i want to talk about johnny for a minute here 🤗🤗
i had a weird relationship w Rachel (colleen’s sister) and i posted a thread speaking up about my experience. a day or 2 after i posted that thread johnny came on a space THAT I WAS SPEAKING ON (1/3)
and he said something along the lines of “it’s hard to believe rachel actually did anything to anyone bc she was always so nice to me” and started speaking of rachel like she was an angel straight from heaven like a day after i posted my thread. i felt so invalidated (2/3)
i want to preface this by thanking
@theadammcintyre
for giving me and others the confidence to speak up about our experiences. in no way shape or form am i trying to compare our situations but i think it’s long overdue for me to share mine.
I feel like our weird relationship started when i was 13 and i would buy cameos and she would sit there and just tell me random shit. “am i supposed to be entertaining” YES. i paid you $50!?
@mxoliverl
however you feel please go at ur own pace and make sure you have a good support system and you have all ur info gathered it’s a veryyyy tedious process
so here’s a thread exposing the person who went by Rachels house
i know a lot of y’all already know who it is but i don’t wanna say any names. dm me i’m happy to tell anyone who it is
i am actually scared shitless to go any further into this and i honestly do not want to. that’ll be a topic for another day maybe. i don’t know if my experience is any different than the rest of everyone else’s but i’m literally having a panic attack..
@jessiepaege
THIS HAPPENED TO ME TOO OMG. completely different scenario (also tmi) but i lost my smell due to covid and my dog let out the most rancid shit i’ve ever smelt and my sinuses were CLEAR. i could smell colors after that bro
..writing this bc the way she treated me and talked to me was really fucking weird. she used me for videos and i don’t really know how to feel about this whole situation because of how much i idolized this woman for most of my life..
i promise i’ll post more and i know it wasn’t a lot but i’m really scared of backlash from this because idek if my view on this is valid. thank you for listening
rachel and gf have been together for less than a year and these mfs already bought a house together traveled across the country and have a pet chameleon and have 3 dogs together
lesbians are so weird
for everyone saying “this isn’t traumatizing” because be fr. there is so much other stuff that i didn’t post because it is still sticking with me. mind you, i’m barely a sophomore in hs this is a lot for me to process at one time