Everything is transient. Your current state, your future state. What you have now, what you have tomorrow. You need to be at peace with this. Love what you have been able to experience. Thank God for this. Though, never get attached to it. Your attachment will defeat you.
Let go of your smallness and affirm greatness. Control your mind. Don’t allow yourself to entertain thoughts which are limiting in nature. You have the power to control these things. Relinquish any modes of thought that are not aligned with your higher Self.
You can give up your state of desperation and still achieve everything you want in life. Desperation does not serve you. Being desperate for an outcome will push the outcome away from you whilst placing you in a state of continuous unfulfilment.
As terrible as it may feel, you need to go through it. You cannot run away for it only makes things worse. Nothing gets better until you embrace the pain; the suffering. You don't grow from quivering away like a coward.
Every individual should endeavour on a path towards self-mastery. Mastery of emotions. Mastery of actions. Take control of your mind and take control of your life. The joy, the strength, the power that comes from self-mastery is incalculable.