29 days sober today. Was starting to fear the clarity I was seeking would never come. I think I miss cigarettes the most. And weed. But my desire for intoxication is minuscule. Parties are still fun. Raves are actually more fun when u are present. Climbed out of a dark place 🌺
appreciate everyone reaching out to me and each other. the amount of love spread in the passed few hours is a true testament to how much charles means to all of us. i’m not sure what to do right now other than forward all of this love to charles family and closest friends
do u guys remember in 2018 when charles did the ascent tour. for about 6 shows the bill was myself into Of the Trees into charles. i’d give everything back to live even one moment of that again </3
when love begins to fade in my life I often feel insecure, but there’s no reason for this. love isn’t meant to possess, those memories and experiences live with you forever. admire the butterfly as it floats away. the wind might bring it back to you.
when u hear this music I truly believe u will feel the pain I felt, the overwhelming joy and the sunrise tears. most fulfilling part about doing this for me is properly articulating my feelings into art. do u have the courage to be unapologetically yourself? take my hand
it’s saturday, u wake up and put CBD in ur frosted flakes like any other day. a light layer of snow blankets the city. u say to urself, “what a great day to play runescape and write love songs.” ur mission is to change the world
I pay close attention to ppl that say please and thank you in the world. The results are disappointing af. Being nice to ppl feels good bruh. Everybody wins nah mean.
album out tonight at midnight <3 feelin super proud to finally see the finish line of this project. shamelessly spamming the TL these passed few weeks has been my pleasure lol. rly excited to show how much i’ve grown as an artist and a person. mush love
been struggling with mental health for like 6 months. Like if u met me in the passed 6 months I was slight freaking out every moment of existing. AND IVE FINALLY MADE IT OUT THE OTHER SIDE HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
i apologize for my silence the passed few days. the allegations against space jesus took place before i knew him or was even a touring act. this reality is heartbreaking for me, and i have absolutely zero tolerance for any kind of behavior like this.
been sk8ing a lot. trying to establish a healthy coping mechanism for everything we are experiencing right now. i think twitter deserves this one too :)
I love so hard it causes me pain. I want so bad I get pushed away. I’ll never ever stop lovin tho. I say how I feel for me. And now that it’s out I can feel free. I feel this deep so I wear it why would I put it away.
bro im deep in the woods hiking with homies and like 3 different times i’ve uttered a phrase about our surroundings that is actually a charles lyric without even trying to. brother is with us today 🕊✨
you realize that every hungry artist/producer DJ homie has been writing and preparing music this entire time awaiting the return of social gatherings in hopes of leveling dance floors around the country with a new sound
in uber in philly and this sweet lady is my driver, we hear the mr softie truck and she goes “u in a rush? mind if i get a softie?” i said i don’t mind at all, kween
yo I wasn’t rly smoking herb for like 6 months, and I’m finally back at a place where I enjoy it again. point of tweet - take breaks! the human body is amazing, be mindful of what u put in it!
i think i’m gonna post my mix from last night. it rly meant a lot to me. there were some messages in there that i want to be heard loud and clear by y’all 💙 who would bangs? 🆗🆒🆕
lotta folks tweeting me saying their first time catching my set will be this weekend. so we gonna do the old shit and the new shit, maybe sing one on the mic, get nasty… all dat. feelin the love excited to play for y’all
at least 5 ppl approached me in philly tonight to tell me how great they thought my performance at charles’ memorial was. wanted to say 1. - that was the coolest moment of my life. 2. - charles gave me that opportunity. even while no longer with us. just like he brought me (1/2)
just remembered the two generous young women who flashed their titties multiple times at my set on Saturday. thank you for the first I hope you’re having a great day 🦋
ok it’s official that literally everyone is going thru it in their own way!! be patient be gentle and kind. sometimes ppl need space ✋🏽 to deal w shit on their own 💙
forgiveness is one of the deepest acts of love. it’s ok to be mad at someone u love, u can hold resentment forever but u would only be hurting urself. if u truly love someone, learn to align with who they really are. it would be a gift for them and for urself 💙
Got to meet and briefly speak with liquid stranger last night. It almost brought me to tears. His purpose and intention so pure and understood in his own eyes. He has built a loving community for his own kind. A tribe of outcasts standing together. Now that’s a mf king.
i appreciate y’all coming to these shows and vibing to my music that is maybe a little less abrasive than the rest of the bill. warms my heart to see a solid community of open minded folks. fuck yeah to diversity in music !!!
had a panic attack today. it was so textbook. siking myself out quickly turned from mental to physical. heart racing, shaking. but i addressed it right away. told ppl around me, texted my sister, went for a walk. nipped that shit in the butt! anxiety is a bitch we got this <3
to everyone going thru changes rn (mad folk) friendly reminder to LISTEN. listen to ur body, mind, heart, environment and loved ones. they are trying to HELP U. listen and make changes accordingly
wanted give the most sincere shoutout to
@LABGRP
. thanks for always believing in me. thanks for laughing at me. thanks for letting me scream on the mic. thanks for bringing me on cool adventures. charles is so proud of us. sry for gettin soft on a monday
modest mouse is super good anxiety music. the mood of their music is like: i’m anxious, but i know that and it’s ok. it’s fuck-it sad. thanks for reading my yelp review
dmvu x of the trees feat pipus mashed with flume at okeechobee. most ppl i’ve ever played for 10k. last set i’ve played over a year ago. so excited to blossom back into gatherings. my first set back, an honor to perform w the dirtybird fam. i’m like 🤯🤯🤯