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one hundred sleepless nights

17 . bmi 16s
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
when i see someone on tl post “small relapse !!” or “tiny ones !!” and then i uncensor it just to see beans
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@thisdisorder
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8 months
@yok_inn BRO MINE TOO 😭😭😭
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@thisdisorder
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8 months
@luneybear i think thats just fingering urself while having explosive diarrhea idk
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
@coffayed they used the first pic they saw on pinterest and slapped random numbers on it 😭😭😭
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
just blocked someone cuz they looked like dre @m and their weight was lower than mine…
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
@anorecixe ON GOD THATS WHAT IM WONDERING like wdym thats small in ur eyes💔💔💔💔
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
@caityspo i have a strong dislike for straight and cis men they scare me
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
when moot talks about their craving and now u suddenly also want what they’re craving
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
lunch
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
when my bmi is lower than theirs but they look way skinnier than me
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
i am so full god damn i overate
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
IM CRYING 😭😭😭😭
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
i remember this one person on here who got like 10-20k steps just from walking in her apartment all day
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@thisdisorder
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11 months
just saw pictures of the deepest cuts ive ever seen in my life and they were uncensored on my tl
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
*paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can i kms ? :3 *paws at you* can
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
me when i managed to stay under 700cal but my grandma brought me two bags of candy
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
@j3nrexic these look so good oh my god i am foaming at the mouth
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
almost bmi 17 pray for me guys
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
@argburexic JAW DROPPED ??? THE COLLARBONE HELLO ???
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@thisdisorder
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8 months
me when i have a banana and a lollipop instead of the ordering food the parasite in my head is telling me to
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
@flluttrershy thats just the guy from persona 5
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
I WANT CIRCLES BACK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
what r some good natural laxatives besides coffee
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
it’s confirmed 🙏
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
FUCKKK I FOUND ANOTHER IRL . ITS 3 NOW WHATTTTTT BROO THIS IS SO INSANE IM GOJNG INSANE
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@thisdisorder
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8 months
just accidentally opened a censored picture i did not want to see because my fingers work faster than my brain.. uhm !!
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
eating a small banana to break my 24 hour fast
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@thisdisorder
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8 months
got triggered by thinspo for the first time and now i want to push fingers down my throat actually !!
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8 months
was c/s and accidentally swallowed one bite cuz it was too good
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11 months
when we made up again but i already s lit my wrists
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
WHO HAS THAT ONE PICTURE OF DAZAI CRYING DRAMATICALLY I CANT FUCKING FIND IT
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
i woke up today with soot in my nose because i let my candles burn too long 🤍 i was terrified
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
ate 2 chicken onigiri and a kimchi onigiri today >.< got a band shirt and some other stuff :3
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
“you barely eat these days , do u even eat anything ??” ok but what if i k/ms right now on this table
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@thisdisorder
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8 months
@Bloopismm “i have no idea” yeah we can tell
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@thisdisorder
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11 months
@kotzgesicht wtf bro.. why do they still make clothes like that
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
me when i actually feel better after working out instead of rotting in bed all day like usually
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
… 🙁
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
its so embarrassing when ure hungry but u know ur stomach isn’t actually empty cuz u already ate earlier
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
@afairysflaws i mean i weight less aber bmi is still higher 😞
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@thisdisorder
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9 months
just did pilates i think im dying
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
oh my god
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☠︎︎Elijah☕︎
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@thisdisorder
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10 months
@sicklysux they helped me take a big shit and i didn’t feel like ass 🙏
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