No cuz this one fucks me up. He NEVER HIT BACK. He couldn’t. He already knows what Dean’s bones feel like breaking against his fists. He’s already seen the bruises. He can’t do it again. He won’t. Hurt. Dean.
He just wanted Dean not to be mad at him anymore and he was like: I know, I’ll buy all Dean’s comfort items!! And what do you MEAN THERES NO PIE?? I cant go back without pie dean will never speak to me again I NEED. PIE.
Ever think about how Cas said all those “Hello, Dean”’s and the last thing he said to him was “Goodbye, Dean.” He died with Dean’ name on his tongue, the only name he’d ever learned to truly worship-
Dean while Cas is dead: I hate living. I believe in nothing. I hope Billie keeps me dead cuz the world is a horrible place and there’s nothing left for me here
Dean as soon as Cas is back: OMG ✨Cas✨I LOVE LIFE 🥰🥰 hehe let’s go play cowboys!! Nothing can ruin my good mood 🥰
Cas in the beginning of s4 be like:
The other angels: Castiel where are you going?
Cas: well u see this man?
The other angels: … yeah?
Cas: he’s pretty so I’m gonna go devote my life to him
The other angels: CASTIEL WHAT ABOUT GOD!?
Cas: FUCK GOD. AND FUCK YOU.
Just thought about Dean and Cas having a kid and the kid comes home from school with history homework and Cas sits down with them to help but all the facts are wrong so tells them what actually happened and Dean watches the two of them so fondly as he makes dinner. I’m unwell.
“Cas I specifically told you not to do anything stupid 🙄😒”
“Well, he was weak. And given the context of our imminent annihilation it didn’t seem. Stupid.”
They’re married your honor
What if when Cas left the handprint on Dean’s jacket before the empty took him, he accidently re-branded Dean’s shoulder under the jacket too, making the handprint from 4x01 visible again.
Dean deserved a home that wasn’t underground. He deserved windows and sunshine slicing across his living room. He deserved a big kitchen with a view of his front yard. He deserved a fucking front yard. He deserved to take up space in the world.
Why is one of the best quotes in the whole show “To save Dean Winchester. That was your goal, right? I mean, you draped yourself in the flag of heaven but ultimately it was all about saving one human.”
Like FUCK
“How is it that you lost Dean? I thought the two of you were joined at the… you know, everything.”
Everyone thinking Dean and Cas are together constantly (it’s cuz they are)
I feel like I'm going INSANE becuase I know I heard Jensen Ackles say out of his own mouth IN A VIDEO (not an article but yes the article exits) that Dean "turned tricks" like those exact words. I have a memory of this but I CANT FIND THE VIDEO and I worry I made this up
I’m a Jensen mustache defender. Stop fucking commenting negative things about what he chooses to do with his own face. He’s a fucking person not just out here to be eye candy for you and he can have whatever facial hair he wants. So shut up and deal with it.
The only person who ever understood Dean and didn’t ridicule him for his interests but loved him unconditionally for who he was, and not who he pretended to be, was Cas. Nobody knew the real Dean except for Cas. Let that sink in.
I think some of you would benefit from my Dean Studies 101 class because Dean would literally kill himself after he was bitten rather than endanger anyone else
Something about me is that I’m a defender of Dean Winchester’s immense intelligence. Like that man is SO SMART and I’ll literally fight you if you disagree.
My Misha responses from last night
I try to keep politics off here to keep this a purely fandom space, but this election is incredibly important. Please make sure you register and go VOTE. Do your own research and make an informed decision.
“Dean calls once and now it’s hello?”
“Yes 🙄”
“So, what you like him better or something?”
“Dean and I do share a more profound bond. I wasn’t gonna mention it.”
They were INSANE for this
Don’t think about Dean waking up in the middle of the night crying out Cas’ name hoping he’d be there to soothe his nightmare like he always used to, but all that greets him is an empty room, leaving Dean to spend the rest of the night counting each tear drop that hits his pillow
Don’t think about a young Dean probably 5-6 years old burning his hand on a hot stove because he was trying to make Sam dinner and John (if he’s even there) letting it happen because “that’s how you learn, Dean” and then telling him not to cry as he bandages his hand up.
My toxic trait is that every time I watch any kind of rom-com or chick-flick or literally anything where two people fall in love, I instantly think about how I could write an AU where it’s Dean and Cas.
The funniest thing about the Winchesters having Dean with long hair and a beard is that he then was like “I gotta shave and get a haircut before I see Sammy at the bridge” as if Sam wouldn’t recognize him or smth 💀
Thinking about how 15x18 was in fact originally called “The Truth” and then became “Despair” and how the truth of the whole thing is being hidden from us and left us despairing about it. They’re sick for this.
Sorry I’m still not over “and I live” Jensen didn’t want Dean dead so he brought him back to life in his silly little tv show and if Jensen Deangirl Ackles refuses to believe Dean’s dead then how am I supposed to believe he is- goodbye
Doing so also left it infused with some of his grace which then connects Dean and Cas even through death. This allows Dean to see everything Cas dreams in the empty. But what Cas dreams in the empty is just his worst memories of every bad thing Dean ever said or did to him.
The handprint grows warm when Cas is dreaming and it feels like Cas’s hand is on his shoulder, it feels comforting. But then Dean sees the memories, and he can FEEL the hurt Cas felt...
Okay guys this fic I’m writing has hit 80k words let’s goooo. Don’t think I’ll be able to get it to 100k but we’re still trucking along with maybe a chapter and a half left to go. I swear this is the fastest I’ve ever written a fic 🫡
Well hello, I come bearing the news that I will begin posting a chaptered fic I've been working on for THREE FUCKING YEARS tomorrow at some time that I don't know yet
UPDATE: I JUST FINISHED WRITING IT!!! Now I go into the editing stage and it will need to be beta’d, but this could very well be coming to ao3 in July some time! I’ll keep you all posted 🥰
So I’ve been writing a Destiel bodyguard AU fic (Cas is Dean’s bodyguard) for literally years and I really want to finish it but I have zero motivation for it. Someone send help.
Ever think about how Dean loves pie so much probably because his mom used to make it for him all the time when he was a kid and it’s really the one thing he can remember being there, and so he clings to it for the normalcy, for the MEMORY of being loved through food
Okay but Bobby really popped off with this one: “kids ain’t supposed to be grateful. They’re supposed to eat your food and break your heart”
Like he fucking gets it. He may not have thought he was meant to be a parent but he did good by Sam and Dean.
Jensen Ackles, I'm actually getting a little desperate cuz Dean Winchester hasn't been on my screen in far too long so I'm going to need you to do something about that or I'll be forced to cry
I have offically finished my SPN rewatch and I have a whopping 246 pages of notes with 101,965 words. Now I get to do the fun part of going through all my notes and putting together my findings for my Dean Studies class.
Thinking about:
“You ever been really hungry. I mean, haven’t eaten in days, hungry?”
“Yeah.”
How often did Dean give Sam the last bit of food they had? How many other times did Dean get so desperate to feed himself and Sam that he had to steal?