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logan ⛓️ 28, host
took over as host nov 2023 :)
(still dont know wtf im doing!)
black cat gf 🐈⬛ mysterious & off putting but that’s part of my charm. introverted punk. goth diva. super shy but wants to be friends!!
this disorder is so dumb sometimes. it’s like “hey i made you this alter who’s perfectly suited for your job and they actually like it!” so you’re like, cool so they’ll front at work then? and your brains just like “no :)”
i hate that one alter can have such strong feelings for a person but then switch to another alter and they give them the ick. dating with DID is fucking hard
we have a friend who knows about the system but has 0 interest in talking to any of the alters and dismisses them by asking “can I talk to *old hosts name* ?” as if we can just switch back at will 🙄 that alter isnt even around anymore
does anybody else have an Emotional Support Alter that you would rather die than front without? or am i just codependent af like my therapist said 🧍🏻♀️
we made up an imaginary alter named Bonnie who takes the fall any time we don’t wanna own up to something. so like someone will ask “who ate my food?” and you’ll just hear a resounding “bonnie did it!” from headspace
the most embarrassing switch is when it happens mid-sentence and you dont know what they were about to say so you just stop talking while the other person stares at you like this 👁️👄👁️
idk if its a DID thing but i’ve lived in the same city for most of my life and i still have to use google maps when driving anywhere. it’s so annoying i will literally get lost driving home
my therapist uses headspace and innerworld interchangeably but i think they’re different. your headspace is like where the fronters are and the innerworld is where everyone else is
a huge step in our system communication was realizing that whenever we get a line from a song repeatedly stuck in our head it’s an alter trying to reach out 😯🩷
signs we’re about to split:
• new playlist of songs we never listen to
• baby name websites in our search history
• urge to cut our hair/change our look
• weird new snack cravings
• someone keeps taking “do i have did/osdd?” quizzes online (even tho we’re dx’ed???)