being sexually assaulted is fucking traumitzing it makes you rethink everything in your fucking life. it makes you push people away who try to love you. it makes you feel fucking crazy.. so i don’t want to hear shit about people victim blaming!! FUCK YOU
my ex was manipulative and toxic emotionally for years, and it’s built my character to be strong and dependent on myself. i’m glad i’ve been through sm to never allow myself to be put through that again.
i start my new job on monday, & i’m absolutely terrified. it’s such a big girl job, & the pay is so good the most i’ve ever made. the growth i’ve accomplished this year is so refreshing, but absolutely terrifying because im growing up so fast. 🥲