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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
@arlecals arms and thighs 100% like bro please just go away ;; youre not wanted, take a hint
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
@do11p4rts444 i feel like this is a core memory for a lot of us tbh. set me down the wrong path way too early :,)
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
@jeongyann i just restrict & try to get 9k~ steps in a day tbh ;; i feel like a loser but i hate working out with a passion
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
GUYS !! QUICK REMINDER THAT JUST LIKE FASTING FOR A DAY WONT MAKE YOU HIT YOUR GW BINGING ON ONE DAY WONT ERASE ALL YOUR PROGRESS i know how mentally draining it is to binge but please try to have a little compassion for yourself <3 stay safe & take care mls <3
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
guys ive actually successfully brushed my teeth ever morning + night for the past 62 days !! :,) it might seem stupid and unimportant but to me its a lot ;;
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
i wish i was the "i hate food" kinda anorexic instead of the "i love food so much i need to restrict it otherwise id gain an unhealthy amount of weight" kind
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
guys if im ever being awkward pls kindly tell me to stop ;; i legit have only 1 friend outside of you guys and thats only over the internet in the last 2 years but i have no irl friends and havent since i was like 10 idk how social interaction works (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
edtwt do you have a good relationship with your parents? im curious
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
i think losing 10-15lbs and getting a cute girlfriend could fix me
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
is there some sort of correlation between having an ed and being gay or does twitter just know too much and just likes to recommend me accounts that also like women?? ':3
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
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why is it so hard to do eyeliner :|
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
well i still dont have a scale & have no access to one but today i put on a pair of shorts that was tight a few months ago and theyre loose now?? :,) i thought i was imagining my other pair getting looser but maybe i wasnt !! :3
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
why cant i have the legs & metabolism of my 13yo amab 6"0 tall brother </3 (im the worst person ever why is he my biggest thinspo kms)
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
good morning moots! i hope you all have a wonderful day!! :D i need to shower today.. but... i dont wanna.. im gonna hold myself accountable, ill reply to this post once i shower lol anyways ily guys! do you have any fun plans for today? ^^
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
oopsy sorry i havent been active D:: i was super busy yesterday!! i hope youve all been well <3
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
guys yesterday i went to walmart and all the instant miso soup packets were on clearance for only $1 each you best believe your girl bought every single one (its one of my top safe foods) im literally so happy ><
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
@lynnscals seriously and it seems like the minute i go into the kitchen to eat something everyone wants to just come in there like guys im not having a party let me eat my food in peace xd
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
one of the oddest things thats ever happened to me was turning 18 this year and realizing its not just a silly teen only kind of disorder and that ill most likely have to suffer with my ed for the rest of my life.. like wdym becoming an adult didnt fix it?? huh?!
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
i miss my moms cooking ;;
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
*✧・゚: *✧・゚:*✧・゚: *✧・゚:*✧・゚: *✧・゚: rating my current safe foods !!! a thread 🧵 for edtwt :3 (sorted by proteins, carbs, fruits & veggies, snacks, condiments, & misc) ☆彡 *✧・゚: *✧・゚:*✧・゚: *✧・゚:*✧・゚: *✧・゚:
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
lowkey i feel like a fraud because once a month i have a metabolism day. i dont eat past the point of being full and i feel in control and like im very aware so i wouldnt call it a binge, but i also dont track cals at all ;; but it kinda helps to just get all my cravings gone ??
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
how come water is so... egh.. why cant i just drink diet coke?? 3:
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
hmhm maybe tomorrow ill make a thread rating my safe foods? ive always wanted to make a thread on here but havent been able to figure out what for :P
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
you know what im just going to admit i hate working out. i might be skinny fat forever but the pain from working out just isnt worth it. :/
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
good night everyone!!! <3 sleep well ☆彡
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
@xxlssii yeah exactly! i usually will compliment but always tell them to stay safe & take care as well :,) theres no winning tbh
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
nothing makes me more upset than when theres those "tips" threads and one of the tips is only eat when youre hungry LIKE BRO IDK WHEN IM HUNGRY MY HUNGER SIGNALS ARE SO SCREWED UP I ALWAYS FEEL HUNGRY UNTIL I EAT OVER MY LIMIT THEN I JUST FEEL UGH
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
im so jealous of people whose parents let them fast (im grateful for my mom but damn cant a girl just starve in peace pls)
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
how do i look bmi17 and bmi23 simultaneously bro not having a scale is gonna be the death of me smh
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
1 month
guys have any of you tried the new oreo coke zero?? it legitimately tastes like eating an oreo while drinking a coke but lowkey when it goes flat it tastes like.. oreo juice..? idk how to explain it but its really good !
