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@swornrival
11:09
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@swornrival
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my fucking kingdom for baby Kaeya toddling around the royal guard and tripping over their standards and linebreakers and demanding storytime
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@swornrival
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sometimes fanfic is about displaying your mastery and grasp over the canonical version of the character and sometimes it's about telling a story. the thing about telling a story is that there is so often a point at which the character drifts from their canonical counterpart
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@swornrival
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yallre like "why doesnt anyone make content of brown characters" and when people do its like "this is ooc / youre whitewashing him [he has been drawn in a cute outfit and only white people wear cute outfits] / some other criticism of the content" this is why yall are starving
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@swornrival
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1 year
i love fragile manipulative assholes with trust issues who are obsessed w saving the world by making themselves the villain
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
my personal take on why mlm content is more popular among writers and readers is simply that there's less baggage around writing men. i love writing about trauma, esp childhood & abuse-related topics. the gendered weight of those narratives when it comes to women is a turn-off
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
also can we talk about Bosacius terrorizing Xiao like this 😭 this man was the eldest of the yaksha and he's out here acting like a 7 year old bc he saw Xiao sleeping and chose violence... he's the goat
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@swornrival
11:09
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3.2 archon quest spoilers. I'm obsessed with the very clear thematic throughline between Nahida and Scaramouche in this quest. it's very interesting, and it's one of the strongest parts of the quest for me.
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@swornrival
11:09
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Wolfwood is an essentially tender man who has been brutally beaten by the world into toughening up and not showing his soft side. when push comes to shove his first instinct is always to look out for another person—he is selfish by design, not choice, and it breaks his heart
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
Dainsleif: Absolutely Not he's a spoiled little brat and then later when they're having dinner Kaeya sneaks to the Knights table to crawl into Dainsleif's lap and steal his food and Dainsleif just...lets him? Halfdan: who's spoiling him now? Dainsleif: What Halfdan: Nothing!!!!
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
Halfdan seems like a nice boy i think he'd indulge the little prince. Dainsleif absolutely wouldn't and he would also chew Halfdan out for slacking off while also telling off the prince for distracting the men from their duty.
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
Vash would have folded like a fucking pretzel if Knives had gone up to him when they met again and just hugged him. but there was always the possibility that he might not, so Knives couldn't do it, bc the only thing worse than not having affection is being rejected
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
except it makes Kaeya start crying so Dainsleif sighs and bends to let him clamber up Dainsleif's shoulders and carries him back to his rooms...
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@swornrival
11:09
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when Dainsleif comes back the knights are suspiciously still and he's like “what” and all of them are like “NOTHING” so Dainsleif turns to Halfdan like “what was it” and Halfdan, barely holding back giggles, is like “some of us think you're soft on the prince.”
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@swornrival
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because /this/ story has made them develop enough that they can step outside their predestination. whether a character develops or stagnates in canon, a writer must decide how to weigh that development in a new direction as against keeping canonicity intact
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
for both the writer and the audience. even things like intimacy, mental illness, and love are much more fraught for female characters in a gendered society. i think a lot of people would rather explore the stuff that doesn't have as much painful history attached. for some people,
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@swornrival
11:09
10 months
don't @ me about this but despite (& because of) everything her kids say i 100% think Arlecchino is not as nice to them as they want us to think. they're like her little PR babies lol
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@swornrival
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2 years
Haitham in sensory overload...his headphones broke and he had a full day of meetings and by the end of it he wants to scratch his skin off with how intense and unpleasant every whisper and touch has become. barely holding it together long enough to make it home and bury himself
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
it's also about the arrogance of believing that only you can either save the world or doom it, the belief that you're so uniquely toxic that you must make up for it with the grandest self-destructive acts to provide one single moment of redeeming light
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@swornrival
11:09
3 years
— it took my blood on your blood to believe • 20k · nsfw · omegaverse • #luckae • come get your, uh, sad porn?
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@swornrival
11:09
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— · northbound & reaching 🔹 #luckae , 26k, t rated 🔹 in which diluc is a fucked up wandering ex-knight and kaeya is a weird wizard. and they fall in love <3 🔹 cw: implied referenced child abuse & suicide (but no one dies!)
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@swornrival
11:09
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one of the things fanfic writers might do is parallel the development of the character to their canonical development. this is valid, but doesn't work if the story you're trying to tell is meaningfully distinct from canon. shoehorning it in feels bad
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a character is less of a self-contained, perfectly wrought shell than a constellation of traits, habits, desires, and priors that have all come together into a loose whole. a lot of good fanfic, for me, is about picking at those stable points and pulling at the threads of
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@swornrival
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be reshaped in countless stories without losing its essence, is mainly what makes me really want to write fanfic. this thread is a request to be somewhat more open-minded about things which you consider OOC. it's hard to write. we're all doing our best.
