnaluOnPrime
- Crazy Mohan would have been proud of the writing and direction. Non-stop laughter and clean comedy sans vulgarity. Good job by the team.
When my time comes, I hope it is instant, I don't want anyone to wait on me at the hospital, paying bills, deciding if I need to be on ventilator support, arranging for blood, and going through trauma, just a quick end, just a quick end.
@viswaguru1964
One point that I would like to add sir, which emphasizes the trust and bonding with the local shop-keeper, during Corona peak time, when many people lost jobs and ran short of cash, several small shopkeepers were generous to accept a delayed payment. Not possible in supermarkets.