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
does anyone else love grocery shopping? like i love going into walmart and just looking & admiring all the food. nothing better than walking through the bakery looking at all the things i wont let myself eat lol
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
lately ive been finding myself body checking on random reflective surfaces... like ill be drinking water and use the oven's reflection to bc xd
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
pssst i made a priv acc feel free to follow idk maybe ill do a face reveal on there soon? >< when i say soon i mean whenever i dont hate my face too much lol @d1et_s0da222 ill probably yap and rant more on that acc so dont feel like you have to follow lol im lowkey annoying xD
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
waaaa i just want a very clearly visible thigh gap is that too much to ask for
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
there needs to be more wlw/mlm romance animes with actual decent representation and decent storylines because why is almost everything either inc3st, p3dophilia, or just sa???? i just want good gay anime is that too much to ask for ;;
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
how do my thoughts bounce between i want to never eat again to wanting to eat a whole cake within literal seconds
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
im so nervous my dad is coming to visit tomorrow and im just so anxious i havent seen him since march .. and we're supposed to go to the zoo while he's here so im just hoping he wont want to go out to eat after hhhhhh
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
in a hypothetical situation would you rather only be able to lose or gain weight but never maintain OR maintain your cw for the rest of your life regardless of how many calories you eat?
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
eds are so weird because the other week i legit burnt my pizza (like almost to the point where it was completely black) and forced myself to eat it anyway because i had already logged the cals on mfp and decided that its what i was eating.. burnt tortilla pizza -99/10 ;; not good
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
bro i feel like a genius. i put some vanilla greek yogurt in an ice cream cone and its lowkey delicious. who knew ice cream cones were only 20 cals !! :3
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
whats the correlation between having an ed and loving baking & grocery shopping? (totally calling myself out here) like food is my only interest in life :,)
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
if you could have any food magically pop in front of you 100% calorie free rn, what would you pick?
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
how is having an ed so expensive?! like wdym i could make several portions of pasta for the same price as 2 apples? why are high protein wraps & bread so pricey? and oh man dont get me started on things like protein bars and halo top >:( shouldn't eating less cost less :)?
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
guys if you dont mind sharing whats your bmi & how much do you walk everyday + do you exercise? i wanna see something
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
should i show you guys my demonias?? i kinda want to but im also nervous because my ankles are lowkey fat hhhhh
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
help all i want to eat is greek yogurt + frozen blueberries + cinnamon like i stg i could eat 5k cals worth of it easily
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
wait do you actually lose baby fat when you get to your 20s?? can someone please confirm if this is true or not?
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
guys are you the kind of ed havers that hate feeling full or do you volume eat to try and feel full on as little cals as possible? i hate the feeling of hunger maybe im in the minority :,) or im faking my ed (my brain tries to convince me because of this way too much)
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
so who was gonna tell me instant coffee has calories D: i always assumed it had 1-2 like normal black coffee i feel betrayed and lied to
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
guys give me a random letter and ill give you a song off my kpop playlist that starts with that letter !! :3
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
i want to give whoever made sugar free bbq sauce a big kiss on the cheek
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
im so upset earlier my mom literally came to tell me she added up all the cals she ate today and it was less than i eat everyday but she also didnt add her iced coffees cals + im sure she'll eat some sort of snack later + she's just estimating but like im so upset ughh ( ; ; )
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
1 month
do i have depression or do i just feel like this because of my ed
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
4 months
hello moots!! ive been busy so i havent been on today. how has everyones day been? :D
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
aaaa i wasnt very active today but its because i was actually spending time with my family >< usually when im restricting i distance myself because i just dont have the energy to socialize at all but today wasnt too bad so i actually spent time and did things with them :3
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
lowkey wanna do a face reveal but then i remember i hate myself lol
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
GUYS WTF MY MOM JUST FOUND A BATTERY AND SET UP OUR SCALE??? god i wanna weigh myself so bad rn but its super late snd i've already eaten dinner so ik id be way heavier than i actually am but like i havent known my weight in years what if its higher than i think??? T-T
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
2 months
screw 13yo me for attempting recovery look what i have to go through to lose all that weight again because of you >:(
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
oopsy its almost 5am do i at least get points for being productive...? i took a nice walk, got some energy drinks + eyeliner and mascara, did the dishes, did a load of laundry, took a shower (who cheered!!), and im not tired bruh restriction insomnia can suck it ngl.
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melo ִֶ ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་༘࿐
3 months
remind me to never do that (eat) again. thx
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