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@swornrival
11:09
11 months
horny thirsty insatiable bottoms with danger kinks vs tops who are trying to hold back against the predatory intentions of a twink who desires to have his hole annihilated ← my favourite trope
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connection until they unravel and reveal whether that trait was actually as stable or necessary as was thought. and like, oftentimes it's not? often characters remain recognisable even after they've been put through quite a bit of trait trimming. this is irritating but true
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@swornrival
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i think eng fandom could do with understanding on a basic level that having preferences doesnt mean anything about you as a person. and its mostly a matter of tropes and character dynamics, its got nothing to do w irl queer people (who also, have preferences. it happens)
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@swornrival
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their painful histories make them averse to mlm content & that's fine, and it sucks that there isn't more work for them to turn to. for me, I've always felt more connected to male experiences. i only realized much later that my strong aversion to wlw shipping was dysphoria
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@swornrival
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i do find it irritating bc like, i see interpretations i disagree with, but some thought reveals the leaps people made to get there. they usually make sense, even if they don't compel me. the question of what compels me, and an interest in a character as a block of clay that can
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@swornrival
11:09
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and my strong attraction to/projection on mlm ships was due to my own transmasculinity and gayness. but even if I'd ended up a cis lesbian, maybe i would prefer to engage with mlm content. i don't want to say there shouldn't be a conversation about this but i don't think the
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@swornrival
11:09
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my top 3 favourite luckae things - competent smug assholes together - [shows up to the other half-dead] “I'm fine” - tender heartfelt emotionally constipated moment of intimacy after 3000 years of angst
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
thinking about how kavetham met if haitham was kaveh's junior. like i want something kind of cute where haitham despite being a junior is very much On Kaveh's Level academically but has no friends among his peers, and kaveh gets curious about this brilliant and lonely young man
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
answer is as perfectly simple as misogyny either.
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
"stop enjoying [thing that is hot] and start enjoying [thing that is Not Hot]" LOUD BUZZER SOUND bad tweet! try again
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
to walk away from someone he's committed to. tristamp is as much the story of Wolfwood hitting his moral event horizon twice over as it is of Vash being broken down to the bare minimum.
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@swornrival
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2 months
tired of protective tops!! where are my protective bottoms who will gut you for hurting their top
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
#luckae , nsfw-ish. 🙅‍♂️ context
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
i love characters who have trauma who swear up and down that they don't. like “yeah im fucked up but maybe i chose to be this way maybe im just goofing off maybe i like it?? like this???” and meanwhile they are CLEARLY harboring the most awful trauma-fueled neuroses Ever Seen
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
2.7 spoilers + #zhongxiao goggles Zhongli exerted his power as a god to save Xiao + Xiao sensed him and was so shaken by it that he barely talked for a significant amount of time is killing me inside. there's something so beautiful about their relationship
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
lrt i think about Kaeya's reputation as a troublemaker and slacker all the time when he's probably the hardest worker in Mondstadt.... my baby boy. my overworked darling peacock
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@swornrival
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the language of "using fic to cope" makes me angry bc i do use writing to cope and you could not fucking guess what im coping with through my writing. its arrogant and miserly to think that writers would be so transparent with their readers. you are not reading my therapy notes!
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@swornrival
11:09
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i wish people could be normal about the age of writers. like. just normal that's all I'm asking for. understand that people start writing at many ages and not all good writers are over 30 and not all bad writers are under 20. and that it's good to encourage young writers too
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@swornrival
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1 year
"yaoi dimorphism" die mad about it lol its so cringe
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
zhongxiao, monsterloving // some mortals find xiao and realize that his karmic burden or something about him is attracting demons and monsters and seal him into a cave bc they don't want his aura to hurt people. xiao being xiao obviously lets them. then a couple hundred years
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
you guys really like this one for whatever reason. read my luckae fic on ao3:
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
late blooming honeysuckle ⟡ #haikaveh | 7k | nsfw ⟡ featuring domdrop and long-overdue conversations ⟡ this fic is mostly just kaveh being the most mentally ill person and the splash damage thereof link below!
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@swornrival
11:09
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#kafblade in love with the idea of Kafka being scared of Blade. she defangs him and treats him like a housepet but the truth is he's a monster who believes she's leashed him and therefore obeys on the weight of that delusion. she has nothing over him; if he decided to kill her
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@swornrival
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when there's a character who spent most of their life happily subordinating themselves to another out of love, had that love reciprocated in care and protection, but then they lost that person and now don't know how to exist anymore when the sun they grew up orbiting is gone.....
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
Genshin needs a woman who is exactly like Itto. big heart big muscle TINY brain
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
that one sliver of a chance that Vash would reject him, because he lives in terror and abject denial, because he's spent so long away from the light of Vash's love that being close to it now burns him—and he dreads the fire even as he yearns to be consumed
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
justified in the way you make me bruise 🫀 #luckae , 3k, sfw 🫀 soulmates au 🫀
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
(without him) I'm going to sink 🍅 #thomato , 2.3k, mostly sfw 🍅 dom/sub, angst, hurt/comfort 🍅 for @/cryovishap!!
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11:09
10 months
the haikaveh thesis of Haitham being sick in love with Kaveh and Kaveh denying the idea that Haitham could ever love something like him that he ends up denying Haitham's capacity to love at all and by extension his very real nature as a caring man
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
like damn if this is how you complain about the food stay hungry?
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my most boomer complaint is that people used to write 50k of in character bdsm fic. we used to be a real country. now it's 30 breeding kinks in a row and absolutely nothing expanding on a character's relationship to power and punishment
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@swornrival
11:09
1 year
i know this is very obvious but sometimes i see interpretations that really do make me grimace
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
this line really serves to drive home the point of his character and his central philosophy—his service to Inazuma is simply a way of serving his family, nothing more; no matter how complex things get, the goal is very...small and personal
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"i used to like this ship but the fanbase was so annoying i stopped" oh come on. fanbases ARE annoying. thats basically what theyre for. youre just going to, what, abandon stuff you like bc irritating people like it too? bc it has cooties now? tf
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1 year
i love characters who would be repulsed to the point of abusiveness by their own younger selves but Vash is just. not like that. he'd look at himself as a little kid and feel nothing but affection. he would ALSO not see how much this kid is already hurt, but like, not on purpose
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2 years
under the sheets and block out the world
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@swornrival
11:09
7 months
we should bring back self-indulgence for haters. what if i WANT to write a fic which breaks up [ship i dislike] in a nasty way in order to get together [ship i like]. sometimes this, too, is character exploration
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@swornrival
11:09
3 years
hc that diluc hates wine bc he has tannin sensitivity and it tastes unbearably bitter to him. this is a thing that affects other bitter dark liquids too so. i want kaeya to be absolutely horrified by how MUCH sugar diluc puts in his coffee
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@swornrival
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2 years
Dainsleif could be loyal to Kaeya but not without being dragged into it kicking and screaming like a small child
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1 year
Vash is so good at putting scraps under a magnifying glass and pretending they're feasts he would have fought for Knives ten times harder if he'd had any evidence of his brother's love that didn't come with teeth. one hug—one ‘are you hungry, little brother?’—one measly kindness—
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✨ phosphorescence — luckae, nsfw, 2k soft kinky fireplay where kaeya lets diluc take control and it goes really well for both of them :3 link:
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@swornrival
11:09
3 years
what summer meant to you — 37k, m rated, #luckae #kaeluc , no major warnings link: my long fic that doubles as a diluc character study is up!
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@swornrival
11:09
4 months
Aventurine would eat Kaveh for breakfast I'm afraid it's a coughing baby versus hydrogen bomb situation
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@swornrival
11:09
23 days
fragile beautiful bottoms are only interesting if they are repressed or evil or insanely competent or something makes them inaccessible otherwise the combination of beauty and accessibility creates for some very boring romance. no they can't be idiots
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@swornrival
11:09
10 months
evidence: 1. everything Arlecchino does "for" her kids is either performative or serves a larger goal that she herself has. she tells the traveler things bc she is manipulating us to act in a certain way, but she disguises the manipulation by telling us that it's bc her children
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1 year
and Vash would have broken down. he's already so very hurt by the end of that long journey, he's been shot at and betrayed and hurt for days and days and he hasn't got a lot of strength left. it would have been so easy, Knives, if you'd hugged him and lowered him into the water
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in your arms, if you'd shushed him through the kicking and struggling and told him you've got it all thought out and he doesn't need to worry. if he felt even once like all the pain would result in the gentleness he so craves but no—because knives couldn't take
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1 year
god i love incest
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1 year
for day 3 of #vashwoodweek : a short conversation about Wolfwood's scars (or lack thereof)
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@swornrival
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1 year
the intersection of Blade's sword and Dan Heng's spear makes it look like there's a cross staked through his chest, a cross he's carrying
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blood on your shirt ⟡ 2.7k, t rated, #kafblade ⟡ kafka tries to rehabilitate blade. it backfires on her ⟡ featuring: sparring, a lot of suicide attempts, and a rather unexpected amount of tender feelings. link below!
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@swornrival
11:09
2 years
luckae
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bartender: the usual my man? me: yessir bartender: [kisses me on the forehead]
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them again
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i will sacrifice myself to save you / i will sacrifice myself to save you
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10 months
zhongxiao still hits me so hard sometimes when i think about it...a god and his devotee. a general and his soldier. a dragon and his bird. a king and his killer. when zhongli dies xiao will eat his sins and consider it a sacrament
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@swornrival
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throw me in the deep end — #thomato · 2.5k · hurt/comfort — rated m for adult themes (aftermath of noncon) — written for vee @/cryovishap for being a dear and getting me welkin for this man's sword <3 link:
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9 months
the 50k+ bdsm au is frankly a lost art, there is no ship that will not benefit from an intricately characterized kink exploration that spans an entire relationship and is also full of hot & in-character kinky action
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i think it's sort of normal and expected for twins (thematically) to put themselves in the same category apart from the rest of the universe. "only an independent can make up for the crimes of another independent" + everything knives says about vash
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10 months
trust us. she's publicly sweet with her children, but we have no real idea how she treats them behind closed doors. 2. despite telling Lyney that he doesn't have to do everything by himself, she also totally hangs Lyney out to dry on multiple occasions: when he's on trial, he
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trusts her more than the previous Knave, he still knows his tears will upset her and hides them from her. 5. she uses children for dangerous missions?? ik this is genshin & nobody takes the idea of being a child soldier seriously but she clearly uses Freminet, Lynette, and Lyney
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i have to say my favorite brand of domestic bliss is for really fucked up toxic couples that have hurt each other so much and still rest easy in the same space, already knowing the worst of what the other can do to them, so they're safe, so they're loved
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so many tsw*ft lyrics that people go bonkers over are just really extremely fucking mid and nobody seems willing to acknowledge that for some reason
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10 months
net for Lyney and Lynette if they lost at the trial, and the way they act clearly shows that they were genuinely scared of being abandoned in this situation. 3. in Meropide, Lyney holds out until the very end in order to not give Wriothesley an appointment with Arlecchino. even
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2 years
could write an essay about this scene and Goro's people pleasing tendencies
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i DO think her children's love for her is very genuine, and very heartfelt. they're traumabonded to her! she saved their lives and gave them meaning and purpose and a home and a family. ofc they love her; maybe she loves them too. that doesn't change the fact that she's abusive
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relies on the traveler to defend him at court. it's not that Arlecchino couldn't be notified or hire a lawyer for him, it's that it was better for her if the traveler defended Lyney, even if it meant risking Lyney's relationship with the traveler. there's no evidence of a safety
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but Arlecchino's kids never say a single remotely negative thing about her, and they do her bidding like they're her employees as much as her children. which they are. bc they're her child soldiers. thanks for coming to my talk
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pyro yaksha: Xiao-senpai wake up!! hydro yaksha: 👁️👁️ geo yaksha: i have nothing to do with these people
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to save his siblings, his family, the people he cares the most about! his siblings are possibly dying and he still can't bring himself to turn to his father for help. later, Arlecchino says that Lyney needs to learn to not do everything by himself, but clearly this lesson is sort
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au where Ayato is the retainer and Thoma is the lord. has this been done
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2 years
kavetham au where
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3 years
eula (handshake) kaeya cryos who believe they are fundamentally bad and evil and deal w it by acting into their perceived badness while being as good to the people around them as possible
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hello, @modifiedmusket ! I'm your writer, and here's your fic ❣️ i hope you enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it! ✩ wrioney for #WrioneyGiftExchange2024 ✩ 13.5k; explicit; transmasc lyney ✩ in which they meet at a ball, and things go from there ✩ link below!
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being the better of two very bad options; all her children are orphans or similarly abandoned, abused, and forgotten children. she gives them a home and a family and then uses their gratefulness to convince them that it's a privilege to serve her. they think she's amazing even
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10 months
of cosmetic at best since Lyney masks his reasons for not calling her by saying that she is above this/doesn't have time for this, when really he's scared of something else. 4. the way Freminet talks about Arlecchino also reflects the fact that he's scared of her, even though he
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2 years
give me back my heart, you wingless thing - #zhongxiao , 10k, explicit - in which zhongli and xiao court each other, and fuck, and maybe fall in love <3 - written for the very patient and lovely @/superdraconic! thank you for commissioning me :D LINK:
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addendums: we've SEEN her be scary & unhinged af: attacking Furina unprovoked and trying to fucking kill her, emotionally terrorizing her so effectively that Furina not only doesn't talk about it to protect her own secret but also bc she's genuinely scared out of her mind
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